integration journey

Please learn the oud instrument so I can buy lessons from you haha I grew up in the Middle East so the oud instrument is very special for me. It’s a little bit similar to a guitar.

Just curious but are you in your 30s or 40s?

I shit you not when I drank Ayahuasca I started talking to spirits. It was in a group ceremony and afterwards I realized how much I was talking when people talked to me about it. I felt possessed. it was more intense than my Bufo ceremonies. I actually felt crippled and died. I puked a lot after I felt like I actually died. it was a slap in the face by mother Aya in a loving way. Interestingly, I looked myself in the mirror during the aya trip and I saw the most beautiful eyes ever. I still remember my own eyes in that mirror. just writing about it brings back the memories. Im not drinking that shit again anytime soon but I have so much respect for this medicine

Any tips on lucid dreaming that doesn’t involve waking up in the middle of the night?

Very good choices 👍

having a real spirituality examples mega thread would also be helpful.

I thought about this and I think Bashar says a lot of valid things about the nature of reality, self and life but there’s a lot of weird things that are being said in his videos like “hybrid children” which I don’t personally understand.

Lol

The journey is long but with a lot of learning and love.

Damn this takes balls of steel to do

Haven’t watched it yet but Thank you so much.

Were you aware of the risks before doing it? This sounds really frightening.

Thanks!

That’s a great answer. Thanks

I’m intrigued by the UFO books.

Cease being exclusively fascinated by whatever you are aware of and be interested instead in the experience of being aware itself. Rupert Spira, Being Aware of Being Aware

By 2077 maybe 😂

One of the laws of consciousness is: We are only subject to a negative thought or belief if we consciously say that it applies to us. We are free to choose not to buy into a negative belief system. David R. Hawkins, Letting Go: The Pathway of Surrender (Power vs. Force, #9)

May our cups be full and radiate unconditional acceptance having gone through so much shit.

Mark Manson gives me stage yellow vibes

You are A shy divine deer That I cannot cease tracking. Though only once of late Did I get so close To see My own face and heart Reflected In Your wondrous soft eyes. Hafiz

One must not always think so much about what one should do, but rather what one should be. Our works do not ennoble us; but we must ennoble our works. Meister Eckhart

A person becomes whole not by perfecting themselves, but by accepting their own deep story. Michael Meade

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Why is she doing that? Is it a mental issue