Sugarcoat

Maybe

Don’t limit yourself by that thinking

Man* Jk

33: As a child I felt this background sense of near constant unease. There was something about existing that didn’t feel right. The world seemed distant and I felt trapped deep in my skull. I think this is me feeling the stress of being a separated being. Feeling a stress that is core to the human ego structure. I wonder if other people feel this. Do they feel how there’s something “off” and “un-restful” about feeling separate. Do they feel how they’re constantly trying to maintain themselves and how this is stressful. Do they feel how much they live in a mental reality that maybe isn’t real although feels very real. I think it requires deep self awareness to feel this “off-ness”

I feel this answer is very simple but I think self awareness is the key to breaking through yourself. What you’re dealing with is a negative identification you have of yourself as being socially awkward so it causes this social anxiety. In my experience self awareness is the foundation that allows you to know what to do and how to think and work to breakthrough this negative identification. Like how you gonna get rid of something if you aren’t fully aware of its nature. self awareness sounds simple but it’s very deep and then I think you must desire your confident authentic self for the sake of itself

32: why do I have this journal? What purpose does it serve? This thought has crossed my mind. I’m not so sure actually. I think one reason is to increase the possibility of pleasant interactions with like minded people. And to be able to write what I want without spamming the forum.

31: weight The medication I am on can make you gain weight. I don’t know how, but it seems to be because it increases appetite so you’ll only gain weight if you eat more. i think I might have gained one or two kilos thus far, which isn’t a lot, but it’s not my ideal weight. I want to loose a few kilos to reach my ideal weight. steps I’m gonna take: • Limit sweets to once per week, preferably homemade. (I don’t eat sweets often but I wanna limit it still) • eat more slowly (I find myself eating too fast sometimes which can make it harder to recognize when you’re full) • do omad (one meal a day) on weekends • slightly reduce portion sizes • eat whole, single ingredient foods (I do this already for 90% of my food) • utilize fasting occasionally ( for example one day on the weekend) im looking for a way of eating that is sustainable long term. I might do a larger fast to give myself a kick start. Hopefully my plan will work and I’ll reach my ideal weight and sustain it.

You invented “ok” . OK

It’s my style sometimes 😈

Amazing

i can never know another’s pov 😈 as i wrote

understood

Ok….

What is absolute otherness?

Ok interesting

So an inner state making you have a vision of white? Kind of like how someone who takes 5 Meo might describe seeing a white light, or when having a death experience?

30: It’s crazy to think that we are all completely bound to our own “dream” , to our own brains. I cannot switch POV, I’m bound by this pov, this entire lifetime. Completely, 100% bound with no way out but for this body to die. I wonder why I am in this body in particular, maybe it’s our souls that are in a particular level of evolution that decides which body to be born into. But the question then remains, why am ~I~ in this soul in particular and not another soul. It remains a mystery. I can only see from my own lense, nobody else’s. I will never know their perspective.

It’ll definitely be an eye catcher lol. But do you think it has some spiritual benefit?

Reasonable

Great for summer

Sexy mystic men yum

A regular mirror in everyday households you mean?

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Understood👍🏻

Oh… I change my mind