Sugarcoat

But how do you know this is the only life?

I don’t get your main point..

I’d do psychedelics. No effort required just trying to not get caught

Maybe it’s not obvious but I was joking I would never do that Are there people (except Jesus) who have voluntarily been tortured for a good sake? That’s next level superhuman in a way

Maybe I worded it wrong, I should’ve written “suffering” because I meant the suffering aspect of pain (if they are different things, to me it seems pain is same as suffering) I heard a story about a man transcending the suffering of his severe pain . It’s extremely difficult it seems but I believe it’s possible .

It is! How you know it’s your last life?

How? (Btw I was joking in my post)

Yea

I’m okay too most of time I never attempted it either Im like you! When I suffer I get suicidal thoughts easily! I wonder how other people go through so much without killings themselves

You have a point

I’m sorry you go through that❤️ Infinity can be so rough. It’s like our life is a piece of the infinity cake that we get and sometimes it’s nasty. I have also been suicidal

“Spiritual” people be like: The victims of Mexican cartel torture are suffering because they are RESISTING!!! If they just drop the resistance they won’t suffer! gnegnegne 😑😑

Maybe you’re lucky you don’t need a lot of suffering to drop the ego (I was joking btw, ofc never do what I wrote unless you’re nuts)

Do you think David Goggins would do this if he pursued awakening? 😂😂

I watched a little of nahms (sorry if I spelled wrong) YouTube videos in the past and I thought it was pretty profound (I don’t remember what I say because it was years ago )

I’ve done that too. It’s a different kind of self centeredness than a narcissist. The average young woman in the west is looks obsessed , but not a narcissist because of that

It shows you have self awareness that you have realized this. I doubt the average narcissist in classical medical definition has that self awareness, maybe maybe not I’ve always been obsessed with myself too. Trying to become best version of myself. It has had both upsides and downsides but mostly downsides because my life has been filled with mental suffering. it’s not the smartest way to go about life in my opinion also the classical narcissist affects others negatively through manipulation, needing attention, lying, controlling etc. If you don’t hurt others in the process then you’re not it

In my past I used to put self image first. But it was not in the classical narcissist way of depending on others, controlling others, being manipulative, needing attention, at the expense of others. It was just a strong desire to have a nice self image, because it’s just so nice in itself It was not about deception. I tried to find my authentic self, which was synonymous to me with a confident and charming self. Because without the fear I had the ability to be that

Yea psyche has many layers that’s my experience too

Genghis khan be like

Yes I can’t imagine what ultra runners go through I plan on starting run again after vacation. I wanna go hard at it

I should make a thread: don’t confuse normal duality with ultra narcissistic duality (me)

Btw I’m the greatest narcissist of all, it’s just not obvious I’ve spent countless hours compulsively fantasizing about this ideal cool hot self that impresses people LOL (I don’t do that anymore but it still shows my narcissism)😂😂😂

Maybe me replying is a sign I haven’t…… 👀I’ll try again

I was joking but yea I guess letting go is part of process in both