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Ok, a bit unexpected to me that you don't notice much difference, but cool to hear unconventional perspective

Tension is almost endless seeming, theres more and more subtle forms of it...crazy When you get more and more open, it gets so noticeable the suffering everywhere in humans, from this perspective One thing that gets my mind twisted is this thing where I find the more you dissolve within, reality looses richness a bit, thats why ive just assumed the full opening is "empty". I can sometimes feel life would be richer with normal self, but I wouldn't want that anyways because it comes with major backside too hahaha.

Yes, it relates to being open too, even if its not always clear what that entails

ive thought to write to you "youre the most woo woo intellectual person ive ever seen" 😂. A little similarity here

Youre kinda guilty yourself aren't ya except the down-looking on others and I guess when you write super intellectually it actually has substance (I said I guess because I cant tell for sure if I dont understand it, paradoxical loop huh).

Lots of critique can be made yea

Tell the mainstream christians 😅

On the contrary, we have the bible which if you open any random page its just pure metaphor like "thy shall ascended, the lord for whom he is called for....." (just made something up) Is there anyone in the world who understands the bible??? Im doubting the mainstream christians that claim otherwise.

Yea there is trend there ahahhahah thought it was funny that marked part

What could give reality fullness if theres no sense of separation? Sounds it would be "empty" Seems the "I am" - awareness state you mention, if you mean self as empty awareness in head, can be filled with thoughts and energy, and perhaps also some kind of base level neurological self-structure/mechanism, so it seems theres still individual self there but in backround somehow empty head, being the space in which all that is contained, although still charged limits yes. The neurological thing I mentioned seems to me unshakable (as in long term) or at least here.... Sounds chill but if thoughts are less prominent in that state, then how about emotions in the body? If I my ask, but I know theyre different, we dont wanna live from our minds too much anyways so maybe not so reasonable to compare the two but its alien state for me so I ask

😂 😂Im weak.

hahahaha Insightful sharing yea the trend is prevalent

I see, but may I ask do you find it preferable yourself, or is there not really much noticeable difference experientially? I never have had carie either for some reason I don't understand, maybe what you said about bacteria population gives a clue.

5 meo dmt because youre trying to not be different from anything

Yea I didn't suggest otherwise

Youre 18 and already doing meditation retreats, youre doing good dw😂😎

i get that perspective, and am familiar with that one. My question still stands tho. I don’t find myself able to put words to it now but i can say, merging is not the same as merged, just because merged is the end of merging🫨

Obese people are like two (or even more in some cases) people in one, so maybe that’s what’s skews the proportions there 😂😂😂😂🧐🤓

I’m wondering sometimes how some people think, because I see plenty of very beautiful when I’m outside. And it’s not “being nice” saying that it’s genuine Maybe we have a bunch of top models in this forum that’s why their standards are so high😂😂😂👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

I’m curious what alternative you know you think are better if you do? Seems risky because it’s hard so notice damage on one’s teeth before it has gotten too far where it’s visible, so if you use alternative method how do you know for sure your teeth are getting taken cared of enough?

“Let’s take it slowly” woman’s worst nightmare right 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️😂😂

It’s simple logic to follow along imo overall. Yea but I think it depends on what you mean by releasing all grips, someone could be detached from any particular mental position, but still can’t break through because that detachment is still within the same structure so to speak. The “grip” can be on different things than that, and within it you can’t see exactly what it’s gripping because you’re in it so I don’t agree that it’s within one’s ability to release it all, for some people it has to happen through some other means, unconsciously. I’m saying someone can be as genuine, as relaxed, as open as they perceive they maximally could be but something is still holding on for some reason that one can’t see because you’d have to have released it to see it for what it was.

@Breakingthewall Many people if you say the word “openness” they’ll think you mean just “open minded” as if that’s all there is to openness

Idk what’s up with some of these intellectuals I just don’t see the value in such technical language, and then people feel like those people are some kind of “class of their own” and understand things they don’t, but sometimes it’s just more complexity of language than there is intelligence (not saying they’re not very intelligent just pointing out the proportion between the two) The absolute most obnoxious shit I remember is in high school where we had to write our own analysis of some analysis “intellectuals” had done of some poetic writer. It’s like sometimes they’re just better at adding meaning themselves than uncovering meaning that is there😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

No. There are ideas they won’t understand because they are still operating from within their own experience and perception which is limited to the state of their ego. The intellect can’t reach further than perception (I think)