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No, just clearing and new to this forum.

@Shunyata I invite all to question me. That is fine and necessary. I am not saying I am above all but is not about me. I am saying that this guru has made go of red bulbs in me and I reflected on this. I came up with what I said in my entering thread. You can search for an agenda from my side. But what sense does it make? I am not looking for followers not any acknowledgments. It is from my heart to those who might benefit from my experience and reflection. I experienced abuse of this kind and I became suicidal because of what happened. I hope my message helps those who might me suscetible to such kind of manipulation. I also want to prevent people bying into fearful images. thats it.

hey everyone ok, on the premise I am dreaming I am taking action within my dream. I googled "Shunyamurt Robert Shubow sociopath" and landed in this thread. Just a couple of days ago I encountered my first video of him. Intereressting I thought (although I had to run the video at 1,5x speed) The content was intriguing, even soothing but something about him quite disturbing. I continued to watch some videos and the last I watched opened my eyes (well, I assume). So he talked about Apocalypse. It is my believe that in no way a loving being would put out such prophecies out there. I have had encounters with Narcissist and sociopaths in my past. And I recognize one common thread here. They have a compelling characteristic that draws you in. This can be, intellligence knowledge, seemingly loving behaviour, seemingly compassionate behaviour (and words) , also they use whatever they need to trick your ego (-admiration, love, confirmation, support etc.) to design a loving picture of them selves. They display a performance of knowledge and love. Now you are trapped and give them authority. But if you want withdraw again the authority they will wrong you. They silently or outspokenly manipulate you implanting feat or even worse destroying your connection to yourself and believe in yourself. They can use socio-psychological dynamic to support their manipulatiion. Trying to make you believe that you are now lost, evil or doomed. I am not saying at all that they are doing it consciously. It could be though. But it is enough dangerous if it is unconsciously done. Sociopaths are often very intelligent and this doublebind of seemingly aligned teaching with seemlingy loving promising message and on the other hand pure unconscious egoic manipulation makes it extremely difficult to step back and see the whole picture. The believe in yourself and inner voice is deeply challenged. These rising challenges are best circumstances for such sociopaths. They use the fears to gather their followers. I am writhing this, so that you may consider this message if you feel something off with this type of gurus. I never had any issues of this kind with Eckhart Tolle , Sadghuru, Byron Katie, Joe DIspenza , and many many others. I am not here to try to tell the truth. I cannot . I am in the dream. But I feel in charge to write this warning. if you have doubts then here is my message to consider. Learn about the subtle ways sociopaths and narcissist use their skills to cover their ego and to take away your inbuilt power and intuition. Intelligence, knowlegde and loving words do not equal real love. I had to learn the hard way. But I now listen clearly to my inner voice.