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It’s so difficult to describe this abstract stuff but it’s like we have this ego which is like layers of mind. Or atleast kind of how it was before to me. Then if one layer “cracks” or “opens” kinda it feels expansive like your awareness expands. And the massive shift I had was like the last mind layer for me. I haven’t heard anyone describe it like I do

Ok interesting I don’t know if I have experienced that. well I’ve had many minor shifts, where it’s like a layer of the mind dissolves or “opens” so it feels expansive. Then I had one massive shift which I call awakening April 2023 it was the same day as some rare solar eclipse I wonder if that has an impact. The way I can describe it is like I was attached to my mind before, but then I lost the attachment to my mind so it felt very expansive . My mental self died kind of, it’s also hard to describe as you say. I have tried 5 Meo dmt and the kind of ego death there is different it’s like “out of body” which is something I’ve not experienced “naturally”

How did this happen to you? Spontaneously? Or did you do something. That’s cool. I’ve had too massive shift spontaneously

But in the us maybe one could find a city that has a lot of people into certain things. For example I’ve heard Austin Texas has a lot of people into spirituality

You can also use this forum to attract men…never mind

@Schizophonia 😂😂

I saw you live in Denmark which is a small country which might be a contributing factor. If you moved somewhere bigger like the US maybe it would be easier to find someone compatible just a thought

How could you even end sexual desire unless you are in some bad mental state or have some condition with a symptom of it being no libido? This means every person pretty much isn’t free. I don’t see how desire has to go against freedom per se. You could enjoy the raw energy of desire and let it fuel you in everyday life. If you are a virgin for reasons you chose rather than having no choice it shouldn’t feel nonfreeing to have sexual desire because you stand by your own choice to be a virgin. But if you feel like you’re a virgin because of lack of options or a upbringing which conditioned you to shame sex before marriage or something and you feel forced to have that view then yes walking around with desire for something you feel like you can’t have will limit your “freedom”. also I don’t think women wanting men to for example be breadwinner and pay for dates while at the same time being feminist is necessarily hypocritical. It depends on how their feminism is. Sometimes feminism is focused on problems such as rape, unequal pay at work, sexual harassment etc. it would be hypocritical if a woman is against a man wanting a house wife while at the same time wanting a man to be breadwinner and pay for date but I don’t think it’s common at all to hold that view.

Nice

What the fuck that emoji supposed to mean

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lol good theory

@Schizophonia like your eyes

I don’t get how you can see clear colors I barely see anything at all

Did you meditate for me 🥹🥹

i saw very very vague pink and green id say but hard to see at all

Lmao ok let me try again for real this time

Can barely see still. Nevermind

Black and white?

I guess

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Learn hypnosis to hypnotize yourself into believing you’re the best and let that energy shine through you in interactions with women hehe

If it’s true that everything is one, that there is no separation, that there are no others, that consciousness is singular, what is so sad about it? What’s so negative about it? This doesn’t sound to me like genuine realization but rather your mind reacting to ideas you find scary. Or maybe a glimpse and then the self comes back and reacts to it and its mental representations of it. All this struggle is what the self does

Hehe

I’ll look it up