Aciddhartha

Hey, I've asked myself this question many times. I haven't had a external life too tough, I've been pretty comfortable and had a lot of love in my life compared to other people. Regardless of this, I've suffered my entire life for many reasons. I've been suffering from existencial issues for many many years, and I've thought about taking my life many times. The conclusion I always come up with is that there is no escape, whatever I'm experiencing or have to experience will follow me wherever I go. This existencial problems will come with me to the next life and it could be even worse because maybe that's what will be required to wake me up. So, my brother, I encourage you to face whatever your situation is right here, right now. Don't make it worse. Do whatever you can do, neither of us are perfect and we try out best at every moment. Remember that we have enormous potential, if you can survive this suffering, you'll be able to survive anything. I've made a promise to myself to never harm my body. I yearn for death, but it's not in my hands to decide when is the time for it. I'll leave the decision to he same intelligence that made up my body, that runs the world and created everything. Be strong my friend, If you need to cry, be angry or whatever emotions you need to feel, do it, face it in the most conscious way possible. Don't run away, be brave. It's probably not as hard as you think it is. How many times did you avoided an issue because you thought it was hard, and when you finally decided to face it you realized that it wasn't as bad as you thought? As I'm writing this to you I write this to myself, to keep going and to accept and surrender to whatever experience may come. I embrace you and accept you, everything will be fine for both of us, regardless of what may happen.

Can you do a video talking about inflation?

It was a rhetoric question in order to invite you to watch the video... If you are interested in the the theme, pelease watch... Thank you.

What is our species specific diet? Please... put biases aside and watch this gem. https://youtu.be/rO_9sRiK2XY

@Aciddhartha Enlightening :')

Yeah... I've had various inner calls to leave society and dedicate my existence to that state, maybe I would make it with very little or non at all or maybe I'ld just starved to death ? I've tried Frutarian lifestyle, but having a wage slavery job it's almost imposible... You would have to dedicate your existence to meditation, breath, and sun baths ... Is what Elitom claims to be... So interesting being, I highly recommend to investigate his path, he has a YouTube channel with lots of talks...

There are some beings that claim immortality is posible trough a full cleansing, detox and full conciousness of breath, dark and sun's energy... (The beings: Elitom El-Amin --- Nick Caputo / Grubfromthegarden) Thoughts on this? Every time I've reached God-Realization I KNOW and FEEL that I need no food, no sleep, no water... Obviously I can't keep in that state because the body requieres years of detox and a periodically gain conciousness in every breath... Nick Caputo says that psychedelics show you and give a grasp to the natural state of human beings if they weren't literally full of shit in it mental, emotional and physical body... He also claims that nothing is needed in order to exist, even breath... what shows that he understands the nature of "reality" I really encourage you to give a look to this beings work.

@Leo Gura Yeah!! Maybe I can do Ayahuasca Enema... I live in South America and I can get Mimosa Hostilis and some Caapi... If I get to do it I'll give and update. Yeah I wish I could get some 5-MeO-MALT... I've did some research to extraction but didnt find anything, and getting a dealer here in Uruguay of almost any advanced chemIcal psychedelic is so! hard! I've smoked Bufo Alvarius also, great great experiencie!

Oh that's a nice advise!! I can get some Banisteriopsis caapi... Thank you!!

Ahhh ok... yeah... I guess I'll smoke it then... I wanted to grasp more of the experiencie because smoking its such a blast of information so hard to grasp... plus it harms the lungs. Thanks for the feedback Leo, and to all of you guys... Nice community you have here, Im kinda newbie. Top content on internet!! Thanks!!!

In the video of Plugin Psychedelics in the forum, Leo tells that regular dmt can be plugged... Or maybe I got it wrong? https://www.actualized.org/insights/how-to-plug-psychedelics About min 2

Hey there... I wonder what´s the best tek of DMT to do a plug... I´ve tried the typical tek of non-polar solvent to make it smokable... I wonder if that works to do a plug... I think it doesnt... I´ve heard Leo said that you need a salt based DMT in order to plug but im reasearching for a tek that gives that result... Thank You!!