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That was actually quite beautiful. So everything is love because everything is unified that’s what it means or? I mention it because once a kind of “spirit” told me so during sleep paralysis vibrations. But I’d love to “feel” love.

23: What is this love thing that reality supposedly is. Everything being love. I don’t feel it.

22: I think about suicide so often I don’t know how much longer I can stand my life.

That’s interesting, I’ve heard just a little bit of it mentioned by conventional science

That’s kinda what I thought too yea it’s like my diet kinda

What do you mean by this

What is the purpose of “learning game, pickup, and all these other valuable social skills. Becoming a world class charismatic“?

Ok

@Leo Gura so you came to the conclusion it’s the best diet for your health?

Ok👍🏻 I wrote in my journal hehe

21: experimenting with diet In my past I used to suffer from severe chronic abdominal distention. After every meal I’d get distended. Then I experimented with diet to try to see if any foods were the cause. ( I didn’t find any correlation) I went on a few weeks of essentially zero FODMAP diet, eating mostly animal foods. Almost zero fiber. Then one night I got cravings so I binged on white bread and some sweets. I woke up the next day severely distended. Had a severely sore throat. Then a few days later developed a massive ear infection My conclusion from this experience is that the lack of fiber in my experimental diet negatively affected my gut, maybe by lessening the diversity of microbiota, and thus increased my gut’s sensitivity causing the strong reaction to the binge. when I eat a higher fiber omnivorous diet, my body can tolerate a binge. its not to say the binge is good, it’s certainly bad, but a healthy gut shouldn’t react so severely to it. (Btw I don’t binge anymore) Some people have similar experiences with reacting to foods and might interpret this as those foods being the problem, but instead in some cases maybe it’s the sensitivity of the gut that is the problem, and /or the lack of diverse microbiota.

I’d much much rather eat a great variety of veggies , tofu , legumes, nuts etc than just chicken and butter/cheese Healthwise veganism with a vide variety seems better than carnivore, then within veganism yes maybe higher fat is better. i tried once a low fiber diet, and then I binged on processed food once because I got cravings and got a massive reaction to it which I usually wouldn’t get, so I draw the conclusion that the lack of fiber fucked my gut so it made me sensitive. When I eat omnivore diet with plenty of fiber my gut is tough and can tolerate almost anything . Including binges ( I never binge anymore it was in my past). I’m thinking about writing a post about it

Are you sensitive to rest of foods?

Do you seriously think carnivore is better than vegan?

Yea for sure attraction can work like that

Agree although in some cases some guys only want superficial because of themselves regardless of the girl , I think yea it’s deep

I think I understand what you mean and id agree for the most part. So in simple terms the same guy wanting something superficial could want something deeper based on her value to him, which is based on her own “game” it’s an interesting topic indeed

I saw it that she mostly had problem with finding people who want something serious , so the people she finds are those who only want something superficial. That was what my response was based on. But maybe I was a bit wrong. But you mean that those same people could want something serious based on how she is, how they are attracted to her.

I’d say I agree, I only wrote about the first part, finding someone in first place which is only the first step ofc

You mean that is only the first step, finding someone, then the game begins between the two ?

I think there’s different components to this What you attract: I believe we attract people on somewhat our own “level” . So for example I like to use the example of a woman with low self esteem to illustrate this. We all have heard of some woman that keeps attracting “bad” men over and over. This is no coincidence. She attracts them in many cases because she herself has low self esteem etc, so they compliment her. So if you want to attract high quality partners you have to be high quality. And that you become by working on yourself, becoming secure in yourself, healing yourself etc what you are attracted to: it’s like a double edge sword. If you are like the woman in the example, not only will you ~attract~ “bad” men, but you will also ~be attracted to~ them. I belive we are attracted to people on somewhat or own level, or women might be attracted to men “above” them too. So if you become secure in yourself. If you evolve yourself and heal yourself, who you are attracted to will evolve too. The more high quality you become the more high quality who you’re attracted to become. You will not as easily recognize a high quality partner if you aren’t one yourself finding people: Ofc if you are home alone all the time no matter how high quality you are it’s gonna be harder to find someone so one has to go on a little search in most cases. I myself have tried dating app in the past but didn’t like it because it’s very looks based and it’s hard to know someone’s personality through swiping. And I didn’t find anyone I considered high quality the short time I was there. But it could work in some cases. You could find someone through social circle. In the club and bar at night (here I don’t find what I consider high quality either but in some cases it could work but I think it’s rare) you could also find people on this forum, or other Internet forums for people close to you with your interests. Or in irl activities etc. this is just my little take on this, but hey why would you listen to me when I have no irl experience hehe 😁😁just my own theories and observations

😂😂ok I see now 👍🏻

@Schizophonia do you have a frog or am i misinterpreting something 😂😂😂

20: my interesting dreams tonight it’s 4 am and I just woke up from a dream. I wanna write about it now as I still remember it. I dreamt that I had a long discussion with my mom and sister. The interesting thing about it was how elaborate and clear the discussions were. Usually when you have a dream it’s pretty random things, but this was like it was a real life discussion. we discussed what rape is, and I defined it very clearly. We discussed what god is, if god is separate or everything. I also talked about how it’s beneficial to talk about things, that it can clear out energetic blockages in the energy system and develop you . im fascinated by this dream. I also remember waking up at times and feeling this sort of energy going up through me, especially in my head. I have had sleep paralysis with vibrations many times, but this felt somewhat different. i also remember dreaming that I was hallucinating a middle aged man being in our apartment. I also mentioned how I used to hallucinate as a child. For example maybe two times as a child, as I was awake I hallucinated (or maybe it was real) that there was a black silhouette standing at our doorway. Another thing I wanna add is that sometimes when I wake up at night from a dream I will feel just so slightly scared. Just like I am now. It feels as if there is a sense of “presence” to my environment. i believe there is something to this, maybe there are times, for example while just haven woke up from a dream that you are more “receptive” to things. So that’s where the scared feeling comes from, you being more receptive and able to “sense” things like potential paranormal phenomena. I hope I’m making sense. That’s it for tonight. Cheers

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