Sugarcoat

I know everything I write sounds unconventional so here I go again from my experience I don’t feel like there is something here that is being held back, like desire energy. I don’t experience any “blocks” to it either. All of that I’ve dissolved already. My lack of emotion and desire is due to the disconnect I feel from myself and my thought processes. That’s just my experience

I know I always write about odd things you mean I could just make myself enthusiastic?

It’s extremely low from my experience that’s what I can say at least

I can see what you’re saying

It doesn’t unfortunately 😕 I have zero libido literally

@Schizophonia mayo and beer cake *😂

@CARDOZZO thank you Cardozzo those are nice words

Right

🙏🏻

Id say it’s something purely in my brain going on

Yes. Life is extremely dull this way

Maybe it wasn’t the best wording. I mean I feel disconnected from ~both~ myself and my thoughts, it goes hand in hand for me

I feel disconnected from both myself and my thought processes. So yes I “hear” less of them. Not that I am my thoughts tho

Sometimes I can barely hear my thoughts so disconnected I feel from myself

Most cases it’s probably true

I didn’t quite understand what you meant to be honest hehe

Ok

I used to meditate regularly in high school but then stopped. That’s all. I didn’t really have these issues back then.

Is there even a soul?

We have a quite distant relationship. Other than that it’s fine. They don’t trust me after that happened though. yes I’m 21 thank you for your input 🙏🏻 I don’t feel in my case they contribute much to my mental state . But yes I am still working on my independence so that is slowly making its way

Thanks 🙏🏻

Yes a little 5 Meo dmt and dmt but my parents found and threw it away hehe

Thanks for the response. 🙏🏻 I’m trying to deal with this as best as I can

I will see with the doctors

I have none. I wrote somewhere in this thread that my libido is almost non existent and I barely feel anything (including attraction)