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That can def lead to mystical experience. I want to try milder ones too. Good luck!

I have the impression that other psychedelics are more hallucinogenic/visual, and perhaps emotional (releasing trauma etc) . And I was not looking for that because I don’t feel like I have repressed emotions or trauma. I was looking for an radical ego less experience and it seems 5 Meo is one of the best at that. When I said it showed me fears I didn’t know I had I meant that it showed me that I found the ego dissolution uncomfortable (it wasn’t really scary because it was a small dose). I was scared of taking higher dose because I was afraid it would feel terrible. So that’s the fear it exposed I still wanna try psychedelics again despite it being potentially a bad trip, I wanna take that risk and see if there’s any value in it for me. So I do have a certain interest in the nature of reality but mostly if it’s not a too horrible experience How about you?

Because I’ve been going through things and wanted an escape. And I was curious too It was uncomfortable but I’d like to experience it again and go deeper in it. To see if it has any value for me.

I agree a strong desire is key . With a few exceptions of people to whom it has happened spontaneously I tend to focus on myself and my own nature but it’s for sure a deep path to go down to unravel your delusions, if they’re there…

Maybe that’s why I intuit it because I’m closed but not super closed. It’s like a more subtle ego

Good work

We don’t remember before birth but that doesn’t mean we didn’t have experience before, maybe it’s just wiped out memory. Like previous reincarnations

I wonder if I have some stuck…

I see

I see. 🫡

What is deep sleep then? Yea I see the direct experience is needed

That’s still not zero man😅 jk But do you feel like that everything is something?

Just because you feel like something exists doesn’t prove it does right?

Because spirituality is a mental construct 😅

I was gonna ask you what were you thinking when you did it but maybe I’m too much LOL

Damn what kind of new dimension of the psyche have you discovered. I can consciously generate a thought. But when I don’t do that it seems they only come (in response to something for example) How is “experiencing” a thought different from simply having one? Both are us being aware of the thought. I don’t find that I generate thought as an action, you could say my brain does. Thoughts are directly arising and I’m aware of them arising, but I don’t experience an “activity of generating thought” , unless I’m consciously doing it

Sounds like successful day to me Edit: I read the rest and take that back 😂

Because the identity is an active imagination, it’s an effort, it’s not relaxed

@Bogdan Sweet. It was slightly tricky to follow I might have to read it again. What would you say is the thing that has had the most profound impact on your consciousness?

As long as you’re comprehensible , some intellectuals aren’t really to a broader public, it’s like they don’t even try

Ok I could add that it’s a resonance for me too I I don’t know what science says about that

But you’re not conscious of that. It’s just an idea to you so what’s the point in keep saying these radical non dual things when you still have a self Same for me btw

Edited My mom religious and against all drugs . She don’t wanna become god she wanna believe in god

I didn’t say it was unrelated maybe not just 100% perfectly perfectly aligned

Radical Non dualist Jim Newman once said “killing babies doesn’t matter” Thats true non duality guys. Case closed. 🫡