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I appreciate the tip.

#4 HOLY FUCK! I totally merged with the experience. There was more consciousness than I could have ever imagined. I felt immense acceptance. It was dreamy as hell. However, it didn't last long, although time was deconstructed at that moment, and I couldn't know how long it was going to go on. Until today I wasn't inhaling effectively. I did about 10 to 20 mg, and it melted me effectively. I wouldn't be able to handle it if I consumed more, like in the past ones but properly this time. So, I have to intensely breathe in and out a few times, then empty my lungs as much as I can while heating the DMT and smoke it. Finally, I keep my breath as much as I can, and because I did breathing exercises, I would be able to last longer, and the DMT would keep entering into my body without wasting it.

@Leo Gura, I really want to understand what makes me unserious if I can get the same quality of results or experience with a method that is more powerful in a shorter span. There needs to be something different that the other methods you mentioned offer that I could never achieve with psychedelics so that I must do them if I want other results.

So, what makes weeks-long meditation different or better than psychedelics? If I can easily compare them, how should I decide which one to choose?

@Leo Gura, am I wrong? In what ways is meditation or self-inquiry superior to psychedelics?

Ok. But I think doing psychedelics is a serious business though, way more serious and radical than meditation or self-inquiry.

@Leo Gura, regarding the "Nisagardatta On Self-Inquiry" blog post, are you saying that I am not serious enough for only focusing on psychedelics? For example, I am starting to use and explore psychedelics, although I have done weeks-long meditations before. I want to go deep and high as much as possible as of now.

#3 I smoked about 40 to 50 mg of DMT. I felt a profound sense of emptiness, as if I were at the pure source of creation. Then I experienced a sensation of being born again. The visuals transcended the dimensions I am accustomed to. In my visual field, there were light sources all around that resembled crystals, featuring a white center and rainbow-colored rays bursting from them. The auditory experience was quite interesting during the peak; I was hearing frog-like croaks. After the peak experience, I found it profound that this human life is even possible; I was amazed at how I am here experiencing it. My mind was cracked wide open.

I extracted it myself. Yeah, it is cool. It is also way too serious.

#2 Today, I came very close to entering the DMT hyperspace. My life was becoming increasingly insignificant by the second. It was being deconstructed, as if someone was unwrapping a gift for me, and the gift was a gun to kill me. Scary. However, I was telling myself, "I want the truth. I want the truth..." Vibrant, wavy, crystal-streaked visuals everywhere. I felt as though I was being melted, and my body felt extremely light. I am glad I am getting the hang of the glass oil burner pipe.

#1 Today, I tried to get the hang of smoking DMT with a glass oil burner pipe. I cannot get the full smoke yet, but I got a mild high for a short time. My visual field was getting crystallized, sort of. Patterns were forming. My body started to get more relaxed.

To say religious people got it right is too generous—they cannot understand that belief is not direct.

I think you have to love it deep down if it happens instantly, even if normally you get disgusted by it. I would not like it if someone treated me like an object (like an enraptured meal), but my god, if I interpreted it sexually, it would be impossible to resist. It is what it is.

I'm glad that I took a psychedelic before weed, which helped me compare the experiences of both. I don't understand why people consider weed a psychedelic. Yeah, you might have some non-ordinary experience, but you won't get incredibly conscious or have some transhuman experience, at least that's the case for me. To this day I'm much more moved by the psychedelic experience that I had than weed could ever give to me. Weed was making me less motivated not because I realized something but because I was just forgetting stuff.

I quit weed a month ago. I smoked it about 5 times. The first two tries were quite an extraordinary experience for me. However, I was eventually getting more paranoid of forgetting stuff. I was starting to think I was high even though I didn't smoke any. Although I don't mind mindfucks, I didn't like that I was forgetting lots of minor stuff, which can lessen the quality of my life. Also, it was not getting more mystical.

Stage blue women are not only feminine but also quite dogmatic and delusional about what femininity is.

The singularity point. 😂

Would you consider her a masculine or feminine deluded figure?

Share them. We're not your girlfriends. 😁

Oh, I thought it hurt like how you said to the woman because you told her some minor truth. To be honest, I would also feel hurt if someone did that just because they cannot understand that I would not use truth to belittle them, and also they generally cannot handle the truth, especially a minor truth.

Of course, for emotionally immature people it's like that.

WTF, seriously? 😒 If someone doesn't at least value truth for their own benefit or doesn't manage their survival, I wouldn't even consider being with them.

Sometimes I delude myself into thinking about what you say people think about it. Lol.

@Leo Gura, then I misread. Sorry.