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Ok didn’t know that’s cool but wouldn’t the psilocybin dose be too high to reach that amount of opioid though so it would be toxic as you say

Didn’t know, so in high doses you get some opioids do is that what I’m getting at here?

Ok I just spoke from my weak memory I don’t remember exactly what I read

It is but that’s language. I get that nobody can experience it

Ofc nobody experiences no self. It’s just language

I have a weak memory of reading before when I was interested in picking magic mushrooms outside somewhere that you need about 100 or something to get enough psilocybin. But I’m not fully sure

It was a fun lucid dream

I had a dream last night about solipsism. In the dream I thought to myself how the other characters are figments of my imagination, and I went around and told them that. That’s what I think solipsism is, like a dream, where you are the only conscious being

This feels intuitively true /conceptually true even though I haven’t “experienced” full no self I can’t tell for you if this is coming from a place of true realization or intuition/conceptual understanding which it is for me In the latter case I think it’s a good idea to be honest with oneself when it’s purely intuitive /conceptual so as not to get it confused with the “real deal”

I just googled it and it says this February the government decided it is to be considered illegal lol 😑

As I said before I wonder if it’s possible to meet in the astral realm hehe

Hehe I thought about you too this morning Nice I wonder if it’s possible to meet in the astral realm What is the hypnotic state? Do you mean hypnagogic state (state between wakefulness and sleep? So you woke up when you realized you were dreaming? I knew I was dreaming but managed to stay anyways so that’s cool Dreams can be trippy for sure I’ll look that up. Thanks. I hoped you’d chime in with some knowledge.So there’s both legal and illegal stuff there?

I wrote the above post before reading what you wrote, what a coincidence you ask

66: Tonight I had super vivid dreams. Astral projections, lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis. Ive forgot most of the dreams but in one part I dreamt about the concept of solipsism, and thought to myself while in the dream how the dream was like solipsism, because the other characters were figments of my own imagination and I was the only conscious character. When I woke up I googled what foods can cause vivid dreams and two of them were diary and chocolate, and I ate them late at night before, I don’t know if there was a correlation.

What a coincidence

For the purpose of rolling around at night ofc….

@Schizophonia I didn’t wanna derail thread so I answer here. The gold dishes looked pretty Id love to have a king sized bed honestly it seems cozy to sleep in one and be able to take however much space you want

I did vaping but felt just a tad bit uncomfortable from the ego killing effect so my assumption was that a higher dose would make me even more uncomfortable but who knows maybe a higher dose would knock out the ego that feels uncomfortable counterintuitively

Yea but to transcend these constructs of the mind you need to dissolve the mind/ego. At least what I think

So a higher dose leading to direct no ego would be better to feel no anxiety is what I’m getting here?

It’s crazy what it does, one small dose and you’re almost gone. I don’t understand why it’s uncomfortable though, like if no self is the natural state how come it’s so uncomfortable to get there. I just know i wanna try it again, properly. Only if i lived alone

I think the key is transcending yourself, dissolving yourself, then you can. But as long as you live on the human level you can’t, only to a certain degree can you accept “evil” but not fully. Some things you can’t accept , if someone puts a knife to your throat you will be afraid because you are human. Only if you dissolved the self fully could you not care; but hey even then you might react to it who knows. I don’t know becuase I haven’t dissolved myself

Knowing intellectually that from an absolute perspective there’s no evil doesn’t take away your preferences for things you deem as “good” and aversions to things you deem as “bad”. Evil and good are a duality like any other duality . Might as well say a chair doesn’t exist becuase a chair is a made up distinction. The fundamental distinction/duality is the one of self and other, and it gives rise to all other duality. As long as that “sense” is intact you will inevitably have dualities like good and evil. It’s not really possible as a human being to be completely neutral towards everything and discard that duality . It exists as long as you exist, or as long as you “sense/feel” that you exist

Maybe trying to love your shortcomings is a bit too far, it’s not necessary, but rather you could strive for a neutrality about them. If you are genuinely interested in your own nature, then when judgements or other flaws arise you can view them with this interest and be interested in their nature. You’re observing them from a neutral view instead of being caught up in them. Know that the way the human mind functions is that it has to judge, it has to have flaws: you’d have to literally break yourself down to be able to be free from those flaws. It might or might not be possible for you, that’s something one could strive for. But as long as you’re not there, there will be flaws and I suggest you meet them with this self interest as if you’re a scientist studying your own nature. Interested in finding your “authentic” or perhaps ideal self

Understood I maybe wanna leave a little mark and make myself look wise or something that might be a possibility other than that self expression is like an end in itself it’s almost all my mind does anyways, it’s an extension of my own mind activity, to write it out. It’s not annoying. I think I tend to say what I think I’m very straight forward