@roopepa You right tbh. I think I know what i'm gonna do. I'm just relearning english for now and I'm slowly getting out of this incel mindset since I already lost friends from having this mindset. I don't know how people cope in life despite being average especially being low IQ.
Yeah, I'll take those drugs in low doses but the problem is that I don't even know where to get them. I remember they are in the process of legalizing them in the US but that's going to take forever.