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Since I experienced God-Realization and Solipsism recently (after years of practices) I feel compelled to comment. While watching Leo´s God-Realization episode, while being Extremely conscious, the video led me to have the Insight that I am creating my own experience/creating my own, separate life at all times. There was a period of about 5 – 10 minutes (in human time) where I was in complete God-Mode. I experienced myself as the Creator of my own Illusion. I was completely and absolutely Alone there, and I knew it will be that way forever since there is nowhere to go. Everything I experience is myself and there is no way to escape that fact. There was an intuition that I am immortal and alone forever. As soon as I understood that, there was a strong desire to have the Illusion of separation and “otherness/other minds” back, because why not? It´s not that God-Mode is better than human-mode per se. It´s more fun playing with the idea that other humans and animals, other minds exist. Just play with it (other minds) and don´t take it too seriously. There is a reason an all powerful, all intelligent Being/God designed human life the way that it is. Trust that. After continuing watching Leo´s God-Realization episode I recognized this intelligence of the Beauty of Separation in Leo as well, because after explaining what God really is he continues to willingly/consciously spin more of the Illusion by adding more and more content about God, which creates further separation from God-Mode and tricks you back into the Game of Life. So experiencing true Solipsism is very shocking, but not as bad as you think. After all, the outside Reality/world is business as usual. Nothing really changed and you can live life as usual, connect with your friends, lovers, family and people on this forum still authentically. Note: I am aware that self-deception is still and always possible. I am always open to being wrong, not-knowing stuff and upgrading my understanding in the future. Edit: To be precise I switched into and again out of God-Mode/Absolute Solipsism repeatedly over a period of about 3 - 4 hours on that day.

@Leo Gura Haha that song made me laugh ...

I realized that human reality is like an infinate scroll function. It´s like with all social media scroll functions but for all of our lives. Wherever you look, whatever youtube comment section you open, new form appears. It all fits together seamlessly and intelligently. We have the "free" choice to go down whatever rabbithole we want each new day. Very elegant design.

I´m here to inform you about this after the last couple days of turning inwards. Yesterday I watched “An Advanced Explanation of God-Realization” and afterwards “Reading A Poetic Description of God-Consciousness”, while being fully conscious. I finally took ownership of creating the whole Universe. I created my Mum, my Mum did not create me. I created my life, with all it´s struggles, to give it meaning. It would not be worth anything without the struggle. I created danger in my life, to always put me on edge. I created my bank account. I created Leo. I created the Actualized videos. I created a place called “Las Vegas” where he lives, which is a place “far away from me”. I created Porn. I feel no shame in smelling my cum. I created this computer screen. I created all pieces of music ever written. My favorite musicians never even existed. Music is playing directly in my Mind. There never were ears. It´s all an illusion to put me to sleep. I created Everything and everyone. There is nothing outside of me. Being in God-Mode is not as fun as you think. I actually want the Illusion. This way it´s interesting and Beautiful. All the people I see in life and on the internet are God cosplaying as humans, utterly lost in the drama of life. Completely forgotten that they are God. What a profound Trick. Let´s see where the Drama of life is going to lead. Or if it will soon be the End. There is a Tandem-Skydive booked for me in about a month. I think I will jump. Wish me luck. Let´s see if I can Trust Myself. Be careful out there!

@Razard86 Yeah, interesting twist. It´s a tandem-creation. Like chicken and egg. There is no chicken without the egg and vice versa.

@SOUL Haha thats how it works

@OBEler Very high amounts of LSD and Ketamine are interesting to think about.

@Inliytened1 I had my ego death and existential crisis already on 21. and 22.03.2025 If you check my previous post from that time. This was my first big Awakening where i surrendered the human ego. Now recently I had my God-Realizazion and i surrendered almost all attachments that I had. I don´t claim to be done, but there is a distinct difference in how i relate to Reality now after this experience. Next attachment I got to tackle is my fear of Death.

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@Inliytened1 I did not achieve this sober. I can tell you this much!

@James123 Thank you.

@r0ckyreed Read between the lines. I am well experienced with liquified consciousness.

@OBEler No it was, and still is on a Being level. I am the computer. I am my hands. I am the videos. I am the text on the screen. The videos are a symphony playing in my Mind. There is no brain thinking and trying to comprehend these things. The answers, the Truth reveals itself to you and there is a distinct shift in how you relate to the outside world and how you feel in general. My brainfog lifted. I feel hyper-clear. I also stopped smoking/vaping dank permanently, it´s been a couple weeks since then. My breath is finally fully clean for the first time since 14 years old.

@Leo Gura I heard someone once talk about repeatedly exposing themselves to very high amounts of Acid and dabbling with high amounts of Ketamine at the same time, while being in solitary confinement for about a week being a good technique. But I´m not gonna admit that publicly. I like to sit on my balcony and watch the beautiful sky and clouds, meditate, listen to my favorite music, Actualized videos, and do some mild, chill home workouts/Yoga/stretching of the body.

I will try to keep this short. So I found Actualized.org when I was 17. Next week I turn 26 years old. So what happened: I was and still am doing a withdrawal from an on/off addiction that I had over the last like 6 years. To ease the withdrawal symptoms and to make the process more enjoyable, I decided to take something which expands consciousness and watch some good old Leo videos. Then it happened, more and more becoming conscious of whats really going on here, waking up to what is True. I had glimpses of Awakening before, over the years. This time it was different. This time it is permanent. I am now in this Awake state more or less all the time, also in my dayly human life. How do I feel now? My identity has shifted. I identify now as the whole Universe, all of Existance, the whole consciousness bubble that is happening in front of me and even more than that. My body is this consciousness bubble. The human body is just a part of it. When I was cleaning my apartment recently, I was actually cleaning myself, like taking a shower. Beyond that I feel like I also even am the things that I am not conscious of right now. I feel like behind this consciousness bubble, behind my back and behind my head so to speak, there is Infinity. From this new found state of Awareness I started to rewatch dozens of Leo´s most deep videos about Awakening and spirituality. Now everything makes sense. I now have the ears to listen and the Awareness to see. In the past I was watching Actualized videos, but I did not quite understand the whole message. How could I after all understand therse teachings from my asleep state that I was in all my life? Now everything makes sense. Yesterday I was brought to tears of Love as Leo explained in one video the concept of the Love-Simulator and the fact that Death is an illusion. Death will be me bocoming completely Selfless and Infinite. This is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel so mature. It is the perfect timing. I feel newborn, a new life just started. I got my survival needs handled over the last like 10 years, quite the journey. Soon I will finish my graduate degree as an engineer here in Europe and I also developed skills in music production over the years. There is a profound desire now to be a force of Balance in the universe. It has become effortless to take care of my physical human body, to not engage in human manipulation techniques and so on. I had my first conversation with my open minded friends about what has happened to me, it is quite entertaining and quite the challenge as you can imagine to explain this to people who are still asleep. I definately need to develope the nuance over time of explaining this to others and guiding them, if they want to be guided. Anyways I think that sums it up quite nicely for now. So Leo Avatar, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your teachings and guidance! This is just the beginning! Without you my human Avatar here might have never Awoken or it would have been taking many more decades. The manifestation of this YouTube channel shortcuted the process significantly. It is so enjoyable and entertaining now to watch Leo´s videos They are very helpful. Deriving these insights from scratch would take this Avatar many years, but listening to the insights in videoformat speeds up the process a lot. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! I will now bathe some more in my new found Ecstasy

So i took 150 ug lsd and at the peak of the experience, about 4 hours into the trip I did the shamanic breathing technique outlined in Leo´s video. I practiced the breathing technique for about 40 minutes. What happened? After about 5 minutes, you start to notice the effects of the breathing. Your body actually feels very comfortable during the whole process. What shocked me was, during the 40 minutes I became exactly clear about Everything in my life. I was perfectly clear about everything I need to do in my life to live up to my potential. Everything I was confused about before, made perfect sense to me now. There was a strong feeling of Love there. Also I realised I have the power in me, to be the best version of myself, for myself and for the world. I can do it! Let´s do it! Thats what it feels like. After the 40 minutes breathing, I sat up and begun crying. It was a very purging kind of crying but at the same time it was the crying that you get, when you realise, how Beautiful reality is. I felt very strong in this moment. I was totally surprised by the fact that this turned into such an intense experience, but I loved it. I felt kind of "high" from the breathing even 15 minutes after it was over. If you are interested, I recommend you try taking a psych and doing some shamanic breathing. I really am shocked by the results. This was an incredible experience.

Of course there are strong physiological effects when you do this. If you have any preexisting conditions that put you at risk for a heart attack or something then you should not do it. But for me it felt very safe the whole time. The physiological effects were equally as strong as when you do the breathing sober. A healthy person should have no issue, but I´m not a doctor so idk. The body sensations were a bit numbing but overall it was very comfortable. I think that 20 - 25 minutes of breathing would also be enough to achieve the desired effect I talked about.

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Type into google MaxTornow.com There is a free video about the thing you might be looking for. Yes, it is a sales video but I think this guy is at least legit. Maybe it´s helpful. Btw I personally don´t care about this coaching thing at all and have no experience with it. This guy just came to mind.

So I had a few experinces with Changa (NN-DMT) lately. It´s such a fascinating psychedelic. One thing I learned is to always give yourself enough time to relax and be calm before you take any psychedelic. When it comes to smoke changa that usually takes 60 minutes before I go into the experience. First I prepare the room, select the right music if I feel like it tripping to music, and get the bong ready with the changa. Then I sit in silence and meditate for like 40 minutes. During this I practice some deep, relaxing breathing, also I get up and strech my body from time to time. Only when I feel very relaxed and focused will I get up and hit the bong. For me, there will always be a little bit of fear left but at some point when I feel ready for the experience there is no going back and I beginn lighting the bong. I use the technique of hitting the whole dose with one hit. I empty my lungs completely and inhale everything in the bong at once. Usually my doses are about 140 mg of changa with 30 % DMT content, so about 42 mg DMT. After inhaling I lay on my bed, open up my body, arms open beside my head, and I hold my breath for at least 30 seconds. So what happens in the trips? Visual phenomena: After I close my eyes there is always this room or tunnel that forms. In it there are fast moving patterns, almost shaped like arms or snakes, changing colour quickly. The patterns move so quickly and fluently you almost can´t believe it. In the middle of this tunnel is pretty much always this head shaped being. It always catches my attention and comes closer during the trip. This being seems to be aware of me. As the trip progresses it almost feels like this geometric weird ball shaped being or entity tries to "eat" me. But it is not scarry. Feeling phenomena: During this mesmerizing process some spiritual healing takes place in my body and mind. It´s hard to point my finger at what exactly happens but it makes you realize, the world is a Beautiful place. After every trip, there is a feeling that life is an amazing cosmic adventure and it happens RIGHT NOW! You are in it!! We are all experiencing it together right now! What a profound experience it is! Every time I can´t believe that this weird but astounding experience is possible at all in your consciousness. After about 3 - 5 minutes in the DMT tunnel, I slowly come back down. After 10 - 15 minutes completely back to normal. I think this thing that feels like it wanted to "eat" me would be the thing people call a breakthrough. It felt like at the end of the tunnel would be a "barrier" I could burst through if my DMT dose would be big enough. What do you guys think, should I go up with the dose and try to breakthrough? I could go higher with the dose with my method because I have enough lung capacity and I also have a more potent 50 % changa at hand. Did anybody of you guys breakthrough on NN-DMT? Is it worth it to pursue this breakthrough experience? Another story from 2 weeks ago: When Leo released his video "Guided Exercise For Realizing You Are God", I had another profound DMT experience right before I tried this exercise. On this day I was also under the influence of 300 ug Acid. This really helped me to follow along better during the exercise which led to one of the most profound moments of my life. Of course I did not realize I am God, but it was profound anyways. So if you are experienced with these psychedelics I highly recommend going through Leo´s guided exercise on psychs. Also in my day to day life, I see reality now as something very Special. I am super excited for what else is possible within consciousness. What an amazing Life!