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Genius 😂

I mean I said maybe there’s some biological component too. But it can be worked on it’s not like everyone feels like this around a gorgeous woman

This reminds me of when I had a crush in high school, I could barely look at him because I felt shy and had him on a pedestal, not because of his looks, but because he had this ultra extroverted charming personality so opposite of me. So I can understand your feeling. The issue was me putting him on a pedestal, stemming from my own insecurity about myself. Almost nobody needs to be put on pedestal like that but in particular not for their looks, it’s such a superficial trait, nothing one chooses. Doesn’t say anything about their character. Nothing to be intimidated by. But society puts looks (especially in women) on pedestal so it conditions us to do the same, so it’s understandable that it happens. And maybe there is some biological component to it too, idk. Luckily one can work on this, by working on your own insecurities, your own mind.

Thanks for your response it was good and thoughtful🙏🏻 regarding intimacy, one thing I also have is that barely can feel attraction and my libido is practically zero almost all the time so intimate partners is kind of not an option nowadays. This is so severe that I was just on a whole month vacation with my family and then also this other guy and it made no difference to what I’m describing. Also I can hang out with someone and still makes no difference. I have my own sense of the cause , I won’t go into it too much here but basically it’s something in my brain. So I do reflect on this I do check this forum often but I don’t see my internet use as a problem And lastly yes I’m going to the doctor regularly

Sounds lovely

It’s nice . I was with my close family not relatives

Croatia, my nationality

I just came home from a month trip , made no difference 😂

Who knows

🙏🏻

I was thinking schizotypal or something (I’m no expert tho) that was one of the potential diagnosis the doctors thought I might have but the evaluation came to the conclusion I didn’t have it

The doctors thought I was maybe autistic but the evaluation turned out that I wasn’t so sometimes one can seem like it but not be it. But I’d be curious what doctors would put at him

I wonder what a doctor would give you, if anything

This morning at the hotel I ate crossiant with nothing are you proud ?

I wanted to ask if he has a diagnosis but maybe it would’ve came off as rude

I prefer croissant flow

Is he tho hmmm

Best way to describe is it feels like a disconnection from myself and my own thought processes . Nothing spiritual about it. Not dissociation, that for me sounds more like someone who would dissociate into their internal world to cope with something, I’m talking about a disconnection from your own internal world like you hear and see your thoughts very vaguely. “void of experience “ for me the sense of having an experience is connected to the sense of self and connection to your own mental idea of your life so yes it can be sometimes like my sense of having an experience is weakened, everything is “subtle” for me

lol you should write scripts for plays

@Keryo Koffa ok that made me laugh a little to be honest 😂

Yes but my explanations are too weird for people

You mean there is no self?

It’s all very subtle for me. I can have moments where I laugh just a little , but as I said it’s very subtle, what I described is my normal state nowadays pretty much. My family notice too, I talk very little.

Nice profile pic btw

Prolactin is my secret beauty hack. I should make money making YouTube vids and blog about it. “My secret hack for fuller breast in one simple step”.