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LSD is my problem child. It is my favorite substance. In case you were interested in my perspective, LSD can act/feel like a large number of different substances -- from sedatives to stimulants, dissociatives and even depressants. The experience of LSD is malleable to a greater extent than other substances. God knows why. Or maybe the chemist next door does. Either way, I sometimes feel a desire to venerate the substance while muttering hymns to myself. lol. What a Godly Substance

@gengar @Terell Kirby It is no mistake... If your questions aren't answered in the 1st 12 seconds of this video, then it might be your destiny to remained lost in questioning, wondering why the focus of your attention is whether or not omniscience is absolute instead of brainstorming ways to uplift your fellow humans, invent a wheelchair with an inbuilt taint-tickler, or defy the laws of gravity to reach an unknown planet -- that even scientists haven't discovered -- at a speed faster than that of light. Paradox is, in its essence, a word that most perfectly answers your questions. But it's not the answer you were looking for. LoL

I want to write this. I Have been experiencing SOMETHING INCREDIBLE in the domain of interpersonal relations with WHOEVER you find yourself communicating with. Be that a peer or a boss, a parent or child, a sophist or philospher, YOU ARE responsible For Projecting That Image onto them. So, my point in this communication is simple: Be Wary of the sneaky tactics trying to convince other people of your TomFoolery while in the throes of trying to get a point across. THis is where infinite compassion comes into play, and you can dance with it in a symphony of giggling uncertainy, cosmic jokes, and Godly Levels of Paradoxical Nuance that, Ultimtely & Finally, Only YOU will be able to fully enjoy, bask & marvel & revel in, gawk at for eternity, since it is the very BEING THAT YOU ARE.........

@Natasha Tori Maru But what do you mean by Feeling? Is it distinct from anything else? Even "Feeling Itself" can be subdivided into physical feeling (i.e., feeling a rock, a tit, a tree) and mental-emotional feeling (which, if not Painfully Obvious to you at this Point in Time, is best not existing at all). And if Feeling does exist, in your estimation, how would one go about DESCRIBING IT? Would you then begin labeling and categorizing it in the pursuit of UNDERSTANDING? If you do that, QUITE COUNTERINTUITIVELY, it will take you farther away from Feeling, into the realms of abstract reasoning and murky mental ejaculate.

You can talk with Jesus right now if you wish. But you must watch Leo's video on Understanding Recontextualization first. Only then will the gateways of communication with Jesus Christ open with full transparency. I was just speaking with an old friend who punched me in the face and stole my playstation a while back. He said he found Jesus by going to church weekly, getting high on the weekends, and jerking off with a cumstained rag. At the end of the day, in this day-n-age, the only thing you can say is just this: To Eaxh Xis Own — (get it, lol, out of respect 4 pronouns????)

Duality is quite obvious. But nonduality is even more obvious. It is so powerfully obvious that it shatters the illusion of Duality. Ta-Daaaa!!! lol

A cigarette usually does the trick for me

I myself went through a full-blown existential crisis over the dilemma of whether or not I should kill flies, specifically with my favorite pink swatter. I ultimately realized that a sick part of the fly's soul has a fetish for this kind of spanking, so thereby rationalized to myself that I am killing these flies in the name of God, but I cleverly rewrote it as "Jesus Christ" so as to avoid committing blasphemy.

You look like a fun dude to drink a beer with Or go to the Spa or something lol

@Sugarcoat yeah, I do, I guess, lol I should be more grateful

Dear Sweet Pork Fat of Consciousness This is the boundless echoing insanity of the height of frivolity at nothing at that. This is the great wonder of creation, isn't it? I hope you are here for the enjoying, because otherwise my sadness will kill you in the next lifetime.

Someone Here, Yes, that is true. Good point! I Would Argue that your Achilles Heel is (obviously Achille's Heel) the ever-Growing Attachment That You Have to this forum. Reading comments like these reinforces your mind-ideology that we are on this forum listening to what you have to say OH, mr. Liberation, can't I get a PIECE OF THAT? LOl, I am shitting my pants InSide AND Out. This is a love story of paradigm-shifting incredulousness. I love you. Take that, geezer! LOl, we literally haven't yet seen the pepporoni of the Pie. Not yet have we come face to face with the Spoon of the Drawer, nor the Jack or the Knife or the Spade of Infinite Sexual Appeal

Namascar Everyone, A timely response is appreciated. In about 2 hours, I will eat abt 3 grams of shrooms. I have no clue how much I really have nor what the strain is. Unfortunately, I cannot grind it to a powder. Now, I have taken shrooms twice before, and eating the sonsOfBitches has always been the most difficult part. This batch here is PARTICULARLY stinky. So I thought I would break them up and swallow them with water. Otherwise, if I chew them, there is a high chance I will barf them up. That would be a waste of money. Is this is a viable solution? Also, would it be against forum guidelines to post a pic of my shroomies so y'all could perhaps identify the strain and or eyeball how many grams I got on my hands? Thank you, and I will see You on the Other Side Cheers!

I'm going for it. I plan on posting a trip report later on

Your words are touching. No comment (Other than to say that your trips moving in the direction of something quite mysterious and foreign, no longer fitting into the frame of "God-realization" or some such, signifies that God-Realization might have only existed as an elaborare concept & nothing more. See it this way: Leo, in his brilliance, coined the term (or not) "GOD-REALIZATION" to explain THIS! BUT "THIS" CANNOT BE EXPLAINED ABSOLUTELY! WE ARE ALL INCREDULOUS! CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT! IT IS MAGNIFICENT AMEN HALLELUJAH)

When I read "Mahasamadhi," @Eskilon I spat out my fucking tea. That is the best response to this question, laughing off my ass

What Salvijus said: Grace All techniques are distractions from what they aim to inspire. If you want to be spiritual, go have a beer. If you want to understand reality, go have a beer. If you are looking for God, go have a beer. But if what you want is truly, actually, really Nothing At All, You Have Come to the Right Place

Not sure if I made this clear, but chewing and eating them in a traditional fashion is such a scary prospect. I imagine barfing that shit up. God, shrooms taste bad. Also, I ate pizza at 8. Now it is 11. I plan on popping at 1. Should I wait longer? Any other advice, tips, techniques, or reccomendations of shit 2 do during the trip itself would be goddamn appreciated, thank you very much :))))

I thought Leo's response was incredibly nuanced. It is profound

@Schizophonia 1) This point, I can get behind, especially if porn is being used to escape the realities of life (whatever the f***** that means..) 2) The key word is potentially. What is the "right View" of sexuality? Surely this concept must exist in your mind, since you are talking about the possibility of it being disrupted. What is being disrupted: what is the healthy, right View of sexuality? 3) But so does fkn everything in this universe...! WHy single out Pornography? The enrichment of the self-concept is so pervasive. If you were to label it as bad and unhealthy, even going to a cave as a monk would not save you. Everything you do is that! (not my intention to start a debate, just curious bc porn seems to be particularly controversial issue here)

I am just now coming to grips with how habituated my mind is. My responses to any given situation are robotic. My language is predictable. I am like a computer code of hippie spiritualism mixed with bits of cleverly disguised garbage that I have accumulated throughout my life. Much as one gets attracted to a crush in a way that seems outside of his control, so I have been seduced by fantasies that arouse my desire for creating a personality worthy of your praise. I want to be shown by other people just how cool and radiant I am. In every sentence I speak, if you listen carefully, you can see that I just want to be loved.

@Schizophonia @Natasha Tori Maru I am curious. Why do you think porn is bad for mental health? Are there any studies or experiences that found this claim? I am asking as an avid porn conneseiur considering changing my habits — if you tell me why I should

I do not feel a desire to speak any more, at least on this thread. I love you all so much, so it hurts me to tell you this: SHUT THE FUCK UP! I cannot bear to hear your responses. The reciprocation of this love is so profound. I am melting into insanity.

yes, what princess says is kinda sorta fucking true... Jesus Christ!

This makes me feel a sort of melancholy, but me saying that is the height of said habituation. And of course the labeling of the condition as such is the very condition of which I speak. Is there a way out of this? Is there a way to be so creative and spontaneous that you are not bound by your conditioning? Or am I doomed to keep speaking in circles, turning to that which already exists inside my mind since there is nothing else to reference?