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@Breakingthewall Tagging for above response,

@Breakingthewall Now, you are saying 'You' are trapped by the ego's limitations, however, please allow myself the pleasure to argue that there is no 'invisible observer' or 'you' separate from the spontaneous arising of memories, emotions, thoughts and all the other complex goings on as the whole organism one takes to being their self? I understand one attends Satsang to loosen their spontaneous arising thinking patterns, to which that individual resist against as if these spontaneous thoughts or emotions were 'bad', and so they are asked to become instead an invisible observer, which be supposedly separate from their brain which creates these complex spontaneous thoughts or emotions to which this person attending Satsang considers negative, or bad. So, what I'm pointing out, these thoughts, emotions and so on, even my actions typing this paragraph, has nothing to do with any invisible observer, they arise spontaneously - And I've meditated on this and observed, right down to the core of what I take to be 'me/you' has its own spontaneous machinery which is not my own free will. I do not exist with free will, and no thought, emotion, or action is my own, these happenings are spontaneous phenomena that occur on its own, because if I could be of my own free will, I'd be able to stop this organism at will, but I cannot stop this beating heart, these breathing lungs, these arising thoughts, nor can I direct emotions to selflessness because I or 'you' does not exist, an invisible observer does not exist, OF COURSE an invisible observer does not exist because it is completely invisible, Furthermore, every Psychedelic experience is unique, never will a drug induced enlightenment experience ever repeat itself, no meditation or yoga will repeat in experience, and so all spiritual teachers may be experiencing completely different hallucinations to do with so called enlightenment and what they personally imagine to be 'love', which this love too is a form of survival pushed now into the afterlife saying 'god is love' which is just like saying there's a heaven or hell, or there’s karma one needs to clean after death, love is still a human projection for survival pushed onto the afterlife - which these spiritual leaders will manipulate their own hallucinations to fit in with society so that we too will follow them as correct, which they like to be on a pedestal and teach all the rest of us their self-induced special stories about a divine nature somewhere where we are unable to attend to, and some never do nor will, because it does not exist, the person who never accepts enlightenment all their life are just as natural a phenomena as a person who believes that they have done, but to say enlightenment is more special than the man who goes his entire life without enlightenment is disgraceful, Thank you, I'd love someone to suggest otherwise, Nor does love to exist, I have not felt love except for myself over these many years, and love for others has been for my own survival, Also one can experience a nightmare psychadelic experience quite easily, perhaps more easily than one full of love, so which expeirnece is more correct?

@Leo Gura I don't sound mature based on one comment, genius, thanks I'll avoid DMT

@Leo Gura How can I get my hands on DMT, do you think? And how often do you recommend usage? I was using weed all day every day for years and absolutely hooked, but finally quit due to extreme paranoia and life deterioration over the drug and never having enough ... BUT, I was extremely productive and engaged with life also, while after quiting I am somewhat lazy and un-fasinated with daily life, because there's no highs, always sober, even quit cigerettes and just about everything except for porn, and I'm almost a 25 yr old virgin, porn is my one and only obstacle, and I'm aware you created a video how to get laid though I'm not watching another self help book or video how to attract women, I'd much rather drugs like DMT ... Anyways, I want DMT, and clearly you recommend this ... so I'm willing to go on an adventure with your permission, oh dearest ghuru Leo ... *massages your foot and between your holy toes, with your selection from finest oils available* ... I have tried it before without the breakthrough and my God was that extemely beautiful and alien and highly exotic and absolutely magnificent ... Should I conctact someone I once knew for the drug? An old enemy of mine, but he's in a mental ward with injections because of his heavy drug usage an imbalance with our agreed upon social world, so this may spook me a bit because I'd lose it if I joined him in the mental ward ... I crave an adventure with the gods,

@OctagonOctopus I enjoyed reading your response,

@Leo Gura There isn't a separate self who can fix themselves, can't lift yourself by your own bootstraps, you are what you are, and your idea of a better self is an illusion, a separate 'you' who can self-improve an imperfect 'you' is ridiculously preposterous, nor is there anything one can do to become a master ... ? Even the idea of a master is an illusion, a ghost and this simply goes against thee teachings about an illusory self, let alone there being a master over emotions? Perhaps emotions come and go, same with a storm which kills numerous animals and people, nothing YOU can do to be a MASTER over that storm, even if it makes you sad that your dog drowned, nothing YOU can DO to become a MASTER over that feeling of sadness and loss - Also goes for emotions, nothing YOU can DO, because YOU are those emotions/amongst said storm at that crisp moment, absolutely nothing YOU can DO to become a master, except perhaps observe and become more aware of that experience without attempting to distract away from suchness,

Everyone is purely selfish, it'd be selfish to try and not be selfish, and second I'm quite sure Leo/Sadghuru describes life as a mere speck like an ant (who cares if someone stomps on an ant, and if the ant dies does it care any longer about the Queen's survival? Of course not !) ... I'm quite sure spritual leaders describe life like a dream and when one dies then none of this truely matters because only the body cares about the mother's love or to have supportive friends or to devour delicous food or sex with attractive people AND when the body dies, you don't have a body, so these insecure qualities that come with being a human speck in the cosmos really has no value once the body DIES ... so your response is fear based and really it shares no value with the topic starter or anyone else like myself actually contemplating if suicide is a great solution to not merely ending suffering, no, but to purely return back home which has been craved for a great many years and a disgust at the world and how imperfect it looks under the gaze of a persistant ego over the said years of craving through life's tormenting ciscumstances in order to finally return home,

I don't believe this, I think you're sharing nonesense, plus my years of research easily calls out this to be bs, you're discussing karma and a sort of Christian eternity of suffering and damnations, a mixture of Eastern and Christian philosophies coupled with a fuel of fear and a dictator who will punish a soul for choosing suicide, not accurate, please think twice before making silly fear based comments,

I don't buy into this, there's plenty of past mistakes I would love to fix that occured, and they don't show me any lessons I've learned nor do I reflect back and think any of what I have lived to be worth the endless acute painful suffering, ALSO I wouldn't allow a lot of the things to exist like alcohol addiction, or my desire to escape sobriety and even on the extreme like child molestation or a mother killing her new born because it won't shut up ... wow, very artistic, actually these are traumatic enough that anyone to kill themselves over it seems reasonable to me,

Why are you interviewing your job interviewer? Just go where the money is, who cares about the environment

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Why do we experience salary slavery? Is this accurate? Can I easily make an argument that the bare bones of our economic structure to which humans thrive upon is actually stupid and rediculous. Can I also add that upcoming generations will awaken to what we're doing to ourselves in terms of Global Warming, Materialism, and of course overall wage slavery ... OR, are we priveledged and there's plenty of opportunities available to anyone willingly working towards satisfactory income and stability, with a guarantee that their patience and hard work will rake in justifiable earnings to survive and better yet play with?

@Guardian Yes, indeeeeeeeeeeeeed,

@HypnoticMagician He feels like he will go without if he doesn't take this type of action, shit doesn't usually magically fall onto your lap like a big booty goth anime cosplay girl

Hi, I can 100% understand this, I saw this as my own karmic propensity like a sticky mass manifesting me into the world, if I didn't have a messy family or friend relationships to revel in I'd likely dissipitate into the infinite and I'd have no purpose here, after all to be humans involves the poetic need for meaninful relationships, whether messy and in need of unconditional presense or even just messy and that's the way things are for the person until further evolution/creation when they meet others ,,, Idk my mother being one of them, I didn't want her to think I were dead because I realized eveyone left behind still believes in death if I were to move on into infinity, but I get irritated with relationships and often hate people or I feel shame and guilt and wish I dissipitated into infinity like Sadghuru's wife, or at least that's what I suspect to be the case, unless as you pointed out about leo saying that this is all my imagination, but how to I see this without drugs involved ,,, Maybe some sort of practise, unless I am supposed in this world and not escaping it towards god awakeneing as you are clearly pointing out ... I have also seen some radical infinity type of stuff on drugs like Leo's perhaps, except I didn't go exploring it because I'm a human for a reason, not God, so it doesn't reeeeeeally have much value to me awakening fully as God and perhaps even leaving the body and manifestations if it were possible when diving to deep into the 'truth'

Sounds like you might refer to the dark night of the soul, I've had quite a few of these bleak excursions and how everyone was just mechanical lifeless entities reacting to a world of chaotic innocence,

@Ry4n Someone needs to take the position of the court jest, let me introduce myself

Yes, a brilliant showdown, let me pop a can of coke cola and devour this marvelous drama !!

I 100 % understand this nonesense, I am a 25 year old virgin,

I'm going through it real tough, I could hang myself tonight but I don't think suicide is possible in case I survive and am disabled, or I after death I regret it, nor is there a god or jesus or parent to come save me and make things better - My name is also Isaac,

Hi, I get addicted easily, hence I stay away from alcohol for example, because it'd become a life long relationship and as I age the more I fear I'd be like heck with it and consume higher than the recommended weekly intake. That's why I cut everything out my life, including people, because it all dies in the end.

I want to know, if I got stabbed, would it hurt? Or if I got into a tragic car accident, do you think I'll feel glass inside me, and everything's a blur except buzzing blue and red lights as I'm waiting around in a crushed vehicle for fire fighters to pry metal pieces out my lazy limp body, or during the warm day as a sudden voice asks me to stay awake and flies are suddenly attracted to me ... While a passenger victims cries and groans in the background? Essentially, does dying at all hurt, or will I slip into death like removing a tight shoe or awakening immediately out a dream as if nothing had happened - What if I were to get shot, will I notice anything during a dying process, like half my limb missing and sudden I notice an inability to move or talk? Will I reflect on my social circles and feel a sense of shame that I'm allowing myself to practically give up on life and fall "asleep"? Sadghuru says if you die accidentally like suicide or your body is injured at too young of an age, then you kind of have to wait a very long time I think before you can finally come back again ... because no matter how hellish this current life appears to get, we all want to have a physical life, apparently ... Apparently we won't spend too long as dead folks and will wish we had our lives back ... Which is hard to believe as I know I'm resistant, stubborn, bitter, and sometimes in despair and aguish about a build-up of events leading to this moment, Also, will I reincarnate into someone I don't want to be? Like I see plenty of people and I'd hate to be them, can I keep choosing what best suits me as a sort of game I'd like to opt into like character customization and world building options ... Thanks, I need details about pain and suffering during the final moments which are sure to come,

Yes, like clicking a link and waiting for a sexy website to pop up; but can thee awaken as God and manifest the perfect woman into thy lives and become Chads? Asking for my lonelsome dog named Buff,

@RMQualtrough Let me explain to you all exactly what nothing is by using words, so I may then trigger conceptual thinking in each of your minds ... Nothingness is technically something - It is everything - Though I'm unsure how to access it, personally, by meditative rituals, or if I even desire spending the next three years chasing nothing - Today I finished watching Leo's video about 'Advanced Tips For Self-Inquiry', and I guess I must get to the bottom of this and assume yes it is possible to access this realm of nothingness without substances like weed or acide - The funny part is that nothingness is right at the tip of our noses, not some other place like a DMT realm, or a book or youtube guru video or a rope to hang from ...

I heard also that a torturer will eventually have to kill the person he/she tortures because pain eventually turns into pleasure and therefore the torturer can no long inflict pain on the person ... and another report was that there were a man who returned back to his body in hospital and then to interpret the world was like being in a wonky-weighty crushed soda can, and nothing really compared to the free airiness of out of body ... Sometimes I'm utterly confused with learning about all this information to the point I'm confused and unsure what to do or where to go except meditate and push aside life - I watched a video this morning and Leo said to inquire into one self, and it may take years, and that it is possible to find something important about myself such as the discovery I'm not being the body or the mind, which the most important discovery about nothingness one can obtain, better than money, sex, success, education and all this, @Nahm And thanks for the sharing !