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Yes it is something I've experienced. Its not excruciating because Ive made major improvements so im doing fine, but Ive noticed that even if I feel tired (could be early morning or late at night), I will feel this urge to stretch or do movement even stronger than the urge to lay down to sleep. And I dont see it as bad thing, because when I do the movements and release some tension, I notice that I can enter deeper states of relaxation than if I skip the movement/stretching and go lay down. It's a bit crazy sometimes, I can wake up after maybe 5 hours of sleep and experience what I just said. Actually, a little diverging but it's related. Ive been going through crazy transformation lately (massive reduction in sleep need is one symptom) and one month into this process, I remember this thing "kundalini awakening". Then I googled it, and it was so descriptive of things im going through. So yea id say that im going through kundalini awakening right now and im like one month into this. I could've never predicted it would happen. Just sharing, because you guys seem spiritual to me so I guess you can see what im saying

I think I get what you're saying. For me, yes it's to do with lack of inclination to do that classical sitting meditation, so yea the "excuse" is that it starts to feel uncomfortable, and then I chose to not force it further. The focus, calm, stillness, I find I can get them enough from other ways. Being mindful yes it can have profound effect and it's available anytime. One can be doing a chore and notice that they're a bit "tensed up" and then you just do this subtle relaxation, and now you've subtly changed your state as you continue what you're doing. All those small shifts on regular basis start to add up. I know I already pointed this out to you, but I still don't quite understand nor think I agree with what you said about "the body will adapt". Yes if someone meditates sitting for a long time, they might have major improvements mentally, and that creates a "net positive" effect for them, but still from physical health perspective it would be better to do more movement instead (im not being overly critical here, of course its good that people are meditating its way better than so many things people do, but still I think most people are not getting optimal amount of movement). And you were talking to me, so in my case, and people with posture problems could experience it too, the longer you sit the more tension builds up, so I dont see what youre saying with "it will adapt". So basically bottom line, I dont really agree with this tendency in spiritual communities etc where many seem to place the sitting meditation above things like yoga. Even with yoga, people will say "oh true yoga isn't about the physical postures it's about the mind". Yes that can be beneficial to do it with a more mind focus, but some people talk as if physical movement, even really slow and mindful, would be some sort of HINDRANCE to spirituality LOL. Not saying that you were saying this, but I mention it because it was one of the major things I thought when I wrote my initial comment I remember you said recently something like "why you assume Kriya Yoga will give you awakening but not soccer" that was really funny to me and I have thought along those lines as I said here 😁

Yea how come Bryan hasn't came up with this but I have LOL Thats kinda beautiful in a way, appreciating someone's health that they have put work into and not only the appearance of their body. But then also, the healthier you are it will make you look naturally better too, even if its subtle so thats cool

Im waiting for Bryan to drop "Biomarker tinder". It's like tinder but instead of the usual pics you just swipe based on biomarkers, like who has the best microbiome etc I should be his manager. So many ideas

"concepts" are like the minor aspect to me, the major one is just this lived "sense" of self . Could say "experience" of self too, but it's just more fundamental than thoughts for me (seems). Interesting you say "descriptions from other people" because for me I feel it's this super internal thing rather .

Youre above average consciousness so god had to nerf your height with that 1.9 cm

Yea but I was referring to the dynamic between a top level guy and average or low level woman, that is different than what you're saying here. People who are close in development can have great connection, maybe a man being a bit more developed than the woman could even benefit the male-female attraction/polarity.

@Schizophonia did you hear this, this ones for you 😂🤯

Oh youre from Sweden too. Thats cool. You guys look so beautiful and dreamy, I could guess by the pictures that you were of some kind of nordic descent eheheh : D

Yea your name is “integration journey” you should know that 🤣

Those women lack self awareness. Women with high self awareness would feel weird about themselves being with a man way above their level

Only describing reality as mental and physical says something about what's lacking here

Yea I took a look at your insta and it seems you all are genuinely having fun, it’s not giving those super shallow Dan bilzerian kind of vibes (just my spontaneous thought). So yea there’s natural variation in humans, so there will be some people like you describe, that feel it’s the life path for them right now. It doesn’t sound super rigid for you, so that also suggests it’s more of a natural inclination. So that’s good You seem you respect those women, so that’s completely different than those guys that get with lots of women but they resent them deep down and are sexist

By this logic , wayyy less people would be in relationships She’s not “cooler than you” you just think that because it’s the combo of her being a woman + cool If you met a woman cooler than you I bet you’d just walk past her, you wouldn’t even be able to pick up on that energy Have you really talked to them tho

Yes, you can meditate when walking etc. and you can also meditate while doing dynamic movements Why would someone like me with extreme levels of muscle tension chose to sit still for a long time, when I can do dynamic movements for however long And get that effect you talk about (which I’ve thought about too, how I think meditation has much more of that calming etc effect rather than awakening one) PLUS better feeling in the physical body Actually, the improved feeling in the physical body helps the mental too, helps relax it even deeper than if you didn’t improve the physical feeling What you mean by “get used to it”? Just because the body stops bothering you doesn’t mean it wouldnt be better for its health to move more instead .

Yes. I have extreme case of muscle tension

Gotta release that “monster energy” sometimes 😂😂😂😂

It’s nice when we express authentically yea. Your cheeseburger comment was hilarious to me💀💀maybe sounds hypocritical of me to think it’s funny but humor is one thing, empathy is another and they can coexist

I’d agree with what you say too for most part. We both made different points

I mean if you as a guy can’t stop lusting over women purely based on their appearance and you feel like that one hot girl that you know nothing about holds the portal to divinity or something for you, then maybe you can sympathize with a girl who is forced to live inside her body every second of every day that she thinks is ugly, when she feels a little “hate” or whatever for a prettty girl Just a thought.

Well I thought there was something about that goal of sleeping with certain large number of women that seems disconnected from the present, as if you’re living in some mental timeline more so than the present. Also about the FOMO thing, those two connect. Also about knowing, how you really know you want that many women? Why would a new woman give you a richer experience than deepening what you have with this one woman you are seeing now already? Those are the thoughts I kinda had but he also seemed to point out some of them somehow . But then maybe there is small minority of people that are genuinely super social and outwardly sexual , it’s genuinely enriching for their mind to be sleeping with more and more people for a while. So maybe what I said doesn’t really apply to them

Yea Lately I’ve been feeling need for deeper breaths, so I can relate to you noticing the breath . It’s interesting finding these similarities

Your description is almost just like the descriptions I’ve heard from these people I mentioned, except you didn’t include calling reality “nothing” here, but if I remember correctly I think you’ve said that before too (I might be wrong tho) It doesn’t matter to me tho, those words don’t do anything to break my sense of self anyways. When I write it’s like I am just exploring some kind of expression, maybe you are too I don’t know. It’s a need. About the last part about describing your sense of self. lol just my immediate thought is that it would be difficult to fill entire page about it. In a way it’s too “direct” to describe in elaborate ways beyond just something like “it’s this sense of being here located behind the eyes”

Hahaha I mean it’s obvious 😄😄