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What are non serious suicidal thoughts? Suicidal thoughts not intended to act upon? I have suicidal thoughts daily

I feel my mind is blank sometimes and my thoughts aren’t coherent, it’s like there’s a lot of space between them but not in a spiritual way, if that makes sense so yes I’m a bit of a exception to that . It’s like a disconnection from my own mental processes

It’s on my mind a lot I feel I have a clear sense of how it works and what it is. In short it’s a kind of severe disconnect from/within myself

That is true. One could be not average though if one suffers from some mental condition, so not average doesn’t necessarily have to mean above average .

The most average people ironically become special in being so average maybe

I wouldn’t say it’s about feeling different or special . Just feeling separated as a separate self. And that is a shared experience that everyone has unless enlightened. Im not talking about that here. I assume the average person has almost constant thoughts yea

Yes

The alternative is just being yourself and approaching when you want to. But since your “being yourself” sucks you can’t do that

Lol

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lol I just showered what a coincidence

This doesn’t feel spiritual tho that’s the thing

Lol thanks

39: I can’t really describe how dead my experience is. Imagine walking around and you barely feel like you exist at all. So disconnected from yourself you feel. You’re disconnected from your thought processes too so you barely hear your own thoughts. I hear people around me speak and the way they speak and act suggest to me they have a richer experience of reality than me. They aren’t walking dead zombies like me. I wonder how it is to be them. I don’t know how long I can stand living like this. It’s not even living it’s barely existing at all.

Agree here too. The human mind works in such a way it forms attachments. But it can probably be worked on.

Agreed

Do you mean if someone is able to display themselves as being a faithful person but they’re not? Sometimes we could be wrong about people. Then id just say at the end of the day you can’t control someone and you shouldn’t want to as that will just make you suffer. Ideally in relationships to people you can love them but shouldn’t be dependent on them, so if they cheat it doesn’t break you. You can learn from that experience and maybe be able to recognize red flags better the next time.

You’re the best 😂

It’s also about whether you trust your own ability to make assessments of people

It would be like self inquiry I wouldn’t say I’m making a lot of presumptions about it. It’s just a description of the sense of being a separate self.

I don’t really experience that which you describe I would say. Ofc I feel like a separated self which pretty much everyone does unless enlightened , but I don’t feel particularly “separated” or “isolated” beyond that.

The sense of not feeling average you mean? I do experience a kind of disconnect from/within myself and my thought processes, that is somewhat similar to how depersonalization is described. That is not the average experience, so it’s one reason for me wondering how the average experience is (that I assume feels more connected to /within oneself/ones thought processes)

Okay but I still think there is an genuine average person that I see around me regardless of government

What videos? Never heard of it

No. It’s just an impression I have of people of being “average” from life experience not from some government description