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People don’t recognize how much their identity plays a role in their emotions, opinions, ideologies, reactions etc. It’s like the identity survives on precisely unawareness of it.

I eat junk on weekends. I’ve been lowkey wanting to minimize it even more to optimize my diet more. I eat healthy during the weekdays though . I feel healthy regardless.

Yea keep exploring and hopefully you’ll find some solution This dual dream comes with its fair share of suffering yea

Can this brain please stop imagining itself I’m tired of this duality

As long as it’s not a hindrance in daily life. We all have our darkness

Follow what feels good to you. Yea I’ve heard it’s important to be in a good state. When I did some I was afraid to take high doses so I started small (I was alone too not the best for first time)

I need to try

Ok so it was positive

Yea I know this goes beyond the conceptual, but for now I’m stuck in conceptual not gonna lie. That’s very obvious to me. I wanna do psychedelics and breathwork to see what that can do. I have shed many layers to self but it seems the last layer I can’t shed it’s like rock solid imagination of my brain

What is that?

And you say it’s the absence of limits

Im pretty sure I’ve never experienced that, but it shows how imaginary the identity can be

I don’t know if I’ve had an awakening but I had a massive shift April 2023. I have no attachments left. My life is very simple, I just do what I have then I do what I want with the rest of my time. No pressure. I like the simple life.

No but I notice sense of self is different in dreams. It’s like softer and more emotional

To me it seems I exist all the time because I imagine myself so much. I’m not sure though. if I ask myself, “what am I” , I’d point to my head…

I don’t laugh much nowadays maybe I should…

It’s beyond the idea of non duality…you don’t wanna be stuck on mind level exactly

The true realization is the hard part..

That’s the goal…

The psychopath murdering its victim is enjoying himself while the victim is suffering

Hahaha I limit dessert to the weekends, but sometimes I wanna reduce it even more. As I said I don’t feel any negative effect from it, but id still like to optimize my diet even more

Hahah that’s why I wrote “a little junk”. I haven’t eaten an entire tub in one sitting so I wouldn’t know how I’d feel I have eaten a lot of food and dessert in one sitting though for example I was at a family gathering recently that had a buffet. What happens is that I feel full and bloated but that’s because the stomach stretches and is full of food so it’s fine

Why is it suddenly okay to torture someone when it’s for “a good cause” ? Smh imagine if you was Jesus getting crucified .

If Jesus was all his life fully identified with the human ego where did he get all his wisdom and preaching from?

Haha right