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Yea I read she did Vipassana retreat at 22 years old, I wonder what those people critiquing her where doing at 22 years old? People are strict in who could be considered "high conscious/spiritual" but then they lump all religion together and throw it all under the bus (kinda, just writing for simplicity sake), as if theres not enormous diversity possible there just as in spirituality, so they assume growing religiosity is automatically "regression" rather than "evolution" (referring to the critiques against her talking about her connection to Jesus)

@James123 AhHHHHHHahhhahshshsh😂😂 so funny your comments

I´ve realized (IMO) Actualized.org is more so intellectual than spiritual (including the community, that in particular actually). It's much stronger in the intellectual capacity than spiritual. The trend in what topics are posted vs not reveal a lot. So much focus on "mind" and deconstruction, maybe it's because it appeals to people who are so much "in their mind". But then they keep going with that same talk, and even "God" is labelled with "mind", as if they haven't left that "mind space" nearly as much as they'd believe, so they see "mind" everywhere because they are themselves so much "in their minds"

You got me there for a sec😂😂

If “Vipassana” doesn’t work, how about “whip-ass-anal” instead? (I’m stretching the limits for getting banned now) But legit maybe you need to lay of the metaphysical for a while and go for somatic stuff instead (or both, in order mentioned above, maybe it’s exhausting focusing on yourself all the time so it’s a possibility for additional “release”) (Sorry Leo if you see this but you say your teachings are radical so I’m testing your claim here)

Attractive to whom tho? Maybe certain men can attract wider range of women, but it doesn’t mean the woman you want is within that, so better focus on what you wanna attract specifically, rather than “women” in some general sense. Just a thought for now, maybe you didn’t even mean that, but still, someone else might

Heheh true. So much joke potential but let me stop here

“Monster” energy, at least you’re honest about it

I drank coffe already, it’s kinda warm outside so I can’t help that, and yea I guess I do seem calm from “outside” (irl, here tho idk…) Maybe it only works if you’re actually Swedish…..😔

Hehe, I don’t know, we will see. I might come off as confident or something sometimes, but I promise you can’t imagine how insecure I am, my mind has been absolutely crazy lately, it’s overwhelming, I need “grounding”. Any tips fellow Swedish guy? ahahahahah😂😂😂 Sorry if I’m too much, I don’t know how I am perceived sometimes

That’s so sweet, and I’m not suprised you say it because you’re in Sweden. Swedish people have always been benevolent to me, pretty much. I’ve begun to know a true spiritually awakened woman at university (yes she is that, but people can doubt how much they want) I’ve thought about introducing her to this place when I get to know her more in autumn, maybe it will become a “trio” if she wants to. She is into “New age”, which this place has huge bias against, and I was actually intimidated by her first when she would talk to me, because of her exceptional groundedness and strong presence. I would LOVE for her to help me Shatter the Paradigm, because I know she can do that. This place needs more of that, especially from women. They might have repelled @Flowerfaeiry for her change in direction from New age, but I want them to get a taste of their own medicine, and my mind is spinning with ideas. 😈😈😈 (might delete later because I feel weird writing about others, even if it’s not private info….)

Leo will be like “can’t find high conscious woman” And then he will ban “high conscious people” hmmmm Almost like the problem is the ~discernment~ rather than the people out there… (this also applies to more people than just Leo..) *urge to poke*

Before yea kinda I have a sense of self, so thats just words for me

Interesting, I had suspicion you would be “speechless” I notice the trend, I (or someone else) could write in a very literal and precise manner, and we are still misunderstood or not understood at all Almost as if the person only understands the topic at hand if it’s in the specific style they were taught it, showing they actually don’t understand it on deeper level, because if they would, deviations in the language would still be understandable

What difference does it make if something is an illusion if from your POV it seems to be real?

Oh I accidentally quoted you instead of “someone here” user that’s why I wanted to respond to you too, hence the accident. I was gonna say something about how this place has become a community that some feel very connected to, so I think it’s not too uncommon to go through a phase of being a little excessively drawn here and to expressing oneself in this place (as it can feel very free, until one is banned lol). I think it’s something that will balance itself out after a while for most

What difference does it make if something is an illusion if from your POV it seems to be real?

I don't keep extra close eye on you in comparison to others, except now that I looked up your post to make a statement, because I reacted to your seemingly harsh tone towards the Zurew guy, in contrast to the benevolent sounding enlightenment talk in other posts that I remember. Ok, I see, your response now changed the picture a bit. You say there is nothing you can do about those behaviors. That's a belief right? Because it can be true that it's "baked into genetics", and it is not fully in control, but that doesn't prove that there is no control at all, right? I would think about this: Do you experience some kind of sense of self? You imply you have no control at all, is that your actual experience really? If not, what's the point in saying it as if you know it, if you don't experience it like that? Maybe that idea isn't helping you as much as you think, or perhaps there is another way of going about it that would be even more effective.

💯💯

Thanks you too for your sharings "UnmoddedTao" (last one I swear)

You wrote that post 31 March, it's not so old. You speak as if you had some Ramana Maharsi type sudden breakthrough since then

At least your bills don't rely on it (I assume) so thats good you're fine..

“I have no relationship to that whatsoever” (your body and brain) Youre implying it, in your responses I’ve seen

if youre enlightened then everyone should just stop meditating or whatever because then its not worth it...

I dont get it, didnt you post somewhere about your severe anger issues and aggression and judgments of "average poeple" aka very strong sign of having human ego? But you talk as if youre enlightened ???? And people believe it? I dont know how to transfer quote to another thread so ima just copy: I searched and found quickly, you said 31 March: "I have anger issues and I am losing tolerance for dealing with people especially toxic people with toxic traits..I immediately scream and insult and get into fights." Yea very enlightened guy right there...."someone here" yea I can tell...