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Big Red Pill coming...

You've never really thought about religion seriously and without a bias. You were never open to it in your life even after finding out about spirituality and enlightenment. You continued to ridicule it and ridicule religious people without ever wondering what is there that these people are like this? Why majority of the world are religious people? Why do they believe these things? How did their intellect accept these things? Is there actually something that I'm missing and these people are not actually stupid? I know because I wasn't open to it either even after finding out about spirituality and enlightenment. But after giving it a more serious thought and opening myself to it I found out I was just biased against it all my life.

I won't get in your way anymore. I'm sorry.

I know why you say these things and what's your purpose dear Leo. I know you do it all because you epistemically care for truth in all your endeavours. This is what I inherited from you as well and you were amongst my main role models for this approach. This is exactly what has brought me to the place that I am now with the views I have now. I deconstructed and doubted my beliefs and ideas times and times over and over to reach this place that I am now. And it has cost me so much and I've paid very heavy prices for this. So in this sense I can assure you that I've practiced what you are preaching here. Maybe it is not in alignment with your views here or others but the thing that you want me to practice has been my practice for a long time.

I know I have more faith than proof. The proof of it will come though. I know it will come and lots of people will reject it when it comes. But I see what you are pointing to. As I said I won't do that anymore. I know my faith with no proof yet is gonna be irritating to you and others.

I know what you mean. But I won't change my political direction because It has been proven to me. Sorry if I sound biased. I'll listen to your warning and try not to post so much in the political field of the forum.

That's fine I won't post here anymore. You will have to just wait and see. Be reminded of the things I've said here when future comes. You'll be amazed at what you were not seeing at all.

I'm waiting for Trump to Maduro this bi.ch. The British and Globalists stole the votes. The war between America and the Britain is coming to its peak. Let's watch.

Thanks man. It really means a lot to me. You're really kind. The feeling is mutual brother. Yes the Bible is on my to do list and I want to read all of it in time. Maybe I'll talk about it more after I've read it.

I do remember you but I don't think I was here in 2018. I think I joined 2021 if I'm not mistaken. Maybe you are confusing me with someone else But nevertheless I feel acknowledged by your words. Thanks. I consider you my friend as well.

I'm sorry. I got no comment about the things you just said.

I know you weren't pointing to that. I did. Your words were just perfect for it though.

I myself want to live a celibate life. I've had my deep loving relationship with my ex. I can't allow myself to love anyone else anymore. And on top of that now I'm fighting to get rid of my sexual urges as well how about that I know I'm a bit extreme in my approach here to many or maybe all of you. But I can't help it. This is the way I want to be.

Good for you man good for you

I won't say anything further. I know and feel your position in your life. Yes we do brother yes we do. Take care.

You do want it as well. That is why you commend your brother. No human is on the planet that doesn't want the bond. I'm sorry if I speak like this I know it can be hard sometimes.

That is a good point if all you want is sex.

Haven't you read my previous posts in this post brother? I said I'm guilty of having these urges myself. I know exactly what they are and why they are enticing. Having said that the reason I promote marriage is exactly because of what you said about children. It's because of the family unit. And also even if children are not the goal still marriage has the strongest foundation in all kinds of relationships and is harder to break apart. But sure you can have a loving and intimate relationship with someone without getting married to them. It's just that marriage is the inevitable result of it even if you have that because otherwise, why are you even together if you don't want to be each others husband and wife? That is the ultimate goal of a relationship between a man and a woman. And without having that goal in mind, the seriousness and the commitment of a relationship are at risk and not good enough.

You said it very well. That's their goal. The Globalists. This is exactly what they're striving for. A one world government.

I will say it will only push me further in an inescapable hole of never finding the suitable life partner. It creates a void that cannot be filled with anyone anymore. And nothing new comes out of it, it is only a repetition of cuming and satisfying your body with no meaning or depth to it.

No they're the same. You can call it having fun and experimentation but it's the same thing. Fooling around means having no purpose to it. It is not meaningful to your existence and doesn't serve your soul's desire.

Yes it is if it's just fooling around.

Because if you prioritise sexuality above love and respect you'll lose the love and the respect in the process and you won't get them either. Haven't you tried it?

That happens by itself if you choose love and respect as your priority and not being concerned about sexuality that much.

Wow. Such temptation whispering with no foresight. I give up with this forum I guess. There are too many of you "go have fun and be free and experiment and gain experience" guys here. I would suggest you don't listen to them and listen to me but the choice is yours in the end. You can choose sexuality or you can choose love and respect. If you choose the first one the later are not gonna be in your basket and you would call your relationships "complicated". But if you choose the later the first is also gonna be in your basket but with dignity.