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I’ve thought about this too. Average people puzzle me in general . I think there are several factors to this. So the more self centered you are the more interested you are in your ideal self and self improvement etc so you’ll be more likely to be interested in health etc. Also the way the human ego is structured it’s like patterns of conditioned responses and it tries to maintain itself and keep itself stable so breaking habits require breaking through yourself so any change comes with a little self dissolution in my experience which can be difficult. Human brain too aren’t designed for the modern world things that used to be scarce are now abundant.

I’ve done the same and it never feels nice. I just tried to make sure I was really clear and transparent, and then I finished the contact with the person. Think through what you have said, if you have said enough, been completely transparent. If yes then no need to explain further, if you feel some big pieces are missing in your explanation then yes maybe contact again. But only if something really is missing not simply because you feel bad. If it felt like the right decision for you it is.

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First time seeing another Croatian woman here

I see your point

Looks good

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Maybe that too

I think your name is one of the best here

lol cool. U really living up to your name

Damn . We will see how this changes your writing from now on. Do you think it’s something permanent or will the self come back? I think it’s pretty cool what you’re describing

I’ve been thinking that too that, how it seems spontaneously happen for some , although maybe practice helps too

@Salvijus hehe.

I’ve only gone that deep on psychedelics that’s crazy you got it naturally

That’s a good analogy yea. I think I see what you mean

That’s cool you were able to see that and share it here

I don’t know what kind of hallucinations could produce such shifts tho.. lol but nevertheless it’s cool you got to experience that

Yea kinda I agree. I haven’t gone “all the way” tho naturally

It’s so difficult to describe this abstract stuff but it’s like we have this ego which is like layers of mind. Or atleast kind of how it was before to me. Then if one layer “cracks” or “opens” kinda it feels expansive like your awareness expands. And the massive shift I had was like the last mind layer for me. I haven’t heard anyone describe it like I do

Ok interesting I don’t know if I have experienced that. well I’ve had many minor shifts, where it’s like a layer of the mind dissolves or “opens” so it feels expansive. Then I had one massive shift which I call awakening April 2023 it was the same day as some rare solar eclipse I wonder if that has an impact. The way I can describe it is like I was attached to my mind before, but then I lost the attachment to my mind so it felt very expansive . My mental self died kind of, it’s also hard to describe as you say. I have tried 5 Meo dmt and the kind of ego death there is different it’s like “out of body” which is something I’ve not experienced “naturally”

How did this happen to you? Spontaneously? Or did you do something. That’s cool. I’ve had too massive shift spontaneously

But in the us maybe one could find a city that has a lot of people into certain things. For example I’ve heard Austin Texas has a lot of people into spirituality

You can also use this forum to attract men…never mind

@Schizophonia 😂😂

I saw you live in Denmark which is a small country which might be a contributing factor. If you moved somewhere bigger like the US maybe it would be easier to find someone compatible just a thought