Loba

I relate, but have no advice for how to fix it. You're not alone in your pain.

Yellow:83 Percent Purple:80 Percent Red:70 Percent Green:70 Percent Orange:60 Percent Blue:55 Percent I'm an instinctual, intuitive person.

I find out where my ego is and stuff, because when I'm drunk I'm not-so-great - so I take those experiences and can grow from them... but beyond that I don't see much use in it, personally. I can hardly even write when I'm drunk, so it impedes the main thing I enjoy doing. Weed is better imo.

He's probably taking a vacation. He said he takes them once or twice a year to refresh.

I have mental illness, it is hard to distinguish because the illness can mask as the same sort of awakening experience. It makes me think that if a lot of people with mental illness had someone to train them, then they would be shamans or something of the sort. A lot of people in the hospital were going through spiritual awakenings and did not know it, just like many were sick. The difference is quality of life, if you don't move forward after a period of time and your life gets worse, it is mental illness. I have an old video on the topic.

Yes it is, don't bother with it.

We are perfect, it isn't that we aren't it is that you have to notice the Godliness in those imperfections by zooming out of your current lens and then try again with seeing what you find. God works through us, even when we are acting imperfectly.

Faith is an inner knowing that you can use like a compass to direct yourself closer to truth.

I use usernames that are not serious that remind me that I can be an ass, like, I used to go by "Keyhole", but changed it because Loba fits better for where I am at. Another account is "allmasknoclass" - it's not to degrade myself - but just to remember never to get ahead of myself. I'm still an ego here, albeit a bit less... I also keep stickers on my computer that say, "fight hate" "love and light" "focus" "just keep moving" "wonderful" "don't wish for it, work for it." to remind me to work harder and practice improving my character. Zen devil is the spiritual ego, if I see it, I accept where the ego is as well - it's all just a fear of death, every manifestation of the ego. So I focus on my death and try to feel for it in the present moment. I also write a lot so that I can go back and see where I was at emotionally for grounding. And if I act like a zen devil, I look into it.

Most of it, yes. But pain is not bad, and it can be funny. It teaches you lessons and lessons can be humerous for sure.

This has been in my direct experience during awakenings and mystical experiences.

This is timestamped at the end, I wanted to share what true love looks like between compatible people. I love these guys. <3 #relationshipgoals

Rest your consciousness on your unease and get back into the moment and then view the feelings from a third person perspective and inquire. Do this until all you have to do is rest your consciousness on it and eventually those feelings will fall away.

It could be much better, I try to pretend I don't have one or won't for long.

Open your heart and feel into this song. I look at the picture and I think, "peace on earth". The mask - it's a mirror for whatever you don't know about yourself - if you know how to channel/scry. "Timeless"