randomwanderer123

They say when one conducts an experiment, his intentions already predetermine the outcome of that experiment. It could be said that when one tries to judge something objectively, his subjective intentions already predetermine the outcome of his judgement.

"Mind is like the void in which there is no confusion or evil, as when the sun wheels through it shining upon the four corners of the world. For, when the sun rises and illuminates the whole earth, the void gains not in brilliance; and, when the sun sets, the void does not darken. The phenomena of light and dark alternate with each other, but the nature of the void remains unchanged. So it is with the Mind of the Buddha and of sentient beings. If you look upon the Buddha as presenting a pure, bright or Enlightened appearance, or upon sentient beings as presenting a foul, dark or mortal-seeming appearance, these conceptions resulting from attachment to form will keep you from supreme knowledge, even after the passing of as many aeons as there are sands in the Ganges. There is only the One Mind and not a particle of anything else on which to lay hold, for this Mind is the Buddha. If you students of the Way do not awake to this Mind substance, you will overlay Mind with conceptual thought, you will seek the Buddha outside yourselves, and you will remain attached to forms, pious practices and so on, all of which are harmful and not at all the way to supreme knowledge." Relevant for you.

Salvia can be useful if combined with meditation.

His whole YouTube video is filled with these type of videos, honestly it is all very impressive and looks legit too. His meditations also deeply resonate with non-duality.

There is no distinction between tree or body, it's all one, "absorbing" energy is just another term for concentrating/moving the energy.

Sex leads to miniscule orgasms. There is no desire for physical sex if one has no blockage in his sexual center. One may achieve an unmatched strength of orgasm from nothing sexual if one's sexual center is open enough. In sex the energy moves downward which causes ejaculation, however there is another form of orgasm where the energy moves upward, not downward, then the whole body becomes briefly energized. This is all publicly known in various religions/spiritual followings that focus on the sexual energy. Sex these days is also very shallow, typically when a man and a female have proper sex, they connect energetically in a form of sexual union and become one. Either way all form of desires arise from various blockages, I am not able to do this but I believe one may not sleep and eat, and be fine as long as his energy is open in the centers related to those activities. Ideally one's energy flow reverses, from state of tension to an open channel, where a permanent state of orgasm is achieved. This is also called sukha, it's not hard to achieve with proper meditation, it's described as a warm feeling of joy present everywhere. The heart isn't the only energy place capable of experiencing joy, if you can experience joy at this moment in your heart, then surely you can radiate this joy everywhere, this is the way to open energy channels. That's just my own two cents, I am sure Hindu books are more accurate than my descriptions.

The subtle and the gross are not two, but one. There's nothing wrong with desire or lack of it, just don't over-indulge in one extreme or the other only for the sake of over-indulging.

The same way I move my arms, I don't know how I move them, yet I can do it. I can manipulate emotional energy in social settings, I can even manipulate emotional energy in my life which causes the corresponding changes everywhere else. I find cloud-busting pretty fun, I don't know why, but it always works no matter what. I've even been able to use energy control to heal my bones, zap people and kill grass(unconsciously). Sometimes I damage my energy centers with bad combinations(fire in stomach + cold feet + ejaculation = nervous system messed up). I tried controlling wind and fire, but it's hard, I am not of sufficient level yet. Only sometimes can I control wind, but not directly the way I always try, but in a weird receptive way if that makes sense. I can control energy inside my body quite well as well, it's pretty fun. For me personally, cold/electricity/reduction/yin are easier to control in my body than fire/expansion/yang. Because of this I have easy time stopping my heart, which I use to sometimes mess with doctors doing EKG on me, but it's next to impossible for me to increase my heart-rate the same way that certain situations do. A lot of these powers are very hard to control, it's like trying to not breath, the more you think of it, the harder you want to breath, yet there are spontaneous moments when breathing isn't required at all for long periods of times. So I am trying to further my experience and become better at mastering the world, I am also bored from COVID and in need of some hobbies. Obviously all of these powers and emotions are all inter-connected as everything is, so while I am able to imitate some emotions, others are proving hard to fruit to reality. So what are some fun ways/methods that you personally use to manipulate energy when you're bored/in practice? I want ideally some form of challenge involving less gross energies, something outside of my body, but at the same time something that isn't too hard to do and would be a possible task for me to intuitively learn. Some examples of powers I would consider too high level for me: Producing light, levitation, moving heavy objects, manipulating RNG numbers. In general I notice I am able to manipulate air well, creating weak gushes of hot/cold air. Thanks for reading this in advance.