Sugarcoat

It’s ok

It’s in my lone wolf independent nature to not care what people think. Maybe what you say fits more younger people, I’m imagining stereotypically like college culture, because for example I work at kindergarten with middle aged women and they seem pretty genuine to me, with balanced egos . Maybe it lessens with age and the maturity that comes with that

Eyyy who let you just write out my problems like that😂 I don’t have derealization/depersonalization btw although it’s similar to it. The rest was right

Could be or not

79: I need to activate my inner David Goggins. He is prime example of persevering through adversity https://youtube.com/shorts/g8OdN9e8ttk?si=4CTsjVtbDwoPnjhL I love this particular edit of him. The music in particular

@Schizophonia is there anything that could make you suicidal? Or are you very strong? I can get suicidal (I was today) because I feel this SEVERE CONSTANT disconnect from myself, which causes like a depressed state, a dull state, apathy lack of emotion etc, emptiness.

Which others? Yes it has been a bad day for me too. Cried a lot which I don’t usually do. Usually I feel better in evenings so I feel a bit better now

I wish i could laugh

78: 😔😔😓 that’s the post

Haha ok good.

I don’t know what that means

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What is this power you’re talking about? I’d say I’m an average looking young woman but I don’t experience this power. Oh what I power I have to be able to access sex easily, life is so good! It just cured all my misery!

I just think regards to solipsism. Why the hell would reality limit itself to only one perspective (yours)?

Spirituality in general is confusing. Have you noticed every person that writes has like their own unique interpretation of it? It’s like we all speak our own language. I notice this both here and in spirituality forums on Reddit. I’m okay with not knowing, with being confused though , so it’s not a problem. But damn there’s so many ways to speak of the same concepts, for example the idea of consciousness, let’s not even start with that

From my own experience I feel like the self is an imagination of the brain. The brain is imagining a self. At least how it’s for me. Like constant self imagination. Changes in brain changes self structure I’ve experienced that, so it’s like the self is the brain. Brain imagining itself. Consciousness is awareness of self, property of the self, it’s dependent on an other too. I have particularly strong self imagination tendency . Been like it all my life. Like breaking the wall said, psychotic duality, I swear it’s like that. It feels I’m gonna explode at times like I wanna rip my brain out Like I’m really struggling to focus right now my brain feels scrambled

At least you got some clarity about it

Damn yall advanced I only know of asking ChatGPT questions and I barely ever use it, haven’t really caught up to this AI thing

If someone tortures me I can’t help but feel it’s bad. How can my mind help me by being quiet? Even in between the thoughts I will suffer

It’s a medical definition right? It’s not a slur or a judgement

Yea no judgement here either… ofc in general society should move toward healthier eating compared to today… If you feel negative effect from a little junk then stay away. I personally don’t feel weird if I eat a little McDonald’s so I don’t know what would cause it in your case, if it’s some internal sensitivity

He speaks of a mental gain from what he does, like a callous of the mind, mental toughness that seems like internal reward so I think he would be the same if nobody knew of him. I’m not sure though

So first you say there’s a difference between the selves then you say they’re the same Is self related to thoughts? I think so too in my experience maybe I’m caught in details here haha it’s fine

just because many people work like that doesn’t mean I do

lmao what that even mean