parizat

@Thomas Taschler they actually recommend taking the 16 personality test not more than once every six months so there is that factor too. nonetheless i have gotten various results too from intp to istp to intj to infj but the most repetitive is intp .

it has been 10 days since i was last here. i did not really get much done but i have been attending all my classes +waking up on time(mostly). the studying and everything in general gets me stressed so i have been trying to meditate for 2 or 3 minutes regularly, idk if it will actually help or not. i hurt people because of my own low self esteem ... it was fun to argue but it is dawning on me that that was a very bad thing to do. idk how i am supposed to apologize for being like this.

@mmKay what kind of development

i have never really been a good student, and in general i think i am a little boring of a person sometimes. but i realise that no one is born mastered with skills ,so i start today by trying to work on my focus by : first, testing what my current focus level is second, and then increasing the amount of time i spend on productive things gradually lastly, i intend to stop feeding my mind junk. i will be making daily logs in here btw. * wishes myself, luck or the will to do all of this *