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The reason for me being virgin is because I struggle with low libido due to mental issues (I honestly lack desire in life in general). So it’s not due to lack of options. I’m mostly consumed by my problems so lack of sexuality doesn’t really bother me although I wish I was back to normal

Agreed. I love internal change. When something shifts in you. I used to have many “shifts” and it felt like entering a new reality because some old part of you dies. Also working with energy, and releasing emotions too. It’s refreshing

I remember from childhood when the ego formed. And how it was scary to me. I felt isolated and distant from the world, like scarily separate, and I needed outside stimulation to feel grounded and to distract myself from this inner darkness. I remember I used to have this anxiety at night time, it was always at night time, but during the day when there’s more external stimulation I felt better. You remind me a little about myself lol, this way you have of wanting to express your thoughts

What kind of awakening is that😂

Also when they say this, do they mean that this “pure awareness” is separate from the rest, does the awareness have any object it’s aware OF

When people say this, what do they mean by “universe”. Do they mean the universe , or simply “this”, because you’ve never experienced the universe, you’ve only experienced “this” so how could I become something I don’t even know if it exists

Gotta undo those 15 warning points first

Ok Mr moderator

Thanks

Haha the confidence

Nice

I think if you were god realized you could kinda just look someone in the eyes and see it, or feel their presence. I remember I worked as a cashier, and one time there was this one guy, and our eyes locked, and it was not flirtatious, then like a week later I walked pass him outside and he waved at me, it’s like I could feel his presence, and see it in his eyes. It was like no other encounter. This was after I had my major “shift” (don’t know if I was to call it awakening). I imagine someone like sadghuru would almost immediately sense someone like himself. I’m not sure though

Did you write all of this from your own mind? Damn

If they show interest in spirituality one can continue the conversation into that topic

You feel people are missing out if they don’t pursue truth? And you wanna help them? I mean it’s not bad to wanna introduce people to spirituality. But one can do so in a way that doesn’t seem forced

I meant that I don’t agree with trying to convince people to pursue truth. Most that do that, just have an intellectual truth anyways

Yes The idea that the police “un-swirled” his face with that filter is funny to me

Hahaha you have your limits I see

You had me until this part

I’d be on a direct flight to France if it works out for me😏

It was good info thanks. But it seems better as a supplement because you’d have to eat a tonnn of soy to get that benefit from food right it’s not so sustainable. I imagine myself going to the pharmacy and being like “hi so do you have something here to make me more horny” What if I would buy a bunch of supplements for libido and make myself like the ultimate cocktail hahaah or I can just make a thread on actualized about it. Oh

I’m so sorry but the mention of “Mr Girl” reminds me of this guy who was a sexual predator and went under the name “Mr Swirl” as he used a swirl filter for his face to stay anonymous 😂😂😂

Never heard of it. Thanks. Might be worth a try. I found the supplements online I think

So it sounds like the form/structure becomes “transparent” and the absolute shines through . Like they’ve said you realize yourself beyond the self, doesn’t mean the self goes away

Ok I see