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It's just that feelings and emotions are not Truth. They are transient. They pass. Reminds me of this quote: "Nothing is more short-lived than the erection; like the crocus of Spring, it is there for a moment, then it is gone." — William Irwin Thompson

Dear Fabled Folk of Actualized.Org You are all Lovely, Beautiful Women and Strong, Masculine Men. Now Get Over Your Identities and Let's Get to The Fucking!

I think the truth is that I Am a Child I am a Fool I am a Blabbering Mouth, just like the WaterFall Insert waterfall gif

Everyday, every moment, I am uncovering the remnants of yet more shit that I unwittingly believed. We ARE dealing with an infinite jungle of self-deception... One of the hurdles to my enlightenment that I believe to have recently overcome is that I am more enlightened and awake than, in the very least, most other people, but soon thereafter it dawned on me that I was dreaming all of "you" up in my imaginary imagination, and so: ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST! Just pondering the qualificatory enterprise of delineating tiers and levels and categories of awakeness/enlightenment, I realized that it just might be the case that Leo Gura is not more enlightened than that fucking dickhead at the gym yesterday that was blabbering about some utter bullshit... Nor am I more mature or intelligent than Donald Trump or the majority of humans otherwise who seem to be full of hatred, delusion, and more. So, I would like y'alls input on this. I know you wonderful folk of Actualized.org do not really exist but, somehow, at a certain point, anyways, refreshing my page lends to the comments of avatars that I DID NOT CREATE (but of course I did), so anyways before this gets out of hand and turns into a "I did not say what I just said" kind of game, I will, indeed, shut the fuck up.

Careful as Ever! Salute, Cheers, Namaste, HALLELUJAH!

Sidenote: I am bubbling with Love, Gratitude, and Sweet, Joyous Tears of Positivity for, specifically, the wonderful community of this forum (that is, to be sure, Actualized.org). All of you people don't exist, obviously, so this is a message made JUST FOR THE ONE READING THESE VERY WORDS: I love you, I really do. Thank you for everything you have done. You have done enough!

Lol this guy is fucking nuts I wonder how he treats women with such an attitude...

@Yimpa yes, Papi, ground me on the groundless ground!

@Will1125 you have a wild sense of humor, my friend. Or is that an INFINITE SENSE OF HUMOR?? Чтоооооо... Either way, it is Good. That is, of course, until it gets bad... but even when it's bad, it's still pretty good. But even that depends on perspective. But perspectibe is no good. Maybe it depends on WHICH perspective you're looking at "it" from?? What IS "it" ANYWAYS?? What are we dealing with here... it seems to be like a monkey, a candlelight, and a supernova of sperm all at once...

Yes, bro, I agree with everything you said... Or Not!! Either way, it's all good, man... For even if it sucks balls, they're damn tasty...

April Fools is itself the joke: behold, the Biggest April Fools you never saw coming.... And, just like that, all of humanity awoke from their dream at once. April Fools!

@BlueOak Man, I hate to see this happen to you! You are going in circles again! Why do you want a formula? Why do you want to "understand reality" WHEN IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?? Drop the Shtick. I know you're playing a game. You know you're playing a game. This has nothing to do with the supposed capacity to generate whatever emotions YOU PLEASE. Don't you see how viciously selfish this is? Drop all pretenses at once, Be Still, and KNOW THAT I AM GOD. I am serious: this is more than anyone could ever ask for. This is the end of your suffering, and just the beginning, the very fucking tip of the iceberg, of what lies beyond....

I am calling on the Blasphemous Bluff

@Husseinisdoingfine funny you mention it I had just come across a rusty copy on a shelf After some perusing, I concluded that Stephen Hawking did not have a fucking clue what he was talking about...

Some youtuber named SoLluminati Didn't take me long to realize he was just a conspiracy theorist with a dooRag Leo came along and helped me understand that God transcends government-implanted consciousness-reducing fluoride, the classic elite kabal of Jewish Pedophiles, and whatever other crackpot theory I wanted to buy into to release the illusory burden of INFINITE LOVE

Could be a wound or trauma Do you need to be told "I love you?" I LOVE YOU! Seriously, I do. You might be thinking, who the fuck are you, man? You know nothing about me, how could you love me? And if you believe that The source of your problem has been revealed

@BlueOak yes, man, you have lost yourself in a rabbit's ass! I mean hole... Close your eyes, take a deep breath, open them, and see that you ARE (literally ARE - I AM NOT JOKING!!) everything you could ever want + and then some...

I have for many years entertained the possibility that "Consciousness Work" can be deliberately used for bad and evil. I mean it in this sense: if someone were to really "grab hold" of the principles that constitute "Consciousness Work," as it were, could he not consciously, deliberately weaponize his understanding of fundamental dynamics and mechanics of human psychology and nature against humanity for purely selfish purposes? He could lie, cheat, steal, operate a cult, stage a genocide, manipulate masses, on a more sophisticated and effective scale than could his normal, delusional counterparts. I gave this idea some thought, and then some more, and now I think about it quite differently. First of all, if Consciousness Work is defined however it is in addition to the ideal of being a good, morally uprighteous human, then fuck it, go to sleep. My idea doesn't matter (as if it did, anyways). In that case, the answer is, in an awfully simplistic notion, "no, one cannot weaponize consciousness work for evil; if they did, it would not be consciousness work." But if Reality has the Quality of Infinite Tolerance, Does that not mean that One "Can" Use his/her/its capabilities to do whatever the fuck it pleases, without exception, necessity for redemption, or any objective status of "having done something wrong" to anyone else or even to oneself, at all? And I know I have watched the Radical Implications of Oneness and I thought I understood, but perhaps I never deconstructed any lingering sense of rigid, objective morality in my mind... Could It Really BE that Reality Is, by virtue of its Quality of Infinite Tolerance, Absolutely Indifferent to Your Personal Decision to rape, murder, abuse, steal, hurt, pillage, self-delude, engage in falsehood, devilry, egomania, etc. CONSCIOUSLY??

That place which I have now just stumbled upon...

Nothing is itself by neccesary virtue of it not BEING anything that It is Not — and So it is Only Itself, For How could it be different when IT HAS NO ALTERNATIVES!!

@Someone here Both are imaginary...

@Princess Arabia I never said I understood! I do know that I FEEL grateful for YOU And, yes, indeed something clicked when I read your words, "no one's at the driver seat." But, of course, presumably just like you, I have no idea WHAT clicked or WHERE the clicking occurred...

@Breakingthewall And what's beyond that?? Obviously anyone's Claim of what the Unthinkable Reality Before Us really is will degrade into a thought from which you can contrast your own thought(s) which subsequently lead to argument, confusion, and the dimming of the Pure Light of Consciousness.

@Princess Arabia wow! I did not expect such a profound, elegant answer! The more I get along with "this work," the bigger it gets In all ways....

More practically, the question I am asking is this. What defines the relationship between "Evil" and torturing a four year old girl with blonde pigtails, a rainbow sundress, and a golden binkie, raping her, and feeding her to your (obviously stolen) dogs? What? Who makes that Evil?