[So is this something I can work from]

So I realized that deciding to listen to other people may drive me insane. So if I take words that I like dislike whatever I'm feeling put them together could I come up with more interesting interesting spiritual content then people have to offer. I'm thinking of it from an alchemical perspective  but other ideologies as well

[I ching]

How accurate is I ching in this modern world?or does it give false hope? It keeps telling me my hardworking will pay off and that I'm supposed to meet someone

[Hello all. I am at a crossroads]

I'm not sure how to go about fixing my situation should I change the story that I tell myself about the situation. I am currently addicted to heavy pain meds. I have been taking less and less for a while. I want to get off them just don't feel like I can. I constantly experience entities in the form of thoughts interacting with me I see God quite a bit how am I to deal.with all this and withdrawels

[Hello all. I am at a crossroads]

Hi I am very confused at times with my consciousness. I have been in the rabbit hole for quite some time. And going at it alone for the most part. I would like some advice if you could? Thanks