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I wasn’t sure which subforum to put this in but I figured this would be most suitable. It’s not important for me to know this but it just makes me curious. In my life I’ve had probably upwards of 100 episodes of sleep paralysis. There was a period a few years ago where I would have it really often. And recently I’ve had it too very often. For example this morning was crazy, I had maybe upwards of 5 separate sleep paralysis episodes, with astral projection several times and hallucinations. I can also get intense vibrations, feeling like energy shooting up my head etc. Once my head convulsed. I wanna point out that I don’t find sleep paralysis scary, I have maybe been scared twice or something in my life because of it. I don’t get scary hallucinations, I find it somewhat fun to explore it especially astral projection. I also don’t have too irregular sleep patterns. I can sleep for a long time if I don’t work for the day, so maybe that’s a factor. I don’t have problems falling asleep. Once a guy told me if you get a lot of sleep paralysis it can mean you have an “old soul”. I haven’t found any additional info about that. Feel free to share if you’ve had similar experiences.

I’ve seen street lamps go on or off a few times but haven’t payed attention to it

I like to have it so I don’t wish for it to go away. But that’s good it went away for you if you don’t wanna have it. I find the hallucinations reflect one’s inner state so if you’re calm like me you won’t see scary stuff The first are usually the scariest

Damn a few hundred times. I can have it multiple times a night too.

Two male celebs I find attractive that I can think of. First is sabrina carpenters boyfriend he looks oddly attractive. I’m not so sure though. Second is Elon musk when he was young looks like a cute nerdy guy I would’ve loved him in high school I tend to mostly be attracted to guys personality so it’s hard to say

I feel like I’m starting to get close to that posting limit lol ……

What has this to do with his reply lol😹

lol I meant the only fans model you called her hot in our chat. But I see your point. I tend to be more so attracted to white guys too. What kind of energy do you like may I ask? It’s just interesting I know I can google but can you explain what hypomanic means I hear it a lot from you. They will be gone when I become Skintyyyyyyy and more “feline” to use your words😹 You are attractive . I tend to like brunette white guys usually.

I work with children so I eat lunch with them then I eat whatever is served. Other than that I rarely eat meat only chicken sometimes and the other animal products sometimes but I wanna eat more plant based meals. Why you prefer vegetarian? You mean then eating only dairy and eggs of the animal products? Some pleasure is import I think too, otherwise you won’t look forward to any meal. And oil and salt isn’t necessarily unhealthy so we can have both health and taste. Thansk I’ll look that site up . I’ve not heard of it before.

Leopard can look good I remember you called her hot when I mentioned her in our chat one time lol. What kind of energy does she seem to have to you? Green as in spiral dynamics? What does light mean? Your descriptions are funny It would be fun if I could find some male celebs I find attractive but i don’t really know

So wholesome Salvijus

Ok I see how that could play a part.

FELINE lmao isn’t that the name for a cat or something. 😹like this emoji😹. I see your point though. The OF model I included in a reply to salvijus has a more soft look. She’s very cute yes. The second girl on insta much cuter imo. She has a very soft feminine look probably ideal for a lot of guys

Science says a more plant dominant diet is good so it’s good it inspired you to eat more veggies. Im also gonna eat more veggies. I still like to include animal products though . Ive heard of eating raw before , there’s this diet raw to 4 where you eat raw food (vegan) until dinner, there’s creators say it’s better for digestion etc I don’t know though. I love oil and salt too much to give it up😹 I need oil on all my salads😹

Haha maybe you think this is a ridiculous topic

Makes sense Ok. In my case I don’t think it’s the chemicals in my enviroment. I don’t really experience bad symptoms. I live in Sweden too and I think Europe has a little more regulations around things

Victoria secret models are very skinny, they don’t tend to have very sexually enticing bodies, that’s not the look they go for , the model look is skinny. A sexually enticing body would be like this ideally : more curvy. The reason I think that comes from I’d guess maybe some societal influence but maybe even more biology, I don’t know , it’s interesting to analyze Onlyfans model Sophie Rain

If one enjoys these strange states. Wouldn’t inhaling certain chemicals potentially be a positive thing if it can contribute in inducing those states? Or maybe it’s just bad for health… maybe I sound dumb lol Also I couldn’t find upon a quick search what you said online, where did you get that info from?

I know I can look this up, but I figured since you started a thread about it I could ask you. Would you like to summarize what this nutritarian diet is? What does one eat? I think very few people would like to eat mostly leafy greens. And also does this chart look at nutrients in general ? Because maybe some plants have a lot of certain nutrients but then less of others, so if you’d consume mostly the most nutrient dense plants you’d still miss out on some other nutrients

Because I’m not attracted to women (although I can still find them sexy) it’s not about sexual enticement but purely what looks beautiful to the eye, in this case disregarding anything such as spirit. Not that those things don’t matter but in this context we were talking about looks purely. But once again sometimes spirit can shine through the looks and bring the looks up

I’ve also found working with mindset helps to reduce stress around my issue. Although as I said I find it difficult to maintain a strong mindset at times when things get harder. That’s kind of the definition of being strong, its supposed to be hard

It’s a form of self expression Have you yourself mastered a kind of mindfulness technique or something where pain is no longer suffering? Because for me pain is equal to suffering. And it is located in the body. That I would agree with. Those are all valid questions. I understand it can be hard to comment on something when one doesn’t know what the person is going through. You said :”Regarding thinking, a much deeper activity is occurring beneath the surface of your experience. Look at any small object in front of you and notice how the mind immediately brings up associations, meaning, stories, and use relative to the perception of the object. This isn't usually recognized as such, but is nonetheless occurring. This could be called part of the activity of thinking. So, you can see it isn't just a superficial thing that happens independent of your conception (see, another activity) of an objective, external reality. “ Something happened with the quoting so I put it like this instead. I did a little observation and I didn’t notice my mind bringing up those things relative to the perception of an external object. My mind tends to be very centered around me (I know it sounds narcissistic but it’s the truth) so maybe another “object” that could be included here even if you didn’t consider it, is the object that I am. Or maybe I’m a subject. But nonetheless I notice my mind making a lot of thoughts referring to my SELF, as if I’m an object. This is a significant activity of thinking. I dont think I create my self. I’d say that my self is here as a SENSE of self, but my mind can be thinking about it. But I’m open to the possibility of creating my own state partly, at least contributing to it. I find by changing my own mindset I can sometimes bring less stress to myself. To a certain extent. I’m def apathetic 😹 One of my issues is that I have practically zero emotional life. So for now I can’t make myself experience those things. Not that I’ve tried every method there is out there; but I don’t even know what method I could try to try to bring those things about. I experience that I can have some influence over my own experience, through for example working with mindset as I said. That’s one way. But certain things I experience that I can’t affect, for now at least. Btw I can say i am going to the doctor and taking meds with my struggles, so that’s another way of taking responsibility, even if it includes external influence. Once again it can be hard to comment on someone whom you don’t know what they’re going through.

Mona Lisa is cute

Fair enough

So basically eat almost like a cow for best nutrients😹 a bunch of leafy greens Good sharing btw