Sugarcoat

No I don’t have any issues digestion fiber

Omg I’m so dumb, I forgot the whole shot isn’t pure alcohol

1 shot is like 40 ml so 80 ml is not much

Ok maybe one can drunk of that. I was asking because first I thought did you only drink one cider one can’t get drunk on that

How many drinks is that?

How much did you drink?

Good

Ok I don’t know what to respond so empty I am

How

I don’t see that

Relate. I wanna die.

40 for looks and 60 for personality is reasonable yes.

The true answer to this will depend on the woman and what she is looking for, a hookup or a relationship etc. There’s not a simple answer to this kind of question. There’s a lot of nuance. A thing I could say though is the type of mindset that asks this question could be a turn off for women. But then again if you think “I will stop thinking like this because women won’t like it and I’ll come off as needy” then you’re back in the same mindset again 😹 thinking about what women want hehe. It’s natural and normal but you won’t come so far with it

That’s why it helps to have a task at hand too. Like in school I remember it was always easier to talk to people when working on a group project. Because you’re caught up in the work and have something to talk about and not run out of words about.

You have a point, although the first approach can still show something significant enough of how the personality is. And women judge on the looks too

This is how it is for most women. Being approached my men they have no interest in

Yea

I haven’t been diagnosed with psychosis but the doctors speculated if I was in the beginning phases of going into one and say I have delusions so it’s somewhat close…

I relate to this. Although for me it wasn’t related to particularly spiritual events. Let me know when you find a solution 😹 I have some understanding and “theories” of how it works in myself but I don’t think it would apply to you.

Keep it up👍🏻

Cool 👍🏻

Presence. Deep breathing. Relaxing the body. Reducing stress, neurosis. All those things can make your system need less energy to work (a more stressed state takes more energy for example) .

That’s you facing a truth.

The fact you’re aware of your own process of potentially radicalizing and show fear around it is for me something that is going to lower the risk for you to become radicalized. So that’s a good thing. One tips I could give is to practice “zooming out” so looking at the world from a bigger more global perspective. Zooming out and thus seeing how what occurred to you is within a minority. Yes there are women who cheat but are they the majority? Yes there are black people that attack but are they the majority? And trying to have an objective view . What factors could have potentially led to those events? Maybe more black people are under poor socioeconomic circumstances due to history so the risk of criminality is higher? And being mindful of the content one consumes that can shape one’s world view. And also not dismissing one’s feeling, it is natural to sometimes feel a little prejudice towards certain groups because of things that have happened. To not suppress those feelings because that could potentially cause more trouble for oneself. But to acknowledge it as a natural reaction but then placing it into a more “zoomed out” and larger perspective again.

Stockholm