Sugarcoat

Ok then I don’t know how to help you. Maybe just do it for your own sake not for someone else. And accept that people have different preference and reasons for rejecting so to not take it personal, but still be open for improving from “mistakes”

I thought maybe u laughed at what I said and I thought it was funny hehe I can😈

I’m like the opposite, I sleep so much

Why

No

What does he do when he is with you? Encourage you , give you tips?

What you laughing at

What I would do? Be at peace finally. First and foremost

8: About ego death and psychedelics Can psychedelics only cause ego death temporarily, aka give you glimpse, or could they have a lasting effect? I wonder how much would be needed to become permanently enlightened. Maybe it's possible, if I remember correctly, didn't Martin Ball become enlightened through 5 Meo DMT? What if one did something crazy like trip 500 times in a row. Just kept on tripping day after day on breakthrough dose waiting for the temporary breakthrough to become permanent. What if it's possible, maybe no one has ever done it. Maybe it's dangerous for the body to take so much. I wonder who has taken the most psychedelics, and if that person is enlightened. Psychedelics seem to me the most effective method for enlightenment because they can instantly cause ego death.

@kray maybe they thought your rizz is bad so they wanted to protect you from rejection by discouraging you

7: Last autumn/winter I a couple of times got this weird thing where it felt like electricity was shooting through the back of my head. I’ve never experienced anything like that, and it was different from the energy I can feel during sleep paralysis vibrations. I googled and apparently it can be stress related. (Called “brain zaps”)

No I’m crazier than that actually

How it feels to read what u write. Got a taste of your own medicine

Ok I see

What I give up trying to ever understand you

Lmao what. I understood half of it your voice sounded good btw. So French

Okay I see you interpret that as her not having interest in talking to you. Maybe . But good that you took that first step

How was it rejection if you only asked about exam

It was fine you had a point

@Salvijus thanks for input

Maybe

Ok fair enough

@Keryo Koffa ok

@Keryo Koffa 👍🏻

Don’t know where you get all that energy from😂