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@pfletcha Same.

Has anyone else here experienced something like this?

https://www.attachmentproject.com/attachment-result/?token=b6922f6e474b5353f5b8ad8647200009 Disorganized / Fearful-Avoidant

Maybe he doesn't have all the answers to it yet and is collecting insights to share a few years down the road?

Started flossing daily after this thread and have continued to do so, gums stopped bleeding pretty early on. I keep the floss by my bed so I don't forget and just do it right before I go to sleep. Cheers to better habits.

@RMQualtrough Sounds like what happened during my manic bipolar phase. I thought people were gunna shoot me. It was a very weird experience, like all the "signs" lined up. Someone did end up following me to the hospital and threatened to shoot me, there was a hostage negotiator and everything - it was like a strange premonition that ended up coming true. Like that kind of deja vu? Good to know, I don't want to make a lot of noise, we live in a nice quiet neighborhood. Thanks for the heads up.

Yes, it's very annoying. One of the reasons I journal is to get good and accurate recommendations and it used to be more reliable, but I've been in a YouTube bubble for a few weeks now, with some small signs of getting out of it. Hope for new info soon, it could be that what I'm looking for is too niche as well.

@RMQualtrough What was the deja vu like? Interesting...

@RMQualtrough I guess my question is, does it seem realer? Or more fakery?

@Ulax How does it work that we are all God, do you know???

@RMQualtrough You're awesome, thanks so much for all the advice. Jeeze, the this is, salvia sounds like my auto-immune fever dreams so I almost want to check it out. I am an artist. No artistic inspiration from it?

@RMQualtrough I have heard they don't like to be smoked but chewed and absorbed instead and white folks f*ck this up, is that for changa or just salvia?

I am a "meh" embodiment of God - where is my eternal "room", with a pack of likeminded flying wolves, traversing a snowy mountainside, only feeding on Love to keep going? And we just enjoy and live free forever? If there's a cliff, so what, we can fucking fly? I'm not embodying God perfected, my "high up; looking over" dreams remind me of more. Of who I am supposed to be. I am more. You can be less, feel free.

Younger women can fall prey unless they have a good mum and dad to tell them otherwise, and older women are savvy. The act only works for so long.

IDK, age gap can be okay in some ways IF you CARE about the person. I am in my mid 30's and like guys in their mid 40's-50's. I like age gap, it's... how to say... natural. You just have to be... guiding. If you are older. So... be kind. Be good. Be peaceful. Be present. Teacher/student type relationships are the most beneficial and normal btw....

I have experienced the bubbles, and will get back to you on this tomorrow night with a detailed responce. I have a few I need to go through; there are bubbles. It is like bubbles in carbonation. All the same soda, but with popping bubbles within.

@Gabith The thing is, she speaks to the collective on the collective level. I agree w/ what she says, but you as an individual can change your life. You're not the collective, you are an individual. But be okay with the changes on a collective level. It's like weather forecasting, not exact, just enough, and with plenty of wiggle room.

Oh well, people live, people die, what are you gunna do?

Chase money, chase bitches, chase the moon, chase whatever it doesn't matter. I love the visual of this, being pulled into an aeonic gravity force. Old enough to know better. Young enough not to give a fuck. Thats why their trying to rip off my sleeve 'Cause their sick and tired of us not giving them grief Funny how they don't practice what the preach Don’t let us hope but they’re never gonna listen to me And I got something on my mind, let me tell them again Bring out the fucking Calvary and let it commence Everyone is making money but it don't make sense Its happened once and we’ll never let it happen again We say that we're safe 'til we turn up the pressure In the end of the day we're old enough to know better We’re old enough to know better I say we're old enough to know better I say we're old enough to know better But young enough to not give a fuck! But young enough to not give a fuck! We're taking off our leash tonight We're gonna run the streets tonight

Seriously check this band out, they are a hidden gem, this song just makes my day.

Work out, this will give you a natural high. Work out for an hour a day, and this will help your brain/body recover. I'm serious, if you wanna get better then getting on an exercise regimen is your best bet. Also, eat a lot of healthy fats for a few months; your brain is made of fat. Look up which healthy fats you want to eat and add them to your diet. And antioxidants - berries - daily.

I've been meditating for about a half an hour a day for 5 months - since I got out of the hospital, to work on increasing my concentration. It is going well, initially ten minutes was very hard for me, but now I can meditate for 30 minutes without too much trouble - albeit some monkey mind for sure. Usually, I feel wrapped up in an almost dark green-like space - and just the experience of being alive, it brings awareness, intelligence into my life that I didn't imagine was possible. I'm not perfect at it though, and tend to sway a bit as I meditate and can't sit perfectly still, but I let go and naturally, with my hands clasped, it turns more into a prayer - gratitude for living, and I send loving energy to my soul group and to Kali, the Wolf - through this bhakti yoga - and just breathing becomes a sacred experience. If you're not meditating regularly, I recommend it, it really helps. Kudos to those of you meditating for hours on end, that's amazing, I wish I could do that. Maybe someday.

@Gregory1 Within God, there are many different phenomenon. It is more like a layered onion that gets closer to the source. If you have another experience like this, and feel differently about it, let me know and I can help. Because not believing in and having sovereignty over dark entities is the best option, I don't want to convince you otherwise, because you're already oriented in the right direction.

Archangel Michael works with banishing evil demons and archetypes, he is specifically one of the most powerful archetypes for this sort of work, do a bit of research on him. Brandon isn't an idiot, he knows what he's talking about with this kind of work. I've used Michael's help in the past when working with powerful dark energies that I couldn't manage on my own and keep a drawing of this angel that someone gave me close by incase I need to work with the archetype again. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_(archangel) Here's a bit on Michael in case you come across more entities. Also, viewing them as fantasies or products of your own mind is helpful, too. Both work. "Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil; May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls. Amen."

Yeah, you pretty much messed up. Should've just been light and funny, carefree and not worried about results. Move on, there are many women out therre.