spec300

Apologies for a delayed response. No, when i dream at night or imagine, then i think of girls and pussies. I never wanted a dick nor ass, the idea of sucking or touching someone else's dick just does not appeal to me. I can go without jerking off for 1-2 weeks without a problem. I never watch gay porn, it just does not turn me on. But, when i did have sex with a girl, i would cum immediately and stop being interested right away. I do like girls, how they look like, the faces. But not soo much into long sex though. Today, and yesterday, for some reason have just become suddenly better. I enjoy the weather, being outside, talking with people and have a good mood. I want to connect with people and hang out. It came all suddenly, after weeks of lethargy and apathy. I think i was (still somewhat) depressed, but it just comes and goes, and it seems i have little control over it

My friend is telling me that I am gay. I am not that much into pussy, i find it a bit dirty. I am not into anal sex for the same reasons. I do not like dicks, but I do notice if there are pretty guys in the room. I would (i think) never want to suck a dick, because I do not find them attractive. I am more into faces, pretty and cute girl faces. But not so much into dirty sex or less so into sex with guys. So, I am wondering what that is... Recently, I have also been not that interested in dating/sex. I can go for a week or two without masturbating, and do it only for physiological purposes. If I open porn, I am not super turned on by it. If i do open it, i look for romantic clips. So, I want to understand what is going on with me. Also, if I see girls shopping or doing other "superficial" things, i get very disinterested in them. I prefer someone who is super simple, but I have no idea where to find such people...