Sugarcoat

I looked at it. I’m no better than a man. Better than p***y t**ture at least 🤣

Sounds like seeing through the mind to me. Which is like seeing through the self, it’s all one structure

You’re doing gods work

That’s crazy I was talking about this today Actualized.org “telepathy” 🤣

@Schizophonia spam attack

It seems all my mind does is interpretation I don’t know to turn it off

I didn’t know that was related to clairvoyance

Yea I know right. I am lucky to not deal with pain yet in my life but you never know what happens we all could get affected at some point so it’s good to know there is alternative route even if it’s hard

I meant the trick you did. That’s cool it helps. The thing is tho we have to put ourselves through suffering to be able to test it out Not contemplation. Some dissociate I can’t really describe it because I haven’t experienced it but it’s like “checking out”. The mindfulness method is not dissociation it’s having attention on pain if I remember correctly Lol yea. I’d say it’s not dissociation tho

I’m so smart I don’t need AI to help me have psychosis #independentqueen

That was my thought too

Whatever that means..

I see your point

Maybe he means he isn’t into latinas 👀 hahah i don’t know we will see what he answers

Direct attentive experience leads to a certain kind of understanding. I can see the value in indulging in something for a period in order to transcend it

I used to experiment with this in my past. I had came to a point where i would allow myself to masturbate if I wanted, but I naturally didn’t want to, I wanted to keep and feel that sexual energy inside me. It’s like I naturally intuited this sexual transmutation thing. It’s all in my past though.

Good👍🏻

No , only sometimes when I’m half asleep or I’ll have a sexual dream. But not when awake

I do have difficulty in entering “flow” and “forgetting about myself” I had once an interesting experience. I used to have some sexual fantasies I deemed as taboo. And I wanted to not have them anymore. So what I would do is that I would abstain from masturbating to those fantasies, because I believed that with enough time, neuroplasticity would make it so my brain would rewire and I wouldn’t have those tabo fantasies anymore Then one day I just flipped it on its head. I had a little bit of urge left and I just allowed myself to go “fully into it” and indulge in that fantasy as much as I want. When I did that, it lost its allure and I stopped having them. Weird. But it kinda connects to your point about how understanding (through direct experience) helps you transcend it.

It’s mainly positive to have healthy libido right?

Typical actualizer to turn daily events to deep philosophical questioning

It has many uses yea… it can be combined with other things

It was over a year since I last had orgasm so I don’t remember clearly. But I do remember when I was younger, I would kinda try to focus my attention on the sensation of the orgasm to maximize the pleasure. But what I felt was that there seemed to kinda be a barrier between me and the sensation, which wasn’t allowing me to be fully present and enjoy it fully to its maximum. I guess that “distance/separatedness” I experienced is caused by the sense of self/the mind. So no I don’t think I experienced that ego less ness you talk about

I’m very predictable nowadays since I transitioned into zombie mode

How is post nut clarity an ego less state? What kind of post nut clarity yall be having? It’s just you without the horniness, since when did “you” get wiped away in the process.