Sugarcoat

I don’t “notice” anything either except neon yellow pee (maybe too much information) , I read it can be because of ingesting a lot of a certain vitamin. And maybe skin improvements. that second sentence was hard to understand do you mean it’s a bad replacement for foods that contain it? I eat healthy too, I just use the pills to get that lil extra

I take daily multivitamin, multi mineral, omega 3, probiotic supplements, is that useless?

It sounds decent not gonna lie

i think there’s a way out of your bad situation too. Good luck with it. Maybe it is destined that way who knows

Sometimes the urge gets stronger yes.

Thank you. Prepare how?

The fact you are here today shows you’ve been able to reject them thus far

That’s how I think too . We have that similarity where we know that we have bad things in front of us and wanna kill ourselves before it gets too unbearable Thoughts are just thoughts at the end of the day, so when issues are smaller and those suicidal thoughts come then yes one can just reject them

It’s easier said than done. Suicide is a big step from just thinking about it to committing it, but it starts in the mind..

Ok👍🏻

Ok👍🏻the question is then how

One time I wrote about this thing about ending the cycle of rebirth. It got me thinking, wouldn’t it have happened already in all of eternity? But since we are here it couldn’t have happened. Or maybe it’s possible to end the cycle but then later it restarts, explaining why we are here

I contemplate suicide a lot too so I get you.

You are blessed to have a normal self To be able to experience and explore a deep substantial 3D reality with this self To be able to collect experiences with this self To be able to relate to other selves and form relationships with them To be able to think, to gather knowledge, ingest information, and conceptualize about yourself, your experiences, the world and others To be able to work on yourself to develop to a better self To be able to experience the contrast between self and no self Your normal self might not be the perfect structure, but it’s a base, from which you have the opportunity to work with to improve, or to break apart your normal self is the base for your experience of anything, it’s what’s needed to have any experience at all. It gives substance to the world and others. It’s the foundation for your entire life This is taken for granted because it’s the norm

Ok I see

How u know

We as in existence itself being eternal?

I think it’s our souls that choose a life for us or maybe some higher entities that persuade the soul into incarnating

How u know

I wish there was a button to end one’s life and just reincarnate until one finds a decent reincarnation . Ideally no reincarnation at all but here we are…

lol 😂I googled

Lmao u funny😂😂😂I did read a few sentences though just to get an overview

yes I understand what deeper conceptual understanding of nature of things means but I don’t know if I agree. I’m not gonna read those articles btw. It’s not me being lazy it’s just my brain doesn’t work normally nowadays . I just checked them quickly

Okay…sure

lol without a clear definition of what it even is. It just sounds good to be more conscious