Sugarcoat

Why not both?

Years of gradual peeling, but still here.....

How do people not notice their sense of self, I dont understand, its so obvious even if its subtle .

Oh i see

Maybe youre saying something profound but using vague terms. Sounds to me like youre talking about giving up attachment to ones life or something, "universe" is way vaster, can't be attached to something so vast as a human

OK, I see, yea it is probably true that she has to be different in some way mentally to be able to be comfortable putting herself out there like that, and perhaps some degree of antisocialness, as you say, could feel protective for her so she doesn't risk engaging people who would do her wrong, who knows So my previous responses was me just bringing a larger perspective because I do feel in general people nit pick the wrong people sometimes

I wasn’t comparing her to those women in the way you are now, I meant more what Sophie is providing to the world vs what porn industry is providing, how it’s feeding people’s minds differently I thought I was clear with what I was saying, why would you think I implicitly said the women being exploited would be “worse” than her or something that’s weird .

Thats just low self esteem 😂

hahahah i have thought to myself "it was like daily humiliation ritual", I had a lot of social anxiety back then, amongst other things, so yea I relate

Theres an entire porn industry with women being exploited, aggressive addictive stuff etc. Have you considered some of those men with power in those industries and how they are as people? But you're instead focused on some natural looking young woman making money by willingly choosing to show her body online, by herself and sometimes together with her female friends. Calling her "demonic" Really, zoom out a little from that perspective and look at the world at large. And this is not just directed at you

HAHAHHAHAHH I swear. And it's not judging, it's just first spontaneous first impression based on the convo. We dont know her ofc It's like, some of them are so stuck in their head they barely even see the girl and how she is 😂 They just see "oh a female" and thats it 😂 Hello again btw : )

Same! Its not those "heavy mind layers" I had when I was younger 😆

Profound is kinda broad term but it can include plenty of different traits, spiritual, smart yes also charismatic What you trying to say with that last sentence? The most profound people dont hide all their lives, its authentic self expression to sooner or later in life share with the world in some way, could be online or even just to people in your life or something. The way you are should start showing in outward expression too, or else its underdevelopment, I think

Imagine her

Do you feel there’s still kind of a “processing” going on, where it’s getting more and more clear , but as of now it’s not 100% clear yet hence the uncertainty in some descriptions? When you say “energy” acting out roles, do you mean there is some kind of “energetic self” ? Not as in there’s always an energy there, but can there be like energy that rises and gives sense of some self there, when the situation calls for it, or is it just absent fully now? Not trying to nit pick words, but just curious because sometimes we use words to try to really capture something, maybe even subconsciously . And also because you don’t come off as that stereotypical “flat, dry” no-selfer,😁 so there’s uniqueness to your perspective

Most important I think is we are true to ourselves, and recognize “I feel I am real” as long as we do. Then you can question from that place if you want. You can live like his quote while still having sense of self. Just that it’s passive.

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣the joke came from deep place

Hm. Maybe my problem is that I haven’t “contemplated” it enough “Joke” aside, but what I said was genuine. It’s not that it’s impossible that this place has maybe some streaks of what could fit definition of a cult. But I just think it’s such a non issue somehow. It’s a spiritual /self help forum, yes people repeat what others say, they may blindly believe, but that happens anywhere really. For now I don’t know how to explain myself further. But you don’t seem excessively concerned, more like you’re just exploring your expression or something (maybe im projecting now). So my comment, it’s just directed at a general tendency, not just in this forum.

Yea we are totally "in it", we have direct access to some kind of reality but it remains mystery 🤯

Attachment to what?

U got good taste 😎

yea you look like you got some Indian philosophy nuggets to spill 😆 Didnt understand second part

Its mysterious to me how the mind of someone who would wanna do that with so many people works...

Healthier than entire porn industry at least 🤷🏻‍♀️

I was half joking, slightly provocative with my Sophie comment, but interesting to read your response anywho