shubhamsharma

Lol

@Joseph Maynor what do you mean?

What do you mean?

@LordFall I think it makes me calm and relax that is why I want to smoke. I can't meditate because I am on anti psychotic medication. Medication makes me so restless.

@Thought Art thank you Jared. I will continue to listen to the doctor and live a more simple and grounded life. @LordFallthanks man. I really appreciate.

A bit of my background. I was in Canada 3 years ago. I took 5meo dmt for almost 20 times, also 5meo malt and shrooms and and lsd and also used weed for 4 and half years. After coming back from Canada I came home to India. I had several psychotic episodes where I broke my brother's iphone and became naked on the road after mastrubating thinking about my mother. My family sent me to rehab in India for a couple of times in India . I had a road accident in India where I tried to commit sucide on the road (I hit myself with a car in 2023. Also I Ram away from home and went to jammu and kashmir on bicycle and went to a village in jammu and kashmir people of that village thought I am a terrorist and they beat me with the stick. They were going to shoot me. Now I am on anti psychotic medication amylife 200 and anti depressents which is making me obese. I watched leo's videos where he says deconstruct science. Now I don't know if I should continue with the medication or not. My doctor doesn't even know about what is dmt. I used to hear voices from my family. If science is unreal and scientists don't know anything than shall I continue with my anti psychotic medication that scientists are developed? I don't know whom I should listen to. Please shed some light if you guys know what to do.

@LordFall I see what you are talking. I think it is all ok. As I have told in my last post that I masturbated thinking about my mother and I became naked on the road is because I gave birth to myself. I think when you open your mind fully nothing is good and bad.

Hey @Leo Gura In which video did you say the following:- You can have sex with your mother and give birth to yourself.

@LordFallthanks man. I really appreciate.

@Shaktipat thank you.

@Elliott thank you

Have you guys read Jiddu Krishnamurti? If yes, what are your thoughts on his teachings?

Don’t want to use a pig skin. I would rather do temporary tattooing just to play with designs.

I am looking for some good pens for tattooing to create some tattoos on my body. I am new in the art culture. Took me a lot of years to actually gain interest in art again. I want to do temporary tattooing on my body. Can you tell some brand that sell pens worldwide?

I don’t want permanent tattoos anymore. thanks btw

Yes I did. It lasts for 5 to 6 days.

@Leo Gura what are some of the channels have you subscribed to on youtube? Others can share too! thanks in advance!

good one! Thank you.

Thank you so much. I really appreciate!

@The Renaissance Man yes sir!

What are the pros and cons of living alone and living with family? Ehat do you guys think? Do you think personal development comes when you live alone? So I live in India where there are 1.5 billion people. Do you think that you would go out to live in a place like Mumbai? Is it better to stay home with family with very less personal development or go out in the crowd and work and chase never ending rate race?

Does anyaone know about this plant? This plant is available in the market where I live. Damm! It has dmt in it.

@Schizophonia @Sugarcoat how to extract it from that? If you can share would be really helpful.

I have @LifeEnjoyer @Hojo @Basman @aasiyah @Unlimited I have Vipassana retreat coming up from 19th march till 30th March. It is amazing that they offer Vipassana retreat for free in my area. I am leaving after 30th, maybe on 1st April. My family weren’t giving me a single penny but I think they have agreed to give $300 which is ₹18,000 INR. My family wanted a written note that I will not come back. So I wrote that I will not come back until I will be on my feet. I will come to just see you after how long I don’t know but this is my plan.

Good to know.