Growly

@integral I don't trust myself using those. How did you cope with this insomniac state?

@integral It didn't work, slept the same. is growly going to die?? maybe...

xd, looks yummy

@integral Bro it didn't work.... I took 1gram of tryptophan 30 mins before i slept and didn't do anything. Every time I go to bed, I stress out a lot and overthink about stuff but I try to be aware of the delusion while it's happening which kinda helps. Ill buy gaba and see if it helps!!!!! everything will be okay!!!!

@Michael569 Calm down michael , I just want to see which is better in your opinion!!!

@integral I have a good lifestyle, so it's trauma. I sleep anywhere between 9 - 11 pm, and my sleep average is 2-3 hours(used to be 4-5hrs) now which causes me to go insane!!!! probably gonna die soon who knows I'll figure this shit out given enough time

@integral ongoing insomnia for almost a year now

@integral I'm gonna copy your dose xd, so how much? what brand do you use?

I was thinking about using it to grow my eye lashes to "looksmax" my face but idk if it's worth the possible side effects

You got this Growly!!! Oh! thank you for the motivation growly!!

@Michael569 is it too much sodium?

@undeather then the diet will be decent?

Is this diet bad

@Asayake why

@LoneWonderer are you in the present moment 24/7 with your diet?

@Federico del pueblo The blackpill resonates with people that have been having shitty lives. I got lured in aswell two years ago because it felt so true and it made so much sense From my experience, people in the community said that the new generation of incels ruined the incel community and it turned into a edgy fest of teens. It was supposed to be for figuring out ways to increase your attractiveness. that was the point of the blackpill to help the ugly people ascend from inceldom(xD). There's huge differences between being a blackpiller and a incel. Blackpill acknowledges that their faces are the reason why they can't pull numbers, so they go into looksmax communities to look for help, but that also got hijacked by teens now. Incels just wait for their death and sometimes visit sanctionsuicide(this got taken down by petition due to people suiciding and suicidal people giving advice on how to suicide without feeling pain) to resonate there better. @Enlightenment I think the most used gif is the one with Sean' o pry that says "Keep on coping you utter subhuman" xDD

@InsecureAnon I think the best way to break out of this perspective is to watch gruesome videos. It helped me a lot from breaking out of your mindset because by watching these videos, it forced me to realize how lucky I am. It's definitely possible to go even more suicidal but if you have nothing else left, then just try this out because it can probably destroy your mindset quickly. I was in your shoes and I'm still am but I've been starting to heal a bit by looking for good copes, like spirituality. yay. here are some copes that are so generic but it's helpful and you probably know them since you've tried to look for copes. -Look for celebrities that are the same height and look up for them and you can probably resonate with them because you're the same height as him/her. (this makes me chuckle because this doesn't work most of the time) -Go onto websites that are about height struggles and you'll probably feel better since you're not alone. (this one is legit tbh) -Compare yourself to uglier people(generic as fuck xD) The only fastest practical way is to watch gruesome videos and visual yourself in their shoes and you'll either feel suicidal or realize how stupid you are about how you wasted so much time fixating over this. Good luck man. I feel your fucking pain. I developed bruxism from this mindset because of how depressing it was :(. I sometimes wonder if I'm going to break out.

@Striving for more Oh xdd I thought you wanted a model. @Gabith Thanks for giving me hope that I'll grow.. grow in height xdd Hopefully I reach 6ft by the time I'm 21 but I think my growth plates are closed :*( Seriously, I'll probably grow out of this phase but it's helpful because I can probably find a loyal GF due to my looks yay and if not, I'll still be content with my looks and no longer will it bother me yay.

@bejapuskas The purpose of looksmaxing is to have sex and manipulate girls. Ofc there will be toxic girls but who cares if you're having sex yayay.I also love toxic girls because it's funny to observe them and see how broken they are. I remember back in highschool when I was observing a 16 yr old girl once and she was acting all tough xDDDDD. It's so worth to looksmax because you'll get infinite validation and that's what most people want but nobody wants to go through the agonizing process of looksmaxing. It's like spirituality, you get the rewards after you put in the work YAY. You won't lose potential after the process because there's many girls that will want you and LOVE YOU artificially. Don't you think it's worth it? I started my looksmaxing journey when I was 17 yrs old and my rating was 4PSL(5/10 with the normie scale). Now I'm 18 yrs old and above average YAY.You should start now before you get older and just play the game like it's always been.

@Striving for more You're coping too hard. You know deep down that you're ugly as shit so you better start getting your flaws fixed before it consumes you fully. Dick size doesn't matter if you're model tier which you aren't because if you were a 6.5 then you wouldn't be obsessed over this xddd. you silly Incel xddd. Your delusion is funny xddd. Judging from your post it looks like you're 4-4.5/10 and probably have unfixable flaws like a recessed maxilla(btw, your midface structures your whole face xdd). You should stop going the BlackPill route like I did UNLESS you're actually committed to the looksmax journey. And I know you're not committed to it because most people from the incel community has a pessimistic mindset so you better stop wasting time you silly Incel xdd. There's other ways to get dates too like there's third world countries but I think you won't drop your standards because your entitled to models only xddd.

I can give you some surgery recommendation if you let me rate your face. Don't gain too much fat unless you have a boneless face then you can but if you have good bone structure then dont lose weight cuz you'll lose your attractiveness. so simple right yay.

I need to cope with my anxiety so can you recommend me some good meditation to combat this. I already know some but I don't think it works but maybe I'm doing it wrong.

@Osaid That's amazing how when ever you have thoughts that rise, it'll just consist of one thing. yay How long do you think it'll take?

What if you cut out everything but one thing? Will my mind be more motivated to do that one thing and give me more pleasure in doing that? Whenever I have involuntary thoughts, will it just consist of thoughts related to that one thing?