Matthew85

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  1. I don't agree. In my most expanded states I had no preference or biases. As God I wanted Matthew to have anything he desired.
  2. @Consilience I dedicated the majority of time to it for years traveling the world. We are already God right now. You shouldn't have to mediate several hours a day for 40 years to realize what you already are.
  3. @Consilience I spent many years doing everything you mentioned and still only achieved temporary shifts. It still doesn't answer the question if I am God, why isn't it easier to feel and know it. It shouldn't be this difficult.
  4. @JuliusCaesar Have you found any ways to achieve expanded states outside of psychedelics? They are not practical for every day use.
  5. But if I am God and I prefer expanded states why am I making it so difficult to achieve and sustain?
  6. Isn't this just a story that should be able to be transcended?
  7. @Leo Gura Seems delusion is still very possible and tricky to navigate. Using the example of the flat earthier. He has a deluded belief, but because he firmly believes it, he will find evidence of it being reflected back to him from reality.
  8. @Leo Gura Then how do we navigate the issue of self deception that can arise while pursuing this work? Don't you feel delusion and self deception can occur while seeking awakening?
  9. @Leo Gura It sounds like your perspective has evolved from when you discussed absolute truths. Do you feel there are any absolute unchanging truths that are always true under all circumstances? You have also talked in depth about self deception in doing this work. Isn't that an issue?
  10. @Leo Gura You must have felt like you were going insane when you first awakened to some of these insights. What did you use as your guide or barometer to determine their validity? Seems very challenging.
  11. Do any of you have a favorite practice to shift or align with your God state outside of psychedelics? A couple I have had success with are chanting different names of God. Also, while I am hiking or walking everything I find myself observing, I say I am that. After awhile of doing this my consciousness feels very expansive. What is your favorite practice?
  12. Had another fantastic flotation tank meditation. Once again had the insight that only the current moment and what I am expericing exists. This sure makes the "world" feel a whole lot smaller. Also, realized again I am actually not seeing with my eyes. It's an experience that is being simulated. Now if I can just figure out how simulate the eyesight I had as a teenager.
  13. @Leo Gura Would you say the senses have nothing to do with polarizing a potential from the infinite field? How would you define what is called being observed in quantum physics experiments?
  14. @Leo Gura I was talking about the process of something polarizing out of the field of infinite potentials. I think it must be broader then only visual observation.
  15. @Leo Gura I guess where it gets tricky is how do we define what observation is? Are we defining it as focused attention of awareness. I think the definition would have to much broader then visual attention. What are your thoughts?
  16. @Leo Gura Ok, so using the balls example. It sounds like you are saying the infinity of all other balls only exist as a potential until they polarize into form when I am actively observing? Is this correct?
  17. @Leo Gura Thank you for the clarification! So even though it can appear to me that you and I are having a discussion about current world events for example. The reality is, it my mind constructing both sides of the conversation.
  18. @Leo Gura Thank you Leo! This is what I have intuitively felt. So this experience of a seeming shared dream is a sort of illusion. Unless, as you discussed in you Infinity of Gods episode Gods giving up some of their sovereignty to have a shared experience. That would be possible right? Or do you feel this only possible as a creation within my own reality? If that is true it seems we are putting limits on other sovereign Gods, which are unlimited.
  19. @Leo Gura Have more recent awakenings expanded your perspective on consciousness having simultaneous experiences? Or do other possibilities only exist as a potential and the current bubble of experience is all that currently exists?
  20. @Leo Gura Fascinating. It's difficult to wrap my human mind around. If there are infinite options and no perceived difference between them, I wonder what the process is that determines a specific selection? Some would say infinity is experiencing all possible options simultaneously, but that is not what your awakenings have revealed.
  21. @Leo Gura Are you able to describe from the state of Absolute Omniscience why you chose to create this current character and storyline of Leo having a human life on earth, instead of infinite other options available? How would you describe the selection process of what to create and experience from that state?
  22. @Leo Gura Leo can you speak a little about preference from the Absolute Omniscience? Maybe that isn't the best word but language is limiting. If everything that exists is only what we are currently experiencing and it's instantly created in the moment, how does preference play into this? In your states of Absolute Omniscience, how would you describe your desire to create what you are currently expericing versus an infinite number of other scenarios you could have written for yourself?
  23. @Razard86 No, not conflicted. I am here seeking clues and insights to solve and transcend this complex puzzle I created.