tomasCZ

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  1. I've just come back from 10 day Vipassana retreat and it was fucking amazing. Yeah it have some religious budhist dogmas inside but the meditation technique is amazing. It definitely leads to enlightenment. You actually experience in your own skin all stuff that Leo is talking about. Its mandatory for all Leo's subscribers. I dont understand why its not propagated more. The own experience like meditation habit or courses like these skyrocket your results.
  2. Come on people its gonna be a great video! Give me reputation! :-D
  3. You have Leo's List of Top 140 Self-Help Books. What about Leo's List of Top Self-Help stuff other than books? Recommend us the best seminars/retreats/courses.
  4. All I experienced was the present moment and all my senses were much more sensitive. I realized that I'm not my thought. All my life my thoughts controlled me. Now I can BE without thoughts or without following thoughts that randomly appears and it's still me. My ego is sad and confused that it wasn't enlightenment :-) But now I know that there is more to discover and I'm taking all enlightenment thinks that you talked about seriously. Today I signed up to Vipasanna retreat.
  5. The funny thing is that I didn't want to become enlightenment. But it sometimes happen during my meditation. I pretty much ignored all Leo's videos about enlightenment. I thought it was some stupid spiritual shit. WOW!
  6. Thank you guys! Thanks for your thoughts @vizual :-) really helpful
  7. Hello Leo and Actualized.org! I changed enormously in the last year. You are giving me really deep insights into my life. Thank you Leo. In the last few weeks I got several enlightenment experiences. It was beautiful and I cried by happiness. At the same time it is scary how our reality is not what we think. My mind is now going crazy. I used to be a strictly scientific person. I have many questions. 1. Is it possible to be in that state whole day/night? 2. Now one philosophical. Why should we seek that state? Isn't it just a mental masturbation? Maybe it is our natural state, maybe not. I know I'm attached to my own thinking. I try to understand it from ego point of view. I know you said that ego is the problem, but what if it isn't? Isn't the ego part of the human being? Isn't the ego what separates us from anything else? Maybe it is component of the nature. Why it is bad to have one? Can we train our ego to be in synergy with our being? 3. In that state everything is clear, beautiful, not need anything, etc. But I (ego) want to have a girlfriend, family, passive income, travel the World, and realize my Life Purpose. Why to do anything of that? Now everything seems pretty worthless. My mind map is broken now. My mind is really crazy monkey :-) 4. Why this state ends? I can recognize "the click" and few seconds/minutes when I'm in, but not when I'm out. Maybe it is time when I start thinking again. 5. It would be interesting if you make video on different states of mind. Like unconscious, awaken, lucid dreaming, in flow, sleeping, BEING, monkey watching TV, maybe levels of consciousness, ... 6. Can you recommend me some video or book to study? Or should I rather do more meditation/introspection? I probably should watch all latest videos and videos about enlightenment. Tom
  8. Thanks for many interesting answers. Many great videos and the book looks also helpful. I'm going to test these advices in practice and see where it gets me. Thank you guys!
  9. Hello, I'm interested in a long term relationship so I go out and talk to women. I'm able to start a conversation pretty much with any girl. My problem is that after few sentences or minutes of talking I don't know what to say next. I'm able to talk only about "serious" things like carrier, etc. My friends can talk to the women about totall bullshits, make girls laught and I admire that. I don't thing that my problem is that I care too much what girls thing of me. I simply have nothing to say. I attend Toastmasters and same problem here. When it comes to the Table topics where I have to improvize 1 minute. I say one or two sentences and run out of things to say. Can you recommend me something (book, exercise, video) to train improvization/small talk skills? Does anyone have the same problem? Thank you, this is a really great forum!