Hulia

The negative impact of OWN corruption is much higher than the profit driven actions of the entrepreneurs from reacher countries. Leo, you don´t understand the psycology of the people living in 3rd world. They tend to see their poor country as a victim. "Make America great again" works everywhere perfectly (replace America with any country). And if my country is not great, the guilty ones should be found and of course they are not from my country, because my people, my country is special, is great. The other reason, why the guilty ones are always outside is, that the frustration and helplessnes are looking for the way out. It is safer to have the way out outside of own borders, because the 3rd world is not only poor but also mostly governed by dictators. You can live in 3rd world country and hate USA for your misery from the bottom of your heart and everybody will encourage you, nobody will inprison, hurt or threaten your survival. This way is simplier and safer than trying to change something in your country. BUT it won´t work. The people need to take responsibility for their countries / for the societies in which they live.

I dreamed, I was going to marry. There are always a lot of different traditions and rituals connected to wedding. And so the caring guests or relatives have brought me a bathtub. The ritual was to drive in a bathtub through the city on a wedding day. - OK, I thought, I shouldn´t do it in the same way as I do in the bathroom, if I put on a swimsuit, why not? - You really want to do it?? In the cold water? – told me the voice. This should be a guide, because this is what he is doing all the time in my dreams: nagging and making fun of me. I put my hand into the water, I saw also a duvet in the tub by the way, the water was very warm. But it might get colder till the wedding begins, - I thought and refused. And almost immediately regretted. Because some other woman snapped at the tub from me and was inspired by the perspective to drive through the whole city in it. Haven´t I lost a precious chance? Meanwhile a fiancé did his ritual. It was to make a whole round on the wheel of a mill. But he stuck with his trousers on the mill blade in the highest point and was hanging there helplessly.

Language is amazing. Isn´t the word "amazing" amazing? Because it takes its origin in the maze. This is what I see, when I say "amazing". A maze... and a mouse in a maze

Sometimes our yoga coaches (the female ones) tell us at the end of the exercise: "Say thank you to your legs, thank you to your arms, thank you to your neck etc. for a great support during this yoga exercise." I cannot open the well of gratitude either. It´s not a great deal to say thank you to your legs, is it? But I can´t!

I can see the expression without seeing the face, hear the intonation without hearing the voice. Sometimes "hi" is enough. What kind of gratitude are you seeking? Gratitude of someone towards you or gratitude of you towards someone? I understand that everybody is just you, you, you. But the question still remains: what part of you should be the receiver and what part - the supplier of gratitude?

This system has a great potential The systems in which we live are not statical - never (it would be the opposite of "live"), they are DYNAMICAL - always.

@PepperBlossoms My thoughts have made themselves independent. I don´t know, where they float and what they sponge. They surprise me!

I live with my thoughts in parallel worlds. I let them do their silent job. When they are finished I ask them. They answer in words.

Oh yes! I´d love it! I would probably change my name every day! ok, maybe every week.. And then Leo could play a game - use his administrator rights and give all of us the same name, for example "nobody". Just for a couple of days.. It would be fun to see a confusion!

I dream now long dreams with a bunch of events and characters. But I don´t remember. This is just a small piece, that I could snatch from the forgetness. There was a kind of guide, he gave me a pile of pictures, that I had to show to the peolpe in the elevator dependent on the floor they are getting out. I was simalteneously in the elevator feverishly trying to guess the right button for the right floor to get a nice picture and outside waiting for the elevator to stop and open the doors. The elevator stopped, the door opened, there were 2 men inside. I showed them 2 pictures of the hell. THey began to scream and retch. I found it funny that I could produce such a big show with 2 shabby pictures of moderate quality.

I think, this is this survival feature, which Leo always talks about, that hinders us from seeing beauty in everything. We cannot see beauty in the things which threaten our physical or psychological survival.

This is what the corrupted governments tell their people.

I could for example become "Wandering_about" and surprise everyone by seeking brilliance or I could proclaim I am "Seeking_brilliance" and upset everyone by wandering about. That would be fun.

I have no idea what I´d like to embody. There is no character trait that I would prefer. I think, I have phobia. Phobia of self-identification. Of course it is rooted in the childhood. My mother is never tired of identifing everything and everybody she takes hold of.

I love the idea. But I am so much stuck in the image of myself, that I cannot think of anything else except Julia. I think like Julia, I act like Julia, I look like Julia. All Julias, I know, are just like me. Can you think of a name for me? The opposite of Julia? But not the male name please. Like all Julias I tend to be flirty and indiscreet Maybe Klara or Claudia ... It would be the opposite of Julia... It should be!

ah ok, I don´t know anything about golems... shouldn´t they be asked about consent? or is it their life purpose?

Ok, this is like raping a drunk. Or having sex with a drunk. Because drunks are typically as horny as..

If you think that the dream character has nothing to do with a real gym guy, than what is the point? You can do a standard masturbation looking at the picture of a porno actor or a gym guy or whosoever. You don´t need to be a Master. I thought the gag is to meet in astral with the other one.

How do you know? To be sure you have to ask the gym guy in the first place.

I don´t ask. We just fool around. It´s another kind of communication. The verbal part is secondary. I catch up on the verbal explanations when I am awake.

I don´t know. What is about the other side? Does the gym guy want to have sex with Zeroiseternity? If yes, does he want exactly this kind of sex? If not, shouldn´t it be qualified as a rape? With all the consequences which the law offers us. But what is about the proves? How to provide them?

Ok, this is actually what I wanted to suggest, but you were quicker. Human being is not equal human being. There are also males and females. It would make sense. At first experiment in astral and if you like it in a physical world.

@seeking_brilliance @zeroISinfinity I could understand if you both would have sex with some fanatstic creature in astral. It would be worth of going into astral. But with a human being? What is the point?

wander around aimlessly

It´s like learning to eat with the sticks instead of spoon and fork. I don´t know.. An additional skill, but so useless