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I think I have just a slight scoliosis too but what I have mainly is a more flat thoracic spine and a bony bump at the bottom of neck. I’m fine with it, except it caused my bloating I think

I feel my mind doesn’t label stuff either, but I still have sense of self

@Schizophonia I’m not really against brothels. The only thing would be there has to be a way to ensure that the women are there by free will.

Human exploitation, most commonly of women, happens in both porn and prostitution. It’s not always a free choice for the woman as you understand too, she might be in a vulnerable position for example financially. So whatever kind of legislation can help women’s safety in these things is what I support. Porn is a bit of a tricky one, because it’s basically like prostitution but the customer instead being the online audience. I don’t think it should be banned, even if it’s unhealthy in some cases (as princess arabia said, theres many things that are unhealthy). But as I said I want to ensure the safety of the women in it and prevent exploitation. I don’t really know what I think. Society needs a good financial safety net overall to prevent people from falling into vulnerable situations. It’s an interesting topic.

They have “the Nordic model” or whatever it’s called which is when it’s illegal to buy sex but legal to sell, so this view has been for quite some time

I don’t understand your latter part but it’s ok

Online sexual market is a safe way to sell sexual services so I support it when it’s a free choice

That’s so cool

I’ll save it for later thanks

Great

Haha it gave a good answer at least

Tell haha

Key is always be open to changing that judgement one might have when proof of else shows up Everything I write here is just simply raw expressions of my own mind. I don’t have a NEED for an answer, so it’s not actually serious for me. I enjoy the act of thinking itself , that’s what it is Maybe when you asked questions it came from a need to know so you assume it’s like that for me Thats good you don’t feel need to ask questions. It’s not a NEED for me either it’s just expression

Yea it’s good you told her Damn that’s so smart . Ima save that thanks

Yes we perceive it with senses, the sense of self is not assumption it’s a sense, assumption comes afterwards. But just because something seems a certain way doesn’t mean it is! People go crazy if they take it too seriously which I don’t

I don’t care about answering any question because it’s still just a conceptual answer within the same mind that is asking that question. An answer would just be another thought that doesn’t shake anything outside itself, doesn’t change experience. I would like to change the context from which the thought is appearing. Changing this sense of duality I have between self and other. I’m trapped in this duality and sometimes it feels like a subtle sense of going insane.

Have you ever questioned that? What if actually nothing exists? You assume something exists because it seems like something exists Sounds crazy but think about it You assume you exist and something exists other than you. Those are dependent on each other. No object, no subject, no subject , no object

Is there even a clear line between different races? Like where does one race start and the other end? White means European origin right? Black means African origin, “yellow” (if that’s not offensive) means Asian origin? If it’s a usable definition, what characteristics are unique for the white race? Beauty standards tend to idealize whiteness, so that could be a contributing factor to liking the white aesthetic. Other than that, what qualities have white people that make them desirable? Do you have an idea of them being more highly developed? Because yes white countries tend to be more developed but it’s not because whites are inherently more developed it’s to do with circumstances and history that has led to the development, the geography affecting the life etc. It’s not something in the whiteness making them more developed. What else qualities is admirable in whites? I can come up with none, I think it’s usually a toxic way to characterize people and idealize them based on that. See how history turned out. It’s not reasonable what hitler or white supremacists thinks, it’s low development and low conscious. Based on dogma, egoic beliefs, attachments in identity etc

So that’s not gonna happen right .. Good I have a main bank account and a main debit card. You’re not confusing the words debit card and credit card right? Because they are different I have another bank account with a debit card that she doesn’t see, that I don’t use anymore so it has no money on it. I could use that. But then the question is how am I gonna transfer money to that bank account from my original account, it’s gonna show on the transactions and she might ask “why are you transferring to that other account? “ To be more clear, she’s not able to see my transactions by herself, it’s works in the way that she asks me if I can log into my account , and I log in and let her see my transactions. The reason I don’t say “no” which I could and have the right to, is that she would get suspicious and it would maybe cause some tension at home. So I just let her see it. They have lost trust in me since they found my drugs in my room. I wanna say thanks for the suggestions! I appreciate it

I could potentially change my mind about my opinion about the ban against buying real sex. My first priority is for the safety and right for the women in it (and the men in it ofc, but most prostitutes are women). So whatever supports that the most I’m for. I think banning porn online goes against the freedom of people to consume what they want. But yea it’s unhealthy ..

Now I’m curious, are you white?

Understood. There are even guys who are bitter towards women despite getting sex, it’s probably when it’s in a imbalanced way as you say, if they deceive women to get sex that can be rooted in misogyny . They could be desperate because it’s important to their self image to have lots of women. That’s also low development

No need to tell family ever if you think reaction could be bad. But sure you could test it with little bits here and there, your sister didn’t have a good reaction so that wasn’t good but now you now more surely that they don’t approve of it….I don’t feel a need to tell my family luckily. I’m content with keeping it to myself. I’m also a quiet person so I generally don’t feel a need to tell things. So yes I won’t be open until I’m fully independent. Do you live alone? It’s not important just curious Thats good you managed to do what you wanted despite being conditioned thinking it’s taboo! I don’t know so much how credit cards work I read they don’t have a bank account tied to them so that means when my mom logs into my banks website she won’t see the credit card as a third account and wonder what that’s for right?

I cured it, thanks

It was this condition called abdomino-phrenic dyssynergia. It’s when the body coordinates the muscles wrong. The diaphragm is supposed to go up (relaxed position) when you eat to make space for the abdomen, but with this condition it goes down instead (contracts) so it pushes on abdominal content creating the bloated look. It’s more common than we think but it’s not very known. For me it didn’t matter what I ate, plus I’ve always eaten relatively healthy so it wasn’t the food type. It’s not quite known what causes it. In my case I have a different spine curvature which affects the position of my ribcage, I’m pretty sure that contributed or even caused the problem. That combined with stress and fast eating and overeating.