Sugarcoat

I’ll have to explore those substances more to grapple this

Yea many people probably have great potential for mystical experience it’s not just explored

Would you say the negative experience is because there’s still some ego left that is reacting and resisting its dissolution or is “the void” just scary in itself even if the self is gone in that moment(or as you’d call it “open”)

Maybe he has spiritual wisdom and has had plenty of temporary glimpses but maybe isn’t permanently enlightened. With Krishnamurti he seems to have good understanding of the mind and fear. What state of consciousness he’s in on a daily basis I don’t know

Suffering is so core to the me

I think many especially religious people would be repelled by the idea that there’s no separate god it’s all one

Your description is kind of how I intuit it too

I think same but then I wonder is there anything outside of direct experience Just a thought, it’s not like that insight would change my life

That’s how I think too

Maybe it’s possible with extreme mindfulness

I think brain produces sense of self

I feel my brain produces my mind

That’s a solid mindset I think it’s possible to transcend both but it requires extreme mindfulness

I wonder if that state of consciousness is possible for the average person

Maybe he had resistance to the crucifixion

But how do you know this is the only life?

I don’t get your main point..

I’d do psychedelics. No effort required just trying to not get caught

Maybe it’s not obvious but I was joking I would never do that Are there people (except Jesus) who have voluntarily been tortured for a good sake? That’s next level superhuman in a way

Maybe I worded it wrong, I should’ve written “suffering” because I meant the suffering aspect of pain (if they are different things, to me it seems pain is same as suffering) I heard a story about a man transcending the suffering of his severe pain . It’s extremely difficult it seems but I believe it’s possible .

It is! How you know it’s your last life?

How? (Btw I was joking in my post)

Yea

I’m okay too most of time I never attempted it either Im like you! When I suffer I get suicidal thoughts easily! I wonder how other people go through so much without killings themselves

You have a point