Sugarcoat

Ok

That’s cool, something for you then

*Googles meaning*

No problem then . Idk if what I said is true even, but it’s a stereotype I have because Bali has been mentioned so many times by mostly female influencers for some reason

@Schizophonia 😂😂

I didn’t know you could win money from candy crush

Maybe you could start one who knows if you want

Isn’t that like the journals?

Bali is the place for female influencers who pose half naked for fame or something hehe

Lmao you should write a play, I already said this before

Sweden is pretty cold but I like it. The social care, healthcare, education etc is pretty good so it makes up for it

Oh okay👍🏻 I like your name btw Salvijus it sounds nice has a Christian biblical sense to it. (I’m not saying it’s your real name I don’t know that)

Ok I see. Where you from ?

Beautiful. May I ask where you are? You don’t have to respond to that I was just curious

I’ve heard about him. Thanks for suggestion

Nonetheless thanks everyone for the responses, it is kind🙏🏻❤️

Exercise is something that builds connectedness in the brain and expands the brain, at least from what I feel. So it can make me regain connection to myself if it’s intense enough . I made another post about this but I don’t think people get what I mean. So that’s something that makes a difference to this

I sleep almost too much sometimes

Thanks for the suggestions 🙏🏻

On Thursday I’ll meet doctor and they’ll ask how my medication is going, I’ll ask what their plan is for the future with me. I’d have nothing against talk therapy .

@Keryo Koffa so you haven’t been evaluated for a diagnosis ? I’m asking because you write very uniquely . I do too, or I can do, they evaluated me and found no diagnosis except they say I have “delusions” .

Don’t understand what you mean here but it’s fine

Lmao what. Is . That. apparently anti psychotic block some dopamine in the brain. But the thing is I already feel as if my dopamine is “low”, so it’s like it’s only contributing to that. If pro psychotics do the opposite then maybe😂

Not for now. I’ve talked to therapist a few times but so far they’ve done an evaluation and gave me meds and asked me how the meds are going. I don’t know what they will do in the future when they see the meds aren’t helping me, so maybe

From my awareness I sense that I have very low desire, and I find my awareness is pretty much always inward instead of outward. Having it that way doesn’t strengthen the connection in my experience. I hope I don’t sound like I’m just negating everything but I’m just sharing my experience