Sugarcoat

What I give up trying to ever understand you

Lmao what. I understood half of it your voice sounded good btw. So French

Okay I see you interpret that as her not having interest in talking to you. Maybe . But good that you took that first step

How was it rejection if you only asked about exam

It was fine you had a point

@Salvijus thanks for input

Maybe

Ok fair enough

@Keryo Koffa ok

@Keryo Koffa 👍🏻

Don’t know where you get all that energy from😂

That was funny 😂 I swear that’s how it is

6: I have wondered to myself why reality is called love by some non dualists. It doesn’t sit right with me ofc to call reality love because it includes all the “bad” things. I certainly can’t “see” this. But it’s still interesting as to why it’s called it. If I don’t remember incorrectly, I’ve heard some non dualist say that upon realization, it feels like love, so that could be a reason. I don’t know though

@Keryo Koffa I am genuinely curious what the doctors would label you. They labeled me delusional 😂😂

@Yimpa he just ended sexism

@Schizophonia what’s the deal with you always accidentally writing “his” instead of “her” 😂😂😂

Too accurate

5: I’ve heard dark chocolate can contain heavy metals but honestly I think it’s worth it for the amazing flavor 😂

4: I’ve started to drink coffe recently and I’ve noticed I don’t like it with sugar in it. Maybe that’s rare. I don’t know but I think the sugar kind of destroys the coffe flavor and makes it taste weird. The combination of a hot beverage tasting sweet is weird for me, I don’t know I just don’t like it. It’s better without

3: im also fascinated by women who go through the most traumatic births but still decide to have more children without epidural or c-section . Damn. I guess when you start to suffer yourself, you can’t help but to think about suffering a lot and compare different kinds . Maybe just me, but that’s what I noticed I started doing

3: I have quite a few suicidal thoughts. I don’t suffer enough nowadays to take action on it, but I do see it like this potential way out when I can’t bear it anymore and nothing seems to work. Someone posted a thread asking why people commit suicide. I think a more interesting question would be why people don’t. I sometimes hear about horrible things people go through, for example recently I read about cluster headaches which is described by some as worse than childbirth. Also trigeminal neuralgia is up there. I’ve been browsing forums just a little bit for people who have this. I don’t understand how they keep going, if there is no treatment for them , have they not tried to kill themselves? How ? If I had so much pain that it’s like I’m giving birth over and over again I don’t know how long I’d live. I know trigeminal neuralgia is called “suicide disease” and cluster headaches are called “suicide headaches “ so there are probably people who do kill themselves by it, but I’m more fascinated by those who don’t.

2: One thing I think about quite often is, what is the experience of the average person, how do they function? This is like something I can never really know. We all live in our own world. People think they see the world just as it is, but they don’t notice they see their own mental projections, their own judgments, biases and attachments affect how they see the world. So they see their own little world, their own little bubble, and nobody else can even imagine how that is

1: Time seems to slow down when we suffer. The more we suffer the more it seems to slow down, exactly proportional. This is very freaky to me. I wonder if there is an opposite, is there something that makes time seem to speed up? Maybe being tired. I think I’ve noticed if I’m tired that songs seem to go faster I’m not sure though.

The undiagnosed hippie psychonaut freak don’t know what else to call you has spoken

lol fair enough