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Humans like limits. We want the good not the bad. Reality would lowkey be better if it was limited. Because then if we all came together we could control it and make it a pleasant place to live. But instead any evil we get rid of, god can just spawn infinitely more, because it’s unlimited. As long as you experience yourself as human you won’t be able to enjoy this “creative power”

It’s odd i don’t talk about it anymore outside my family and doctor. Of the more “normal” things I suffer from is emptiness, dullness, apathy, anhedonia, low libido. Basically like a living zombie

We had religion class already in middle school. You learn about the main religions . We learned about greek/ancient mythology too. I liked it. I saw beauty in all the major religions, deep truths.

Didn’t know

Maybe

The sense of self is special. Like I said it’s like we both ARE ourselves and are aware OF ourselves. It’s a special appearance with no regular qualities to it, like it’s not a sound not a sight not a sensation, it’s different. I think our conceptual mind is involved in shaping our experience “is there something within experience that isn’t a sense or sensation?” yea the sense of self. “do we experience an object as it is, or do we experience how it relates to us?” Firstly are there even objects that exist outside our perception? We experience the liking too, it’s two experiences In absolute sense yes, reality (you) is imagining self, and that creates experience (to me experience implies duality)

That’s a cool sharing. Yea it’s like there may be bits of truth in all religion Ive astral projected and had sleep paralysis and only had one occasion of meeting a presence im sure wasnt a hallucination i believe in some kind of soul so that’s cool info

I did that but I meant religion class in normal school

I like having a self to be honest. I just wanna escape suffering .

Someone on reddit said “non duality is this experience without the doubt about it” I resonated

I wonder if permanent non dual state is one of no suffering, not even physical pain. It makes sense the self could desire that state. But who knows, we have ideas of it Very beautifully written I reflect a lot on the self lol because it dominates my life i like having a self honestly , being able to experience but I don’t like suffering It is like the absolute writing about itself! Yea it was just my free expression! Which is pretty much all I do on this forum, I don’t need any answers I’m content not knowing Absolute freedom can appear as trapped I mentioned this somewhere but once during sleep paralysis a voice told me reality is love. It was cool

Why always the same person

I’ve also considered switching to more plant dominant diet. Science actually promotes it as the most healthy eating pattern

Are you talking about some kind of nothingness or it’s everything ? What have you done to trigger such states may I ask? Reply if you feel like it

I’ll give you a follow fellow ac ty actualizer

Do people genuinely read such long posts? I’ll just reply to your title. Yea I don’t care either although I don’t get harassed . I can’t really get humiliated it doesn’t feel personal to me if someone touches me, it’s just a body

Ok understood, because I thought of eternity as in time so that got me confused Would you say you’re in that state? Just curious

Then veganism is for you

What do you mean?

@Salvijus I believe there’s many kinds of beings yes

Fortunately we do 😅

He is the most controversial because he can be anything right 😅the most horrible things (me thinking negatively ofc) but to be honest as a child I would fear eternity

You seem lovely so that mustn’t be too bad 😘 😂srry

Yea

Once again I don’t think it’s wrong to kill animals when it’s done quick and as painless as possible