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Dear Mr. Jim Well, I am incredibly astonished, amazed, surprised, impressed, and sorry for everything you have been through. You are a true warrior of ambition, a man of passion and balls of steel. First, let's talk about the man who poisons dogs. Call the cops, man. That guy should get fucked himself! You nor your neighbors should not have to worry about some madman poisoning the neighborhood pets. That's despicable, that is! I wouldn't take matters into your own hands since that could end in a poisonous doom. As for Japan, it does seem like you are HELL-bent on going there; and if that's really true, I am sure you will find a way. There has to be a way. As per the dark voodoo nonsense, black magic, hocus-pocus shmagiggy shtuff — look at this way: Circumstance is the Enemy of your goals, ambitions, and desires. But not in such a way where Circumstance is an Evil Entity out to get you, a dark energy deliberately sabotaging your efforts, or whatever else you might imagine as that which is pitted against you, committed to shitting on your day. No such thing is true! In fact, blaming some dark energy sauce whatever is just going to make shit worse, for the worse. Not better. Better be more inventive and find different way to get Japan, and do it cool, calm, and collected like ninja. Also, take care of the man who poisons dogs first. Gotta get your shit in order 1st Priority = Safety 2nd Priority = Get to Japan THEN the real problems will begin! In all seriousness (of which there is none), I am incredibly sorry for what you have been through and extend any compassion in my heart to you, Mr. Jim Peace, Love, and Mighty Wherewithal!

Just sit & relax Like after you just milked the cows, tended to the livestock, brought wood up the mountain for tonight's fire... whatever What do you do? All tired and shit... YOU SIT ON THE COUCH! (Plump!) "Goddamn, that feels NICCEEE!" No method or reason is involved here. You sit and then you relax. Doing the same thing intentionally can be called meditation, minus the TV, popcorn, beer, youtube video, etc. The goal of meditation is not to try to achieve a certain state. You are not aiming for a cessation of anything. Try as you might, you will castrate yourself further. So, just sit. Do not follow a method. Thoughts will arise, and you will let go. Detached. Calm, present, awareness. I say this: unless you have a specific goal such as having set out to complete a retreat, if your meditation session becomes uncomfortable, unbearable, or otherwise a burden, stop it, change your position, of fuck off and do something else Meditation is the antithesis of Masochism It is just selfless enjoyment — ahhh, doesn't it feel nice to be Alive...!

I just watched a relevant interview/dialouge between Sadhguru and some hardnosed scientist. Will link it here. But I never realized how deep this problem goes. The scientists guy in the video was so obviously entrenched in a clever belief system with pre-made tactics to defend and justify himself in circles. Astounding. And with such arrogance, he comes across as quite retarted — flailing at windmills, if you will And when you listen to this scientists dude speak about the brain as the source of consciousness and all this shit, you feel the anxious, rushing energy behind his words, and it all sounds like zombie drivel — the ramblings of a true epistemic scoundrel Versus when Sadhguru speaks it is clear, calming, etc. No fluff. Man knows what he's talking about (even tho that's nothing) Anyways, just wanted to post this here to provide another example of this epistemic poverty, this epistemilpgical bankruptcy, and the "flailing at windmills" dynamic that keeps these gears churning in motion. https://youtu.be/pCGDQPZYmQM?si=K9W9i_nOeLuG6Q9K

I have always intuited that Sanity & Sobriety are connected for what it's worth. I mean both with capital "S," so you can be Sober and still use whatever substance whatever time and be Sane but have a mind most would consider insane Both of the words seem to be pointing to, ultimately, the same thing: God, Oneness, Clarity, Realized Mind, or whatever This sanity business is definitely not some obscure domain or facet of consciousness divorced from the Whole Bastard Himself.

@Natasha Tori Maru Your proof is sexy. I think it looks nice. Just like a dancing apparition! Mmmmm, show me your moves, baby! But, still, it does not hold muster against the Great Girth of God's Mighty IllusionPlower! And so, just like the snowplower (will attach picture to be sure), so God is tilling the fields night and day, ridding them of the proofs of concept that actually stand in the way of getting closer to.... TO WHAT? Didn't Leo just make a video about this?! Still don't get it!?

@Natasha Tori Maru I can disprove your entire argument easily. Watch this: Close your eyes, take a deep breath in, and slowly open your eyes as you exhale (blow out the candle), and watch as your "argument" (or whatever) disintegrates into nothing, just as the shit disappears from the bowl of the toilet once you flush it, and reveals that You have no argument Case closed.

@Natasha Tori Maru Что? Are we doing mathematics now? In that case, I have a theorem: Feelings = emotions = some more shit that you have thought of and GOD IS STILL WAITING FOR YOU...

It's just that feelings and emotions are not Truth. They are transient. They pass. Reminds me of this quote: "Nothing is more short-lived than the erection; like the crocus of Spring, it is there for a moment, then it is gone." — William Irwin Thompson

Dear Fabled Folk of Actualized.Org You are all Lovely, Beautiful Women and Strong, Masculine Men. Now Get Over Your Identities and Let's Get to The Fucking!

I think the truth is that I Am a Child I am a Fool I am a Blabbering Mouth, just like the WaterFall Insert waterfall gif

Everyday, every moment, I am uncovering the remnants of yet more shit that I unwittingly believed. We ARE dealing with an infinite jungle of self-deception... One of the hurdles to my enlightenment that I believe to have recently overcome is that I am more enlightened and awake than, in the very least, most other people, but soon thereafter it dawned on me that I was dreaming all of "you" up in my imaginary imagination, and so: ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST! Just pondering the qualificatory enterprise of delineating tiers and levels and categories of awakeness/enlightenment, I realized that it just might be the case that Leo Gura is not more enlightened than that fucking dickhead at the gym yesterday that was blabbering about some utter bullshit... Nor am I more mature or intelligent than Donald Trump or the majority of humans otherwise who seem to be full of hatred, delusion, and more. So, I would like y'alls input on this. I know you wonderful folk of Actualized.org do not really exist but, somehow, at a certain point, anyways, refreshing my page lends to the comments of avatars that I DID NOT CREATE (but of course I did), so anyways before this gets out of hand and turns into a "I did not say what I just said" kind of game, I will, indeed, shut the fuck up.

Careful as Ever! Salute, Cheers, Namaste, HALLELUJAH!

Sidenote: I am bubbling with Love, Gratitude, and Sweet, Joyous Tears of Positivity for, specifically, the wonderful community of this forum (that is, to be sure, Actualized.org). All of you people don't exist, obviously, so this is a message made JUST FOR THE ONE READING THESE VERY WORDS: I love you, I really do. Thank you for everything you have done. You have done enough!

Lol this guy is fucking nuts I wonder how he treats women with such an attitude...

@Yimpa yes, Papi, ground me on the groundless ground!

@Will1125 you have a wild sense of humor, my friend. Or is that an INFINITE SENSE OF HUMOR?? Чтоооооо... Either way, it is Good. That is, of course, until it gets bad... but even when it's bad, it's still pretty good. But even that depends on perspective. But perspectibe is no good. Maybe it depends on WHICH perspective you're looking at "it" from?? What IS "it" ANYWAYS?? What are we dealing with here... it seems to be like a monkey, a candlelight, and a supernova of sperm all at once...

Yes, bro, I agree with everything you said... Or Not!! Either way, it's all good, man... For even if it sucks balls, they're damn tasty...

April Fools is itself the joke: behold, the Biggest April Fools you never saw coming.... And, just like that, all of humanity awoke from their dream at once. April Fools!

@BlueOak Man, I hate to see this happen to you! You are going in circles again! Why do you want a formula? Why do you want to "understand reality" WHEN IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?? Drop the Shtick. I know you're playing a game. You know you're playing a game. This has nothing to do with the supposed capacity to generate whatever emotions YOU PLEASE. Don't you see how viciously selfish this is? Drop all pretenses at once, Be Still, and KNOW THAT I AM GOD. I am serious: this is more than anyone could ever ask for. This is the end of your suffering, and just the beginning, the very fucking tip of the iceberg, of what lies beyond....

I am calling on the Blasphemous Bluff

@Husseinisdoingfine funny you mention it I had just come across a rusty copy on a shelf After some perusing, I concluded that Stephen Hawking did not have a fucking clue what he was talking about...

Some youtuber named SoLluminati Didn't take me long to realize he was just a conspiracy theorist with a dooRag Leo came along and helped me understand that God transcends government-implanted consciousness-reducing fluoride, the classic elite kabal of Jewish Pedophiles, and whatever other crackpot theory I wanted to buy into to release the illusory burden of INFINITE LOVE

Could be a wound or trauma Do you need to be told "I love you?" I LOVE YOU! Seriously, I do. You might be thinking, who the fuck are you, man? You know nothing about me, how could you love me? And if you believe that The source of your problem has been revealed

@BlueOak yes, man, you have lost yourself in a rabbit's ass! I mean hole... Close your eyes, take a deep breath, open them, and see that you ARE (literally ARE - I AM NOT JOKING!!) everything you could ever want + and then some...