Inception

Post #59: Cosmic joke My life is a joke. I’m a joke. Humanity is a joke. But hey, at least the Watcher is entertained.

Post #58: Raison d'être The only reason I’m alive is because I’m afraid to do anything about it.

Post #57: Clueless I’m clueless. Infinity is infinitely bigger than me. My ideas about it are infinitely wrong.

Post #56: Non-stop There’s no pause. Not even sleep.

Post #55: Truman Similarly telling a normal person the problems you’re faced with on the path is adding problems to your life. It’s like being on The Truman Show. I should probably vent my spiritual related problems (more).

From now on my life is going to be strictly about two things: A: Figure out reality. B: Survive so that I can do A. Let the grind begin

I’m not done, I’m just getting started

I’ve been trying to drink the ocean with a fork. I’m done trying to get it.

Post #51: Mental self harm Mental self harm is normal in our current world.

Post #50: Spiritual ego A “spiritual person” is an oxymoron. You are either spiritual or a person.

Post #49 If you’re not preoccupied with truth you’re lost. The fool thinks he can do without truth.

Post #48 Anything that diminishes your ability to reason or comprehend realty is evil. I don’t care what it is. From now I will make an effort to eliminate such things. Something/someone is either helping me understand reality or restricting me. I want everything in my life to ultimately help me understand reality. I WANT TO UNDERSTAND REALITY.

Post #47: Not a field-trip Self-actualization is not a field-trip. This endeavor demands deep respect and reverence.

Post #46: The great tragedy of life Life is one big tragedy. It’s nobody’s fault. We really just can’t help ourselves. Completely and utterly lost. Please try to have compassion for me as I will for you. Ultimately salvation will come from beyond us.

Post #45: Intellect The intellect is a tool which can be used to get you closer to or further away from truth.

Post #44: Seriousness You’re not going to stumble your way to freedom. This works requires a sense of seriousness. Now, when you’re finished you can fool around as much as you want, but don’t get ahead of yourself.

Post #43: Happening It's happening, it's really happening.

Post #42: Express yourself You’re an artist, express your unique experience.

Post #41: Rubber meets the road I feel like I have now have a solid understanding of how to live the good life. The following period of my life will be dedicated to practicing my philosophy.

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Post #39: Figuring it out Advice to my younger (and present) self: It’s okay that you don’t have it all figured out, pretty much no one around you has (especially at your age group) even though they act like they do Just another one of our collective illusions. PS: Having it figuret out isn't about having a big fancy house

Post #38: Behind mental bars I’m imprisoned by and within my own mind. I’m not going to escape by accident. It wasn’t designed to be easy.

Post #37: Mind The mind is on my mind.

“Be open-minded, but not so much so that your brains fall out.” - Groucho Marx

Post #36: Predicament The more I learn, the more i realize the depth of my predicament. I'm tempted to pity myself, but I try to have compassion instead. It seems that compassion, in large part, is having a non-judgemental understanding of the depth of someone's predicament.