So if it is the god perception, I am the only one who exists and the friends I hang out with or the women I date are only in my imagination? So the reply you sent me is only my imagination but when you say they are also god, that means I am them and I am you aswell but why I only experience my human life then? Why I don't experience your life or their life? I just imagine the other lifes? This is the question I am struggling with since I am not enlighted and it also kind of makes me almost depressed... hehehe