Sugarcoat

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  1. Yes a little 5 Meo dmt and dmt but my parents found and threw it away hehe
  2. Thanks for the response. 🙏🏻 I’m trying to deal with this as best as I can
  3. I will see with the doctors
  4. I have none. I wrote somewhere in this thread that my libido is almost non existent and I barely feel anything (including attraction)
  5. @Schizophonia oh now I get what u meant by re reading
  6. I mean I said maybe there’s some biological component too. But it can be worked on it’s not like everyone feels like this around a gorgeous woman
  7. This reminds me of when I had a crush in high school, I could barely look at him because I felt shy and had him on a pedestal, not because of his looks, but because he had this ultra extroverted charming personality so opposite of me. So I can understand your feeling. The issue was me putting him on a pedestal, stemming from my own insecurity about myself. Almost nobody needs to be put on pedestal like that but in particular not for their looks, it’s such a superficial trait, nothing one chooses. Doesn’t say anything about their character. Nothing to be intimidated by. But society puts looks (especially in women) on pedestal so it conditions us to do the same, so it’s understandable that it happens. And maybe there is some biological component to it too, idk. Luckily one can work on this, by working on your own insecurities, your own mind.
  8. Thanks for your response it was good and thoughtful🙏🏻 regarding intimacy, one thing I also have is that barely can feel attraction and my libido is practically zero almost all the time so intimate partners is kind of not an option nowadays. This is so severe that I was just on a whole month vacation with my family and then also this other guy and it made no difference to what I’m describing. Also I can hang out with someone and still makes no difference. I have my own sense of the cause , I won’t go into it too much here but basically it’s something in my brain. So I do reflect on this I do check this forum often but I don’t see my internet use as a problem And lastly yes I’m going to the doctor regularly
  9. It’s nice . I was with my close family not relatives
  10. Croatia, my nationality
  11. I just came home from a month trip , made no difference 😂
  12. I was thinking schizotypal or something (I’m no expert tho) that was one of the potential diagnosis the doctors thought I might have but the evaluation came to the conclusion I didn’t have it
  13. The doctors thought I was maybe autistic but the evaluation turned out that I wasn’t so sometimes one can seem like it but not be it. But I’d be curious what doctors would put at him
  14. I wonder what a doctor would give you, if anything
  15. This morning at the hotel I ate crossiant with nothing are you proud ?
  16. I wanted to ask if he has a diagnosis but maybe it would’ve came off as rude