Yousif

As Leo have said in his videos, Fear is what keeps you alive without it you’re dead, I feel fear but it has recontextualized, it’s hard to describe really it feels like whenever I feel fear I almost always feel a lil bit distant from it,I think that’s because I have reached a state of being where fear didn’t exist at all, and when I was there I was ridiculously selfless and that is still to a certain extent embodied in me, so to answer your question I think In that scenario I would take that bullet , I’m pretty sure I’m way less attached to this world than the stranger, I’m gonna feel less fear, and I’m at a level of selflessness that wouldn’t allow me to do that to another person even tho I know if I chose the other option I’m not gonna feel any guilt, I’m not gonna go to hell, and “god” will still love me the same.

@Striving for more I have went for a girl 7 inches taller than me and it was one of the best sex I have ever had, it’s all about confidence if you show her that you don’t care and you’re confident enough with yourself it will work the opposite way she’ll get attracted to you simply for that confidence.

@NoSelfSelf this is basically what happened to me the first time I did acid, watch out for the ego backlash I would suggest you go watch that episode even if you have seen it, there’s many many more awakenings, I personally didn’t wait a whole year I went deeper right after because it was the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me and it’s all I have ever wanted is to understand ever since I was a child,I was willing to give up everything for truth and I think this is one of the keys that allowed me to go very deep, good luck to you!

@happyhappy thank you! There’s always more, and yes I learned the hard way.

@happyhappy Realizing all that stuff too quickly isn’t necessary I good thing it hit me hard, I’m kind of young for this work I’m only 21, I was very suicidal and depressed and basically In my head it was Either kill myself or awaken, Like I said it happened within a year and in that year I had to let go of basically everything and everyone, when I had my first awakening it hit me so hard I thought I lost my mind and I started having outrageous ego backlashes and I started hearing voices and insane thoughts, I told the people around me what I have awakened to and told them about my ego backlashes they actually sent me to a mental hospital for 2 days so I quickly learned to keep it to myself and try to stay more grounded around people, It was the most dangerous time of my life and I am from Iraq I have been in dangerous situations but this is on a whole different level and it’s because of how fast I went through it so yea I wouldn’t want others to realize it as quickly as I did

@happyhappyI have had visions ever since I was a kid, I would say I’m spiritually gifted, I also questioned and fully let go of islam within a year I think I was 15 years old, I became an atheist for a few years till I stumbled upon one of Leo’s videos, I started meditation, self inquiring, within a few months I started seeing visions and clues here and there, I also smoked a ton of weed I started tripping on it ( drugs and psychedelics hit me hard) but my first a awakening happened within a year of starting on lsd I had a very small dose one tap 100 ug it was the first time I ever do psychedelics, Before I did it tho I set down and meditated for about 30 mins and set the intention to understand then boom ?

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@Husseinisdoingfine ليو رسول الله ????