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I read it again and it sounds like I’m saying two people LOLLL

I know I just said something silly Mr nobody

Maybe you should start a YouTube channel and pretend to be a radical non dualist

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Two ways to go about this is one you go through the hassle of finding someone or two you go through the hassle of transcending this need, which one depends on what you desire

Having kids is for normies

If nothing takes the form as something, and is formed exactly like something, then it will be as if it exists actually, that’s kinda how the self is. Seems absolutely real. So the experience of gaining something can be there

I think it’s more accurate to say most are quite closed . I’d say it requires a kind of openness to resonate with the idea of no self. But maybe that closedness could be called a type of stupidity, because you’re stuck in your little bubble, so yea in a sense I agree with you

So 90% or more of people who believe the self is real are stupid to you? Also I never claim to know the self isn’t real, I just intuit it kinda

Do you feel this type of intuition has had a change in your life?

That can def lead to mystical experience. I want to try milder ones too. Good luck!

I have the impression that other psychedelics are more hallucinogenic/visual, and perhaps emotional (releasing trauma etc) . And I was not looking for that because I don’t feel like I have repressed emotions or trauma. I was looking for an radical ego less experience and it seems 5 Meo is one of the best at that. When I said it showed me fears I didn’t know I had I meant that it showed me that I found the ego dissolution uncomfortable (it wasn’t really scary because it was a small dose). I was scared of taking higher dose because I was afraid it would feel terrible. So that’s the fear it exposed I still wanna try psychedelics again despite it being potentially a bad trip, I wanna take that risk and see if there’s any value in it for me. So I do have a certain interest in the nature of reality but mostly if it’s not a too horrible experience How about you?

Because I’ve been going through things and wanted an escape. And I was curious too It was uncomfortable but I’d like to experience it again and go deeper in it. To see if it has any value for me.

I agree a strong desire is key . With a few exceptions of people to whom it has happened spontaneously I tend to focus on myself and my own nature but it’s for sure a deep path to go down to unravel your delusions, if they’re there…

Maybe that’s why I intuit it because I’m closed but not super closed. It’s like a more subtle ego

Good work

We don’t remember before birth but that doesn’t mean we didn’t have experience before, maybe it’s just wiped out memory. Like previous reincarnations

I wonder if I have some stuck…

I see

I see. 🫡

What is deep sleep then? Yea I see the direct experience is needed

That’s still not zero man😅 jk But do you feel like that everything is something?

Just because you feel like something exists doesn’t prove it does right?

Because spirituality is a mental construct 😅

I was gonna ask you what were you thinking when you did it but maybe I’m too much LOL