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Yeah. To be honest, Solipsism can be terrifying beyond the human state.

The first one wasn't too bad. The second one was boring.

@Leo Gura, ok. I think I was worried that if Christian symbols are more salient to you, then you are likely to have beliefs in Christianity. For me, it would be difficult to know if a Christian genuinely had an awakening. Which Christian is open to powerful tools like psychedelics? Maybe very few.

What movie have you recently watched, or are you now watching? I have yet to finish watching the movie "The Irishmen".

@Leo Gura, I wanted to know whether or not it's because of religious indoctrination or for other reasons. It's interesting that even if you aren't a Christian, you can still unknowingly relate to Christian symbols to grasp yourself.

@nerdspeak, maybe my kindergarten wasn't as religious as yours. Although, I attended church.

@Leo Gura, my sense phenomena get weird when I start tripping, e.g., geometrical shapes form that I couldn't even imagine, melting sensations, etc. Is it possible that my mind likes or relates to the idea of weirdness, and then uses that to grasp itself?

@nerdspeak, what do you think is the reason for seeing those images?

@Leo Gura, when you say that anyone can have an awakening on psychedelics, do you mean that they can have an awakening experience of themselves being God, independent of their cognitive development?

At least the dog can take it without talking nonsense about psychedelics.

@Leo Gura, back then, I couldn't make sense how a Christian or any religious person could have an awakening. I have been treating the cognitive dimension as a given, which made me assume that people at a very low cognitive level could not have an awakening, because their explanations weren't as deep and direct as your explanation, which is not to say that they know what they are talking about or actually have had awakenings. The self-limitation is astounding! This is really mind opening and is giving me goosebumps.

@Leo Gura, the level of your cognitive development will affect your awakenings and how you understand them, right? It seems that people who are unaware of their cognitive development don't see how much they are limiting their awakenings.

It seems like that the video on post-modernism was created with the assistance of AI. However, it is good.

I guess Japanese people would love me.

Well, it's hard. I have suffered through painful injuries and a neurological disorder. I have some experience of going through difficult times. I just try to remain calm as much as I can while observing what's going on. When the trip starts, I start sensing that I can't run away from it, because it's total.

In this thread, I will share my DMT experience. The time has come!

@Leo Gura, have you seen song covers by AI?

It's not beneficial to them. It's relative. I have a hard time convincing myself with their way of living as I was raised in it. Once you get out of their circle, you start to see the nonsense if you want to. It's not only about nonsense, but also about their conformist mindset. If you aren't self-reflective, then everything you were taught is assumed as truth, doesn't it?

@Thought Art, because any construction can be deconstructed. If it assumes that it can't be deconstructed, then it's not self-reflective in the first place. How can you know if it's honest to itself if it doesn't let people deconstruct it, helping people see what lies beyond construction?

Christianity is problematic because it doesn't deconstruct itself nor does it have powerful tools to do that (prayer isn't really a tool). No Christian will dare to deconstruct because they have an emotional connection with the stories and such. It's too precious for them. Christians assume that people just know God without changing their state. Christians can talk about God confusing it with their beliefs, and they have a naive attitude towards believing.

I appreciate that.

Yeah. I will try to do that.

I don't know why I am posting each and every trip anymore. It seems like it's not of any use.

@Cubbage, cool!

#14 Reality is incredibly direct! When I was having an ego dissolution today, the ego tried every trick to limit me by trying to convince that I'm going mad and that the experience is negative. Although, the process was more gentle. It feels like dying because your worldview is literally collapsing. I am like a child who sees reality without taking responsibility for the totality of it, to become it; asleep and enjoying its drama, not noticing the mystical aspect and not wanting to be aware of it, because it is so direct with nothing that I can ground myself on. In such a state, when I direct my attention to a thing, it becomes a symbol of awareness, as if reality is a self-reflective mechanism trying to bring more awareness to itself.