Hulia

We will shoot a video to cheer him up - a video from the loving fans. Why dirty? We will rent a hut on the bank of a river and wash us there. It´s fun. Have you ever washed you in the river? I did.

Being not a human with a heavy and constantly needy body. But something like an elf for example. It would make everything so much simplier and better. No pain, no deseases, no needs for which we have to toil our whole life. The same separeteness through ego, duality, the same dramas at the outcome but in a realm of elfs. If I really were a god I would make my pawns the elfs. I just cannot imagine to be flying from vacation in beautiful Greece home to beautiful Vilnius and being picked up from the sky by a crazy maniac to fall into the middle age hole without much hope to ever come out, being only 25. Being tortured every single day probably for the rest of the life.. And maybe even seing a girl friend being tortured and raped and who knows.. If we just hadn´t had the physical bodies.

@Zeroguy Besides Connor would love it - us travelling through Brazilian jungle and you chasing the ladies to share you big universal love

I heard Connor shared his bank details. Do you thing there is something left for our Brazil trip on his account? I thought rather of moving forward through Brazil not of the room, rather jungle and sleaping in the brazilian huts closer to nature.

but only if I like them

It sounds funny. Of course you may!

when I think about it, they were both pretty naiv and alien, only that his sister was an extrovert - revealing, and, he was an introvert - concealing i can remember now, the both had strange buddies (some far relevants?) around them, not naiv This night in a dream I heard a male voice counting place names, one of them I can remember - Volnovaha

Oh Zero, don´t go to a brazilian woman. Stay with me. I´ll be your brazilian woman.

My problem is, that I cannot go to Brazil Because I am too cautious to do it alone. Will I ever see Brazil? Maybe in next life.

I am an introvert on the spiritual path. What do you expect of me? Of course I am a loner! :))) But I am comfortable with it, since spiritual path. So don´t blame spirituality, Leo and his flock The problem with them is that they have a normal ego like all the others who are not on spiritual path + spiritual ego. And even that is not a problem. The problem is that they are not aware of it

why? why don´t they seek to establich the relationship - a kind of connection, closeness? If it even doesn´t come to sex, they still can have an amazing experience with a fellow human being, isnt´t something? But again with this attitude it most probably comes to sex.

I have never read so much nonsense as in the section "Pick-up.." on Leo´s forum. Is it just an american phenomenon I haven´t just had a chance to come across such things? Every woman senses this attitude - "try this one and if it doesn´t work don´t lose time move to the next" I beleive, it might work. But again a woman senses this attitude and if she still has sex with a guy, she is in a desperate state because of one or the other reason. And this sex won´t be good.

@Zeroguy Wait up, I am going to write in a journal a romantic story about getting laid and not getting laid and other turbulences of love lifes You are making fun of me, that I haven´t got a joke of the guy with the chair. I tell you, slow mind

I mean.. I would rather take the shrooms or toad or whatever.. something natural.. not a chemical stuff like DMT I also take herbs when I´m sick and not the pills. Who knows, maybe Leo has poisened his body with too much chemistry, that´s why he has these problems with health

Do you think elfs have no mind? Something like a cloud? Or does any cloud need a hardware in the end.. or in the beginning.. or somewhere? Besides it´s not razor sharp mind that I have but a special sense for logic. If it´s missing I sense it at once, though mostly not being able to identify what exactly is wrong, because of slow mind

I thought, it´s me becoming lazy I wanted to try to find some mushrooms, they are illegal - I don´t know where to get them. But I postpone it for a time being. The logistics are not good. My daughter is always at home. And I am too lazy to put an effort and look for the damn shrooms, if somebody would offer me..

I thought, it´s an abbreviation for goddamn, no?

@seeking_brilliance But it could be a dream. I dream so often of rocks and stones, me climbing them of hanging on the edge. But I never afraid of not being able to wake, I am also never bored in a dream. And the part where the character is waiting for alarm in the middle of his dream is really funny!

What I am thinking about, the governments could create an institution like a job office for unemployed, but a sex center, where all those not getting laid can register. Special trainings should be organized. And long-time not-getting-laid (>2 year) should become more support for facitating their came back into sex life. For example give a girl doing sex to a guy after 2 years of no sex a subsidy. Create an attraction mechanism! After 5 years without sex subside plastic surgery. Or create the groups of not getting-laid for self-help. Oh I could think of so many tools to solve a problem! Why do we have such idiots in our governments who cannot organize the simpiest things?

This thread is so gorgeous. If I were a stand-up comedian I would use it immediatly after some editting and additions for my great performance.

Is it really your dream or have you made it up?

:)))))) I still cannot beleive it! It must be an illusion!

But if you think about it, the people which are more fixated on their bodies are mostly dumber than those who don´t persue the bordy´s needs. NOt it´s vice versa. Forget it But I still need to think about it

You think? I am puzzled now. Never thought about this aspect. Is it really so? Are body and dumness connected?

You are like my aunt. She is also afraid of too much money. There were days when we haven´t had a cent. And she always told: I am not worried, it´ll come from somewhere it has always done, but just not too much, I am afarid of it. And it really came but not too much